Sunday, March 6, 2016

Well, it has been a long day dealing with Hillary Clinton.

"Grace is smarter than Hillary Clinton."

Well, I'd say so. 
The power of mind control is to move and distort reality. 

Legally Reconginzed Goverment Child Porstitue.

I am going to try and work on this tonight. I will need lots of coffee and cream.

Before I sit here and start I want to clear the air, it's been long enough of dealing with 24/7 mind control and manual manipulation. Being drugged and raped nightly, or something close to that. Working, and trying. Having the worst perverts in the world come to view and spend the inadequated repercussion of time with me.  

I am tried of being knocked out through this technology, and being hit constantly as if I deserve these things when I never did. 

Enough is enough, and as far as I can see I am not the one that is causing the problems here. At all.  

I have rights just like all the rest and I deserve the restitution for what has been happening to me, and all the HARD work I did to help people.   

I am only one person, and the systematic design of everything that has happened to me and destruction of my being is not an easy road to travel. 

We all deserve to be out of mind control. Especially me- I've been through a lot.  

I heard today that the FBI will always stand behind me because of what they have done to me. It's a lot. Somethings I am not really ready to talk about, but I see urgency is needed to finish this. 


Hillary Clinton- "If it's so bad then why did it get taken to court."  Referring to me being a Legally Recognized Government Child Prostitute.

My answer was "because we were not private, and you messed up somewhere." 

I was told yesterday that the people know I was in this program and a few months ago when this was brought up and Putin wanted to conceal the truth he told me "You did not have a Pleasure Care Plan back then, I checked." then he went on to say "But you did in California."  
I say conceal, because I am not sure. I was getting the picture that this was going to be covered up so I didn't look like I went through that much. 

When I first asked about this, being sold as a child through this technology or something similar, a man said "I saw videos of her." This was back in early 2015. This man knows the Barzaghi's, but I heard Jacque spent summers at the palace as a child. He knows a lot of very powerful people. 
That same man is also who my Family works for. 

While through that same situation they told me the Talaban had been watching me since I was 15. 

I heard that my mom's therapist got this brought to court internally, but I dont know if that is true either, but the time frame would be in line. I just know I was one of the chosen cases that were taken into court and had parts of this pedohlila in our government ended. It could have been because of who my family is as well. 
It's not easy to get on a list of that nature no matter what. I have written about this briefly, but in extent. They said 3000 kids were on that list, and I think my molestations were set up from that list as well. I also think they put images in my head as a kid because of how they looked in hindsight and after coming to know this technology more intuitively. There is a lot more that I can link between this and myself, but it also crossed my mind that possibly some other children in that program were from families of traumatizers too, or in relation to the kids of the families to have them be molested or used as sexual objects or experiments, via social, sexual, mental, physical form, ect.  
I think the Kardashian Family may have been on this list as well, and Raven Simone just said "I was too."  I am not sure if she is lying or trying to help make this look less than a problem. She's done that quite a few times to me.   

One day I will sit and write about this all, but I know things like this still happen in our Government, and I am calling on transparency there. I am asking for transparency in my life, as well.


I have had a lot happen to me. This is no lie. 










My Best Understanding of: 


Care Plans:

Patient Care Plans: 

Pleasure Care Plans:



Good Advice, but then if this is not an obvious occurrence then I dont know what is?




At least they were honest to their understanding. 

"they dont know what happened to her."


Isn't Jeremiah's Prophecies a fundamental part of Judaism?  Are they not coming to life before all of our eye? 


Saturday, March 5, 2016

"The more people she adds the more people they will just put in mind control. That's what they told me, and then they will just get mad at her." -Kesha 

Friday, March 4, 2016

The morning after

I sat down and read some of the work I have, about 200 pages already.
I have to fill in the blanks and write some of the most memorable events that have happened.

I would like to say so in much that if the Pope wanted me to be this woman so bad then why did he not support me better?

Yesterday a person walking by telepathically said "I wouldn't have trusted these people either."

The queen was still going to let me do this even after I found out about her and the lost kids of that school. My story s what got an international arrest warrant placed on her. She won't be removed.



