Saturday, September 10, 2016

So Vietnam just joined the countries who are being paid off.
They told me if I wrote that they would get more. I am sure.


The Queen is searching for extra terrestrials to legitimize the Bible's claim. She actually might be in space right now.
They said if she makes contact, and they say yes, then I am Queen.


They told me my IEP in grade school said that I was partially retarted. They debated this fact for almost 3 years straight, because I guess before my internal attachment to my IEP also said that I was an abnormal genius.
They can make it sound like whatever they want.

We can all tell you, with growing out of my abuse, I can think better.
There were times of depressed social awareness, and times of heightened social educational awareness.


At least the Queen Elizabeth is looking into God.


G-Easy raped a little girl on me all night two evenings ago. Dr. Dre was there, and a few other people. I am not all sure.
He said that she was going to be killed.
This is the same little girl that, what I assume is her father, said "Have sex with her, I want to see what they did to her."
Referring to Kim Kardashian's little girl being able to fit an entire fist inside of her vagina. I think she is looser than that.
Kim and Kanye sell her to a top leader in ISIS that is into extremely disturbing torture methods. He has a 3 foot dildo her likes to use on woman, and children.
That little girl is a virgin prostitute. Similar to what I was. I feel like I have betrayed her.


I am under too much mind control.


Number two told me that he raped me with dead animals as a child. I must have been about seven. He said "for touching Moonshine."
I thought about how cruel of a world I live in. You put me in mind control to be curious, as normal children are, then rape me to teach me a lesson. With dead animals. Under rohypnol, with mind control, as a second grader.

Yes, I once looked inside my dogs vagina, as a child. Because I wanted to know what it looked like. Because I was molested.
Once.
And possibly got raped with dead animal carcasses to teach me a lesson about what is wrong and right.
This is the same mentality I deal with on a daily basis.

Number two said he is going to put another rat in me. You know, everyone around is being paid off by the super rich, so they have done that to me already. It will happen again. I have been through a lot of disturbing and disgusting stuff.

One of my handlers as a child had a beastiality fetish. or most of them do.


I am perverted. I can tell you this is all too much for me.


Good news is some of the writings that I thought I lost in a fit of rage were actually saved, and I have over half of my book back.
It was pretty bad in 2014/2015 for me. worse this year with all the cancer I am getting.
but Maybe I can write this like a world masterpeiece. And people will listen. Or not.


Julias need to stop. All these little girl killings and murders, Like BABY GRACE, are because they are performing human sacrifices. Yes, that little baby who was abandoned was named after me, because I felt abandoned as a child. They put her mother in sever abuse to do that to her. A form of human sacrifice. I think I heard that they electronically raped that child too.
I hope people have heart, because another version of the great flood is going to hit Earth if people don't start loving God, and cherishing our People.
There was a child in New Mexico who was recently demonically raped and slaughtered. I heard that the family possibly took income from V. Putin to do that to her. While it was happening. Justin Timberlake yelled out to me "Julia is in New Mexico right now."







I am about to stat school again. I have managed to save enough unused income of mine to last till the end of the year. So, I wont be working. Between gigs, and school I should be set. My health is more important than being around people. Seeing as how I am being euthanized I mind as well be happy as I walk down the possible road of my last days.

Someone said today "They say she is irresponsible, but she is getting all that back."
Right, because I do actually plan ahead. surprise.











Friday, September 9, 2016

My grandma deserves the death sentience.




I am going to be very depressed for the next few days. Because what happened to me as a kid finally caught up.


I really want you to know that I was a million dollar child prostitute by the age of two.

A lot of my memories have be expelled and hidden from me.

I am so sad. No one loves me.



I don't know, but my grandma molested every child in a hundred mile radius of me growing up.

She's such a sick human being.

I was sold into demonic sexual abuse young. I didn't know this happened, well I do now.


I was a virgin prostitute.



I'm sorry. I don't want to help you.


I can leave you by saying the distortion of todays life is devastating, and I hope with all my heart you stand up against mind control.


My parents divorce was set up so us kids would be sold.


Everything in my life should have killed me.

I wish I was never born.












Tuesday, August 30, 2016

So, I am surrounded by very creepy people. There is not much talk about.

uch a contrived world. tle freeddom at this point. Do intimidate herdo speak low to her.

I guess I shold discribe what it is like to be seen at the right side of virture.or
I am tired of s




I have very lit



All of these patient care plans being exsecuted are annoying to say the least. "Lets, walk in and follow these sequences of paths, and devise situations where grace may have an adverse reaction, guys. And everyone do it at once. "



This is what my life has been surrounded by for the last four year consistantly.

I feel that they are making it seem like all of this is needed or it's my fault.

I am needed to be controled, but I have never been free.

Nothing needs this much over involvment and attention unless the story is justifide by actions and consistancy in actions. Long term consistant results.



They say the rich will be pedophiles regaurdless.
he stand I took was to
They say that I am at loss.

They say so much shit. The confoundment is amazing. to the

e
Amazment has already been found.


Let say that I am excersing my American Rights and Authority. That the stand I took was too credible, too aware, too contingent in the rehlm of real life abuse, too honest. I am now decived as a human being.
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deciv
The problem we face is not I. For speaking tuth in life is never a blame. But I am an opinion, I am an idea, I am a controvercy; I am a lie.



They said today that
I was prominate. does this


I am prominate, I reorganize.


I am now a decieve, prominate lie.
 Or a prominate lie decieved.
or a prominate decived lie.


What
does this mean to me?


Not much.


The
se questions would have been deeper than regularly thought,  but this is where we have been led tonight.


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prominate deception of lies.
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YOURE CORRECT IN SAYING THESE BLOGS ARE A ROUGH DRAFT.



I would say this.




People wont read that because of how bad the grammar is. Possible.


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I figure there is something better than this. The reality is sever horrible. I dont get get why this is the end.


Whatever, cant type because my cursor keeps being rerouted.

So... the daily bid on my actions how




The VMA's were action packed. I hope Kanye and Kim have found freedom, and not the sufferage of selling thier children.


Right, I would say that I have been perverted, but I am not a pervert.

een.

Truth be told we all know a lot about me.
From what the daily bid on my actions are, to if I will suceed.

and overly scs, but as a child
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I heard this thing that people say.
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Like how is there so much money and now we are just getting some.
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If this is the real thing, these things will come to an end.
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Well somrthing in between. \



How about I be raunchy and overly scrutinized for as a child I cried.
 a rol.l in love
Like how Eminem pissed on me in a tub as a young teen or child, maybe even 11 or 12.stingo th
ruined
How I was a million dollar child prostitue at the age of two. ve thee wishes.r
Internal/External/. I do not know. I made a lot of money off my ass. None to be exact. It was made off of me.

Like how I was in love with Vladimir Putin for three whole evenings.
And now I cant seem to not love a necrophilia. It's what ruined myol thieroing toutelationship.

I do dislove him, though. I do hate the necrophile. They all are.

Its a strange world, mind control. I mean i always side with Genie when she says that he can never make anyone fall in love, but you have 3 wishes.tectioionection sight of Satn in the
 n

How about Beyonce fisting her child all the way to the award show for being too loose. Here's the kicker. Everyone knew. Just about.
.

If you're going to be evil there will never be another Beyonce.


What if we become Nieve. We are, and fast. There is no protectction in the sight of Satan.


I guess, stating this is too much abuse for the people before it ever started wasnt good enough

n God.





You're right, There is nothing greater than God.