I'm kinda a lot pissed off right now.
Although, today I did find a Dopey marionette doll that I might be in love with more than person I have spoke with in the past year.
He stole my heart at "I am laying in a box."


I dont know what the heck all this commotion is about over me in my area and very earnestly thinking about packing my bags and going on a cross-country trip.
I was thinking that it might be a great idea before the election starts and I can just relax with everything that is going on and let this technology do the thinking.
Perhaps, people will be more noticeable about the abominable sexual abuse in our Government and by the extremely rich.

There are some things I still have reserves about.

I am very unhappy with the pope right now.

Lord Jacob Rothschild showed me his face tonight. I guess what little belief I had in this is coming to a close, and also myself.

I was told I have stage four ovarian cancer, and still wont ever get treatment or diagnosis unless the nation steps up and helps me more.

They said 40% of the nation still thinks I am a good person, 10% do not know about me, and 50% well, they fall in the others. Like people who would rape me and kill me, call me a pedophile and such.

I know this blog is about my whole life and everything that happens in it, but my God, how do you help yourself anymore.

I say My Body, My Mind. I can do what I want with it.
Their rebuttal is "not with all of this around you."


People are evil. I have learned this. It took me this long to sit here and say it finally. Corrupt, evil, unsympathetic, callous, whore mongering, evil twerps.  okay.

I am also being called evil. I was once told after you hear something about yourself for so long you start to believe it.
I don't want to be.. and you may not understand me or anything about me even with this technology, but when I say I love, I love very deeply.

Lord Rothschild "Not untrue."

I ask him "how do you like being a Lord."

He says "very much... correct."

Earlier he said "I am going to give you cancer until you die."
Well, I'm dieing. Mind as well light up another cigarette and get on the ball with it.

I have a bug bite on my arm.



I'm depressed.

That's my life.



Today I heard Vladimir Putin gave Kesha a 50 million dollar advancement, so I am sure her career is going to blow up.

She told me that the person who was helping me in the industry was Dr. Luke. I didn't really know, but she did say that she was traumatizing me so she didn't get raped by him anymore.


I seriously want money to survive, or to get out of this society and be away from these people.
Pretty much everyone anymore.





Well, I have drugged and who knows what has happened (rape) to me after that nightly this week.


I am really exhausted from being severely abused.  I am really exhausted from being traumatized, put in manual manipulation, drugged, and not being in control of my own will power lately.
Somber.


I think I am being skull fucked.
No, I'm serious. Through this technology.

<time lapse>

I went outside to smoke a cigarette because I am dying and all, and a woman down the hall says telepathically "That's not untrue.. and it's not Vladimir Putin, either."  Then she continues and says "It was for this." holding up a picture in my mind of a group of children.

I say "Did I do that?"
She says "That's what I said."

I guess I will endeavour into those kids, and tell you the whole story. Or at least try. This is something I didn't really want to write about because of the horrific reality behind them.
I want to openly say a prayer about these kids. For all who read, and I guess it's still the best I got.

Dear God,
   It's been a while, ya know. I miss you, and I am not sure of what is happening anymore. I think for the most part I hate speaking to you in the presence of all this, and really need our sanctity between us back. Right now, as I am typing this to you I am being traumatized. It's constant. I hate this, and they are controlling my emotions and my feeling, and I'm starting to tear, but I know I don't want to cry. It's unnatural, and I hate this. All of it.
Kesha just says "I am doing that."
Right now my vagina is dilating and I am sure there is a fist in it.
Kesha says "I'm doing that, too."
She's talking to someone, and says "What if she gets paid for all of this?"

I did a LOT of work. (70% of the scientific measurements that were displayed to the public, or something like that, I am sure behind the scenes as well...  were derived from my understandings, or were completely my intelligent properties. The was in the first year of working. That's not a joke.)
Someone says "almost."

Anyways, back to the writings with God.

Kesha "that makes me a devil worshiper." (Referring to traumatizing me while I am writing prayers to God.)

Well, I miss you, and I start out like this for endless hours of work, but I want to pray for these kids. Whatever it is, that I can't muster up right now. Take control of everything. Help us.

Your Daughter,
Grace A. Younkins.

 This.
 Right.
 I might not write about them tonight. It's horrendous, extremely actually.

"I do that."  (Referring to the children.)
Then 'Al-Asad' is shown to me in my mental imagery.


I said earlier that I have reserves about this whole thing. Well, that true. Like writing about these kids.
Or wanting to further my work, or even trying to help anymore.

I kinda hate people right now, and I have for a while. Not everyone, but close to it.


I guess, I will cont. to write about what is easy right now, myself.

There is a kid that is part of this whole thing with the sexual abuse. I don't know her name, but I sympathise with her very well. All of them actually.

Kesha "I've had almost as much severe abuse as her. I just have a good source of income."

I say "Well, that's why you put her in front of me."
My mind is processing the reasoning behind this all. Her reputation will go up against mine and her actions against mine as well. The bad part about it all is that they will never say the good things about me. Or fairly.

Kesha "I've been gang banged by 30 guys before."
'not untrue' is the mental image.
Me: "were you under rohypnol?"
Kesha: "No, I wasn't."
Kesha: "Vladimir Putin said I shouldn't have said that."

So this Kid- when I first saw her through live image feed directed into your mental imagery field. She must have been about 10 years old.

"You know why they make her look like that?"

Kesha: "Vladimir Putin has a sick obsession with her."  Referring to me.
Me: "Right." The look on my face is the expression of what obvious looks like. I conclude but saying "With her, too." And I form the image of that little girl in my head.
Kesha: "I think so too."

A hand flies into the air, I see it in my mental imagery. She is holding up the 'too' sign.
She says "I'll be raped for you."
I say "why?"
She says, "so you dont have to."
I tell her: "I dont want you to be raped."

I direct this to the American Government and say "I'll be honest, I dont know how to handle this situation."
Basically telling them they need to step in and intervene, quickly.

The lady next door says "Not with this against you."  She waves a hand that does a half shoo away from me sign and half masturbation sign in the same motion.
I say: "I still didn't instigate this."
'Not untrue' is shown to me.
I said something else in between saying that and her speaking, but I can't remember what I said. I am always having to defend myself.

























Wednesday, March 2, 2016

HIllary Clinton, After The Fact

So, as follows that while I was posting that last article it was said that "This has to go under investigation."

Someone said "She didn't write enough information."
I say: "Then I will go back and write more."
Thinking about when she said "I had to!" In regards to the killing of Peterson.
I ask "can someone traumatize me to remember the whole event."
Dead silence.

There was now pretty angry people in our Government. A man. He yelled "Hillary Clinton murdered an U.S. Ambassador!"  Indicating that she should not be able to get away with this.

"That's all his dad did." A man saying this while the memory of A member of the Saudi Royal family who I had met in Kirksville a year ago.
He continued: "now he runs a large fortune company."

"I didnt think she would write any of this."


And now Hillary is trying to order a public hit on me...

And it went something like this:

"Have her arrested for speaking to Osama Bin Laden"

 I reply: "I can't if it's through this technology. I am not in control of who I have interactions with. It would be different if I went there. Didn't Obama have him speak with me?"
A man chimes in: "incorrect, this guy did."
Flashing a picture of Cheney.
Followed by a confirmation after I wrote that line. "Correct."

"She is very well capable of this"
Showing me a picture of a stage 2 earth.

Then Hillary Clinton was asked "Why won't you work with her?"

"Dont you think she's a pervert?"

The person asks Hillary: "What does America say about the masterbation?"
"Who cares."
Then flashing a picture of me in yoga pants.
"...and a lot of people have done this. That's because of the style of this attire. Back in the 80's as well in my opinion."

"I am the American President!" "Have somebody shoot her."

I chime in "You were relinquished of that responsibility (Internally)."

Hillary flashes a dimly lit picture of Donald Trump. "So was he."

Now, there is some muffled Hillary saying "And nobody cares about the tissue, either."
"... why is she writing all of this?"