Boycott Beyonce

 I'm thinking about school today and I know that's going to be a difficult road to take. Last time I was enrolled in school just about everything horrible in the world happened. But besides that at least I get to endeavor into things that I will enjoy. Like bio chemistry or physics in general. They said that I won't be able to work for NASA and sucks because I would really like to build some new technology and fly to the moon or wherever. I guess I could go work in the oncology field.  I kind of want to make medicine I kind of want to aids. I kind of want to end the Zika epedemic. I still think that I should definitely fight the government. I still think what is happening is probably one of the most ridiculous ideological things in the world. I find myself sometimes almost to green that one of these things are meant to be that these orders are just the way the man and that is just what we have to deal with or what not.
There's nothing very bright coming out of my mind lately there's no.  Nothing is being synthesized nothing elegant is being brought out of me right now. There's no deep breath Mattick meaning to my thoughts is no persuasion is no memories.  A few days before the VMAs I found out that I was raped have a child as a child and it's pretty horrifying because I think that it may have fucked with my cognition of life. I feel betrayed  and maybe trail have a long long long road but now I feel as though I just feel like why just why. Sometimes through it all I just wish that I would've never gotten body modifications like a girl out to be so I could grow up to be something better than what I am I feel like I got held back a little bit from BM .  A lot of people of my life like in my situation would probably just want to go find something abettors them and maybe critical thinking and writing would be a good idea for me. Although I'm not really sure what I could do with that in the long run. I definitely like engineering I definitely would like to endeavor on those I definitely want to excel beyond what is happening to me I think that it's pretty intense .  I mean I could going to philosophy but I feel like my language has been so stumped lately that it's just something that's hard for me to go around. I still want to build new houses and bring you know levitation to the forefront of our development. It wouldn't be hard In cosecrenicities.  I guess I could like talk to you guys about everything that happens on a daily basis. Like why people choose to say that this is just the way of the world anything should happen or how there is a literal illuminati sacrifice and Satanic worship that's going on in the world that's devastating our population and I'm pretty sure like the dissection of man's wisdom is declining.


 Well I think that I got us to have a store in completion the whole story all the little stories every story everything that I've seen everything that I've heard and hope that maybe people will choose something that's better I don't know. My life is pretty fucking want to stray. I'm heading on a fucking necrophile now I don't want to have sex with Lil Wayne.  Eminem looks like fuck and he got hit in the face with a bat every day and does too much heroin. I told me not to talk about my family. The worst pedophile in America used to write me as a trial because my grandma sold her out hit me to him. I fucking have lost a lot. I'm fat my breath stinks I'm fucking corrupt it so a couple night before the VMAs they also told me that 13 countries are good and 13 countries are bad 13 countries that are bad have my kids and those 13 children were sacrificed in front of the public during the VMAs through the side and whatever. This is a problem I'll be in  that's the problem about being a writer when the words just don't meet your brain like literally they can't even reach the tip of my dong I just literally have no vocabulary anymore. They did this once with the word mustard where I could not remember the word mustard as an example to say well she obviously knows what mustard is. I surprised how well my conterol actually works because all of us would've never of happened if there wasn't a dangle mind control none of this could've been pulled off was was happening to me if the illuminati and like saying I was that control the world were not involved because nobody would rape that much but nobody would rape that like nope no doubt this isn't this is fucking this is going way too far.

Deliver the thing like why




Again, unedited and in real time.

Saturday, August 27, 2016

Friday, August 26, 2016

I've decided I am just going to cure Zika. Or do something good in the world. 