I reply: "because I dont like you and you talk too much." Someone makes me say "And you need to shut-up."
(Hillary has been in deliberation and yelling all day over not getting her way on proving that I am a pervert. Earlier today she said "I want her to be a child molester. Make her a child molester!"

The muffled dialogue continues:
"Nobody gets raped that much if they're are not a sex offender."
I reply: "Not if you're paying them off!"

<time lapse, about 30 seconds>

"Tell them not to work with her."


I hear Hillary Clinton yelling:
"And she kissed his belly."

I say: "it's still not that weird."
"It's not like I was Putin or something."

A woman holds up two fingers and says two.
"I thought so too." In agreeance with me.

Putin laughs.
"LOL" is shown in my mental cavity.


I hear her again. "Dont you think this was a pervert?!"

A woman says "I'd write about Alisha."
While thinking about her dating a serious sex offender, and having a kid with him. A man who raped a 14 year old.

I went back to the baby wipe after cleaning him up.. Alisha's son. Who this whole belly issue is over.

"I am going to be in serious trouble if she wins this." Alisha chirps up out of the creep.

There were people who would sit there and say "what ones better?"

Holding up a diaper that had been left on him for hours and multiple urinations and too soggy to walk correctly, or a cleaner diaper.  Of course I picked the clean one, and the baby wipe.

I cleaned him up, and changed him way more often than his mother. Most of the time she was good, but i think her depression got in the way of her taking care of her children well. Plus, after I moved back to springfield I saw her beat her kid with a spatula in the face. I did correct her, and say what my psychology teacher told up. That hitting your own child in the face teaches them that they are unworthy to be seen by other people. Our relationship quickly deteriorated from there. And Alisha and her family took a very large sum of money to cover the sex abuse scandal up.

(there is a LOT more to that chapter of this story.)

Hillary Clinton asking people in connection to her "Don't you think she's a pervert."
I get the feeling she is intimidating them.

Someone, a man, raises his hand and says "I dont!"

And what did she say?
"She said she was trying to (rehabilitate...) just after California."

I am not sure exactly where that line belongs or what exactly was said before then.
Hillary Yells "Alisha would have not took that money if she didnt think she was a pervert."
I say right back "She didn't think I was until you sat there and put her in mind control for long periods of time." "She's been in mind control this whole time."
Thinking about Alisha and her child molesting boy friend having sex on this device and her giving him falaciao.
... and then thinking about them forcing their children to experience sexual abuse. By having them rape me through this technology with them watching, and I am pretty sure she had her kid rape me once, too...
Just  because Hillary told you that this will make them not grow-up to be child molesters. They said that because if you get requisition against your abuser than you are able to triumph over the abuse.

I say "first you have to prove that they abuse them."
a man stands up and says "I said that, too!"


I went back to the tissue and having to listen to Alisha convince her younger sister that I molested her child.
Shayla says after watching the video "Thats what you said she did, Alisha?!! That is not child abuse!"

Alisha says "Yeah, but look at what is in her subconscious."

I say: "have we even ruled out that this wasnt mind control in my subconscious. Because it sure felt abnormal to me. Just like all mind control does."

Honestly, I dont remember what was in my subconscious at that time..  but nothing bad.

Also, it was said that Alisha is the one who elected for this to be turned on everyone around me with Hillary's consent.




Typical night at the congregation.

I walk into the hall, and the neighbors say "I didn't think it was perverted, even if it was you just trying to feel comfortable."

A man drives away and says "I would shoot you for that child, too."

"it's not like I fondled the poor kid!? Or molested him."

He flashes 'incorrect'
"you molested him."

Another man down the hall says "I didn't think it was perverted."
"She had sex around him all the time. You did not. You masterbated once, but he didnt know."
I reply: "Well, once is not weird, especially when I was on the other floor than anyone, and the kid was asleep."
Then he said: "Not if youre alone."
Then flashes a picture of me in my dad's house.
He says "kinda perverted."
I say: "I went through a lot of shit." Referring to all the sexual abuse I encountered in California.
Then he said: "and they (GOV.) said they (The Barzaghi's) didn't do that either."
A memory/image of Alisha's kid exploring himself comes into my thought cavity.
I say: "I dont believe they didnt do that."
He replies: "I dont either."
Looking back at the image through this technology you can visibly see a hand moving and adjusting his. The way he did it was strictly out of mind control, and manual manipulation. I thought it was kinda weird, Alisha thought it was kinda weird the way he touched himself. It visibly looked like two grown fingers were moving his hands around himself. Too mature of a movement for an infant exploring his body parts, and too much pressure and force. (I didn't know about mind control then) (that happened the first time I came back to Missouri from California.)

"It's not more perverted than Alisha allowing her son to put her dildo in his mouth, and then not properly hiding it from him the second." (twice that I know of personally) But to Alisha "that happens all the time."
And that's because he was exposed to too much sexual behavior as a child and was searching for attention.
Or having sex with him on the bed next to her.

She also said I pushed him down the stairs, too. What about the lies here?

Because one time I was walking home from the store and a woman was turning the corner and said "...She pushed a kid down the stairs, too." Just to the level that I could hear her through the windows. I could see the look of disgust on this woman's face as she saw me.

Didn't she watch him walk over to the stairs and fall down? Wasn't my back kinda turned? Didn't she tell all of Springfield that I pushed him down the stairs?
And proclaimed to all the people that she was paid off "I could lose my kids over this. If this doesnt go down." And she got paid off... I mean common'.
That is right after I was told that even Alisha and her perverted baby-daddy also slipped me a roofie and sold me.

I mean hold on a second, here.

Plus, on top of that while I am here with the serious sexual abuse against children how about Autum Lingle, one of the family members who raped me in California? When you showed me her putting a vibrator in her son's rear end and then when people found out she said "it was on his patient care plan. It was so he would poop!"

Or how about when they violently raped me on that same child's bed, put his bottle in me and some of his toys. Wrapped a dirty diaper around my face and still performed abnormal violent sexual assaults against me under the intoxication of rohypnol.  What about that?

But I'm the perverted one, right?







































Camel hair or Whole Camel?

Matthew 19:24
"I'll say it again-it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of A needle than for a rich person to enter the Kingdom of God!"  

AYAT al-A'raf 7:40
Indeed, those who denied Our Verses and (were) arrogant towards them, (will) not be opened for them (the) doors (of) the heaven, and not they will enter Paradise until passes the camel through (the) eye (of) the needle. And thus We recompense the criminals.


I love criminals. I'm not going to lie. Some days not as much as others, but for the most part many times I have seen the love of God with and from the criminal. You hate the sin not the sinner, and God despises not one. I have "criminals" in my family, and welp, I've stolen before. (There you go, I have placed my sins in front of you, and repented.)

I once wanted to sit down and write about the influence of God in some of the most unholy of places or actions. It was a lot for the contemplation of mind, and I guess I am briefing this understanding here.

Canaan, a place of thieves. I went really way Arabian Nights in my mind on that one. (and Love)


Anyways, there is not much of an organization to the writing I am doing tonight. One part of me wants to delve right on into the hate for God, or absence thereof by wicked people. And how shying away from God's holy being has influenced their actions out of shame for the self. Basically not being able to live up to His standards and becoming more wicked from self hate. Another part of me wants to talk about the influence of God and gangsta music. The influence of God in the Game, The Business, drug wars, or whatever label you want to call the drug epidemic and interaction through it internationally. Or the war on terror, perhaps that fits into the picture somewhere. Then you get right down to the land of Canaan and what it boils down to in this day and age. The movement of peoples and times to develop into this multi-cultural modern and still traditional world. Influenced by God everywhere. 
(I am being given cancer (radiation therapy) for a person having a different opinion than I, and guess what I am still developing my understanding... isnt that sad.) (It's like we I am not allowed to think anymore.) (I've been told that for a few months straight before. Something to do with the image I had as a child about the Angels, and what if the Angels got hurt by the pin head.. So he said "I dont like that about her." and gave me cancer. Just like all of today I have having a massive head ache. I had to explain to this person the Angels would be so small a sharp point would not affect them, it's almost like walking on an even surface... "I'm a scientist, that's how I think.")