Whatever

I  have been through some serious stuff. I wonder if this will ever change for me? I'm sitting at a park right now, talking on my phone.   I wonder how long this will last? Sometimes I stayed of the statements. How long things will last. Speaking on my phone is really easy. Thanks iPhone! Maybe this is the best way to type for me through  Verbal ozone.  I was walking through a neighborhood and my patient care plan protocol was for me to notice all of the houses. Each house was adorable each house with the white picket fence. They're green lawns and their dogs and their people  that occupy those houses all undermine control.
 I think I quit my job today because of severe abuse. I don't know how much drama one person is supposed to handle from everybody. Where is the line of what is called fair? How do you draw this  in an inconsistent form. There's so much going to found me and around me I find it hard to believe that people could you such a evil. I suppose it's not that hard to choose this month evil when this evil surprising you with money. I said a little while ago that income is the new form of oppression.  Why do I have to be the one that is persecute it? I wonder when these things will end again or if they ever will. Right now my severe abuse is having my bowel movements and closer to renew my anus.  It's uncomfortable there's no reason for it I don't like it. How can somebody have that much control over another human being and people think that it's acceptable. I still wonder when you things are going to change.
 It's annoying being electronically raped. Sometimes it hurts. Sometimes aroused by it physically. Sometimes I wish that that wasn't true. I see the physical exhaustion in my body.  It hit on the head through this technology as if it's acceptable because for I compared human to the original form a caveman expression that we have devised as a reason for their actions or at least unconscious knowledge that is not there like a caveman I hit their self; head.
 I find myself not having much bright ideas right now. I feel a little bit Defeated.  I'm being euthanized I guess that would make me feel defeated. But not having this closer and I were to go through this much stress just to be treated fairly it's more of a disgruntled nature of my mind then something I want to deal with. I dislike a lot of thing rite now.
 This is what I am forming these are my words. I get frustrated like the caveman and sitting on my head when I don't excel further. When would I want to speak is not clear enough or it's not within dignity to be held as value. For what I have seen around me is that  it is respectable to sell your children. Respectable people slave humans.
 I guess this is not what I have been taught. It's a really hard thing to accomplish my head but I have been taught and what I've been shown where I've been lead. I've been through a lot every day it's something more than what it was. Found out two days ago That I was so unconsciously as a child to one of the worst pedophiles in the world.
 I call him number two because I still don't know his name. I know my family works with them.  I can tell you that because of what he did to me because my drama a woman is correct and is it something over us and I understanding that I have neglected to realize for a little while because they're my drama I'm literally traumatized to the point that I cannot remember things. Some things that I have his values his key sequences that navigated my daily life I've been vanishing. Christopher times in and he says you found out how to use this well referring to my iPhone. I'm glad that I purchased this phone. It does everything that I needed to and what I don't know that I need I guess I'll figure out later in regards to a phone.  The man in the dump truck that's driving by says this needs to break in regards to my phone. Because I get income for this .it's rather convenient being able to speak and type. Even more convenient if these have auto command and I can actually had in commas and periods. Now I can write an entire world of articles the touch of my voice.  So now I can say the things that I want to be heard and I don't have to worry about typing. That's a gratitude I would like to think. Or trying to make it acceptable for some to be for mongering And for some others cannot this is how the world works they tell me that I know me.  I've had a lot of influences, a lot of incomplete thoughts. I don't think people know the whole picture yet. I guess you have to be careful with the words that you speak.  For to say you know whole picture is almost impossible. But to get a broad understanding and a clear view of my point in being it's not. I just have to express myself.
Should I be paid for the damages that have been brought against me?sometimes I'm a risk taker.  I recited my life is crazy ass. I have told you some of my wells some of the things that I've seen I have wrote in time frames of things that I have gone through.  It's hard stuff you know where is my sympathy. Like the story is not as it seems because it's not being told and honesty. In honesty not an honesty.  I'm worried that my niece is in the same sex abuse ring that I have been in. So today I must go to the cops. This may cost me time and mental clinic but honestly I need  SSI appointment so I'll do that. The little bit I will walk back to my house or where I'm staying.  I'm dehydrated and I'm tired I would really like to fall sleep on this grass and soak up some rays. I would really like to relax. I got some pizza I'm down to my last $80. 

Saturday, August 20, 2016

Kim kardashian is a Pedophile

I had to give YOUTUBE a litte more background about how I have interaction with KIM, but our "rasin butts" tell it all.
(Thats a part of my trauma.)






 




I have to tell the whole truth, nothing but the truth, so help us God. 

World's best cook:

I'll put that on my list of things to do.



All I can say is that I have just started, and many of times I come out as a world class chef already.

No, I do not like to be insulted.

Yes, I can cook and I cook very well.  I HAVE A FEW KNOWN  FOLLO
I guess,  JACOB ROTHSCHILD, just promised everyone that they can live like millionaires, and subsiquently give up the Earth. Because that is what is about to happen.

 God wins the way he wants, or everyone looses.