It's not just the Canaanites we talk about here. It's the Jewish People, The Muslim people, The Gentiles, The Orient people, ect... and all the way back to Adam and Eve. This Camel and the hair affects us all.

Right, I'm losing my focus again and adding in things in the wrong order or lost my train of thought. (probably all the voices (V2K) in my head, or the cancer... must have been the cancer.)

Well, onward me lassies and lads, 

I once had my eyes open up about these two very fundamental verses. The camel and the needle.

They sat down and with all honesty said this:
"That is how I see it."

Well, that doesn't tell you much. But the story of that conversation goes something like this...

I was shown a hair of a camel being threaded through the eye of a needle. Eureka.

In my mind, I always thought of this as a whole camel unable to make it through the needle. Or as a child I just took Angels and placed them on the needle because I couldn't see any other way of handling that situation.

So, anyways, As the fact that these verses were written 3427ish years ago, that is probably what they thought too. The most useful of reasons in simplicity and what it's really meant for. So it's not too hard after all to recompense the criminal, because it's not too hard to pull a camel through the head of the needle.

And the story continues...
The person who told me this was from the Middle East, and well, for as much as I have dealt with them I can say a few things. Number one, they do believe in Allah, and two I dont like their actions.

This goes incredibly far back into this story.. Probably from the very first time the Bible Opened up to me and I got incredibly angry with ( person I cannot remember their name because of Mind Washing).
He was supposed to have died... Oh yes, Osama Bin Laden. He's not dead. He's living in a fall out den in Saudi Arabia, or the middle east the last I knew. I spoke with him three months ago because Obama put him in front of me after I kept saying how he had way too much plastic surgery and I questioned the authenticity of his DNA. Well, point proven Obama. You are NOT Osama.

So, I sat there and got so mad at this situation and Osama. I yelled at him because I knew he was watching me. And I said "You could have been great!! Why did you do this much destruction?!"

He's Back... He just showed me his face and said:
"I wasn't"
But the last time we spoke he had me going on how HALA was like Hello, because I couldn't remember Hello in Arabic. So for like a month I thought HALA was hello until I went to an Arabic store and noticed HALA was like Kosher. All of my Arabic I learned was mind washed out of me, or at least hidden very deeply. So he lied to me a lot, he was watching.

I was also told because of the involvement with the CIA and Heavy Artillery selling to ISIS and him he has watched me since I was about 15 years old. Grandfather's involvement with the CIA.

That is why the whole Benghazi issue came out, and Hillary Clinton went under investigation. U.S. Ambassador Christopher Stevens found out about the selling of the equipment and Hillary had him set up for murder. 
She said after the issue arised internally "I HAD TO!" referring to killing Mr. Stevens.  And that is one of the many reasons why Hillary Clinton hates/dislikes me. Plus, on top of that I rejected her sexual advancements. Prior to them bringing up the idea of trying to make me "The Mistress To the State." 
So, that idea didn't work well with me.  
"We all did. We all wanted to have sex with her." -Hillary Clinton. 

I will write the rest of all of this later in my book.


And because I dont want to sit here and be traumatized by Osama and Isis, I am signing off and saying good evening.


One last thing before I go tonight:
After saying that the next verse of the bible was about Greatness. Basically telling me that saying you could have been great to people who do such evil, and from who you are, you made our enemies stronger.
These people will never be great, dont let them think that they will.




















Some Words I Found Applicable








What's Happening Now

I didn't know speaking my mind was punishable by the state of law. I thought I actually had to release concealed/ confidential documents not things you all willfully told me. 

 I didn't sit down here and hack the system, I cured aids and cancer.
I didn't progress the Ebola Epidemic, you mismanaged it continually, I curbed it single handedly.
I didn't ask for our children and loved ones to deal with Zika, you said it would be a way to lessen social stigma at the cost of infants. I'm still working on the cure. 
 I didn't rape anyone, but you used drug facilitated rape on my person and others around me. 
I didn't molest, you molested me. 
I did not lie, you did. 
I didn't fail to protect people, I warned everyone and tried to prevent these things. The system failed us all. 
I didn't put you in involuntary mind control, you did. 
 I didn't pervert you, you perverted us all. 
I tried to write the story of my life, you couldn't have that as an acceptable way to voice my opinion. 
I didn't pay people off to progress sexual abuse, I sat here and worked against what personally oppressed me. 
I asked for a fair trial, you gave me implicated decisions and a tyranny in conflict with our constitution. 
I didn't want to hurt other people or be involved with your pedophila like you have done to us, but you said "WE GET TOO MUCH ENJOYMENT OUT OF IT!" (H.C)
I'm not victimised, I am a survivor and breaking chains. 
I didn't act out of social norms for my abuse, you put me in manual manipulation. 
I didn't purposefully betray my friends and family, they betrayed me. 
I didn't force you to be a pedophile, you chose that for your career(s). 
I wanted to end world poverty, you said that wasn't good enough to make money off of. 
I didn't want to be forced into prostitution, you drugged me. 
I didn't want to have sex with you. 
I didn't want to be part of the in crowd, I wanted to end our pain and provide a way out. 
I did work hard enough, you suffocated me. 
I am not in control of your every move, but you control most of my actions and thoughts. 
I didn't ask for this life, you handed it to me. 
I never like you, and I never will. 
I didn't think like you before you. 
I didn't escalate the abuse, I faught like I was taught against what could have been prevented by you. 
Remember when you said to us "I dont pay for my mistakes, SHE DOES!" -Hillary Clinton 
I am still asking what mistakes I could have prevented more. 
You allow rape to be a social norm, I speak-up against it every chance I get. 
You made me a "test subject," but this will never happen to anyone else? 
"Why would everyone rape this woman?"  You say.  Well, why would you continue to put people in mind control and manual manipulation to rape me and other people (let alone the added income)?
I didn't want to be afflicted or ravished. You thought using me to traumatize other is a way to social control.
I'm stuck in the middle of this all, refusing to give up because I deserve justice. I deserve a place to love again. You stole that from me. 
Why do people still help me if I am so wrong?


The last spell of Mind Control in Detroit has gone too far, and you are hurting our people. You deplore the streets so you can make your actions acceptable. 

What about all of the children around me that have been subjected to this? 

An unneeded social experiment, I'd say so. And enough is enough.  


  You should have brought my rapes from the Barzaghi family to court a long time ago and prevented all of this! Hillary clinton sat there and said "I couldn't go after Jauque." 
Instead my perseverance and abilities intimidated you, and it was a war of reputation. Unfortunately it was about your actions against you, and you failed to recognize them. And my actions said I wanted healing, not oppression. They still do.  You shut down the government over me wanting to be able to work and proved to us all that Obama hates rape victims, women, and children.  It's not healthy for a person's entire life to be controlled by another, and you sat there and continually said "I have to have control over the situation." Turning this into a national epidemic where I have to sit and be abused daily. Abuse has gone too far. You have said it's only one person, but it's happening to all of us. I am being blamed for this technology to be used on our people. It was here before me and it's obvious that Obama did this. You have serious sex offenders, pedophiles, hebophiles, and the like sitting here and manipulating this situation beyond need. They are some of the most wicked human beings of our time. Telling people what to say, how to act in accordance around me, what to think, and how to behave. Enough is enough, and this should have been prevented from occurring a long time ago. Your sickness and pain has caused great suffering all over the globe on account of your perversions. You have failed to uphold the constitution, and have changed our internal government to be a masquerade of invisible deteriorating walls that prevent movement and growth. You have wasted our tax payers money on this technology, 600 Billion used in the past 3 years over all of this. Whether that be by serialization of entire genetic codes, the shire cost of how much this technology is to run per hour (not limited to $8,000 p/h), the people you have paid off, ect.  Yet, it goes unheard and unseen, until recently. That is an unacceptable and staggering amount to use in order to "Make this woman a child molester." 

Who's to blame here? 
I dont think it's me, but I do think that we can change these things for our future. 

I call on sovereignty of mind and body to be a constitutional amendment. 
I call on ending the modern day slave trade. 
I call on our internal government to become external. 
I call on the ENDING OF MIND CONTROL!