Like you really need to study the Bible you really need to study the Caraun you really need to study the traditions of Buddhist understandings the metaphysic whole teachings that they had left behind or demonstrated to the technology that we are facing in our present-day if you look at Jeremiah when he speaks to you about this watering pot in the holes in the faces and not to be scared of them when he speaks to you about the translations of our telepathic networks and when he speaks to you and his primitive time or being which is not primitive because you know they were still smart of us but they didn't have acknowledge  they didn't have the acknowledgment or the collectedness to access the quite large demonstration of technological advances that we deal with generations upon generations will keep on doing greater and larger technological Vances in the first generations and this is how we will develop but you have to understand that we are governed by God and ultimately we don't really have control over what is happening we have free will because it gives you your choice and he gives you the except  gives you the acceptance of love and he gives you these things we are losing our ability to feel love for one another this is a bad thing even I am under these constraints where I am losing my ability to feel the love and desire that I used to more deeply than what I have been  luckily for me the love that I have for our heavenly father is so great that I don't think that I will ever ever ever change in me because I really do desire to spend my life in my intern Indy with him in heaven and Mike this is something that will always be a motivation for me and I will always be something that I will care about I really hate people trying to change the story of my own person I really hate these things and going back into the metaphysical Bible like when you speak of the translate leaving when he speaks of the  when John or Jesus speaks of the translation of you must pay attention to the spirit of being in this because we live in a hole and I have in the spiritual body we actually possess a very powerful force of nature within ourselves that is gravitational within the bounds of physics here like we have a spirit guys and it is real and it lasts pretty fucking pretty much until you know we were here for the beginning of time today and what time we were spoken before before and after like you really have to make choices  I mean it's pretty simple guy left the 10 commandments Moses gave us the 10 Commandments those aren't too hard to fucking abide by you see the Bible go from this period of time to this. Time is the Mohammed and you see Buddha see Mohammed's prophecies he's obviously Acura he was obviously a profit he obviously spoke from God he obviously had knowledge of God he obviously interpreted his voice into his own understanding he obviously picked up on today and they age it's obvious the resurrection because people are being resurrected no we're not going into people's grades yet and pulling them out but I  but I'm sure were bound to wake the dead because were only partially dead at the point of our resurrection at this point in time but the fact of the matter is I mean we have China who says that you have to get a government ordinance for reincarnation like these things are happening to us all over the earth and I do think that there is a disc conception or a misconception of morality here like the fact that our own humanity's are being ripped BART and we're selling our children for wine and these things are happening in our data has laminate lamination  does the resolute like relations is here it's happening all that stuff is happening dude like there's not a fucking thing in revelations that's not fucking happening like I see it maybe because I'm in the middle of it but I see it do you know what I'm saying God to live but I just do what he says and try to be good people and love love love love our teachers and listen to the tank minutes and do under others as you want on it   And read Proverbs and does listen like you had there's like everybody says the Bibles boring and like there's nothing like a vegan about it and do that it's fake and that's because we live in a time of darkness like we're still going through this time of darkness but you're so kind a C in the relation of what's happening to the reality of what's happening like if you read that and call you from a very analytical scientific mind which I very much Jim like this is probably one of the most profound things that I have ever fucking place my eyes on my God it's glorious and I don't use glorious lightly  like their secret decoder inns in there that teach you how to build stuff that are so freaking marvelous like it teaches you how to transcend believe understand you're freaking lake entire fucking being into you know your spiritual your body your metaphysical your your life it is you about your your your history like this is this is your history this is how the planets became like it teaches you about our brothers in the universe that I teach at water sister did you do about the angel the teachers about where we come from it teaches you about the origin do you not know about the origin like the origin is so cool like we used to study  but the origin is for real just watch guys I'm still going to do all the things of God sent me out to do it I'm still going to build a new earth because I'm not dead yet Grace is still alive Grace is still here I am still here I'm still Kickin and I am still telling you I'm preaching to you and I'm still out there trying to get what I want done and I'm still doing it but I'm telling you every single thing that I know about this world and every single thing that I know about science and everything will thing about my witty inventions at all is because of God like if I could just use one  anyways when is this is I ask God how he does it any kind of gives me like the right directions and like that's me on like little task and ask him like OK will how do you like how does this work and like he kind of shows me in my heart and my mind and my spirit and my time and you kind of shows me how he started it and he kind it and that's why am a processes because I understand him and he's working order because I don't have knowledge of God because I love him so deeply guys and if you don't know one thing about me you should know that I really love him  I have so much content in my life for knowing him a lot of shit and my heart is at peace except for today besides the fact my family my heart is pretty much happy and I think him for that because I can't even like I just need to read more so I can like tell you guys more so I can like speak more 

 Right so onward with venting because I could barely read the first couple paragraphs last thing that I hurt because of how bad this with analyze me my boys with analyzed I mean my voice was analyze know you get out. So anyways I'm really tired of being forced into situations it's been like a fundamental like progress and then I've been on like this March off please leave me alone please  please leave me alone please Grammy mind the pendants please stop raping you please stop forcing me to be certain type away please stop controlling my mind please stop putting me an automatic manipulation please stop lying about me like this please can you just like you show me a little grace for ones like just let's just stop for a second and really give me some grace like give me some breathing room like it took me three years to fight for my like personal rights to even helpful oxygen which I'm not even getting my full oxygen so I bought some oxygen tanks and I'm sure that I'm going to go  and I'm going to get a little bit more health from that because you know it's really hard when every single thing that is about you and I really want you to like place a pinpoint on about about you is controlled through the people that have basically tried to murder you that I was stocking you know that our vilifying you that are demeaning you that are analyzing you incorrectly you that are not putting you just be a natural person like  can I just live can we just live for a second and can I just live because it's so hard for me to just live like is there no make you take all of this but you cut out like the basic human dignity is that we have as if they are completely irresponsible to your Moto bike do you know oxygen or muscle mass or physiological needs I mean  should I mean these things and not be governed by people who are this year responsible let alone covered by anybody unless it is your self or is somebody that has your best motives in their heart and it's blatantly obvious that you're here to destroy the fucking earth because y'all motherfuckers interior responsible to give some people some credit and the fucking basic breathing room I mean to put it like this short and blunt and in layman's terms you're just fucking rude and you're just fucking mean  and you're just fucking wrong all days like you have been trying to force me to be a certain type away and you have been setting up in discriminate bike actions within the whole sociological whole environment just for the Alcom to defeat my love for God basically how much pressure do you have to place onto one thing for it to change its into higher relation with its origin  like how do you figure this is going to work OK well we made the Adam bomb so we place enough pressure on one couple things to this place it's entire origin but not really because this is kind of how you know consumption fucking happens I mean like you have to I mean this is 2017 guys were not that advanced and I'm sorry to break your fucking bubble just because you got some fucking technology and you can fucking tell the poor and you're pretty fucking people and biological and you can rapidly you speed up  bubba blah so you have like these technological Vances that are that were concealed for almost 100 years that should've been disclosed to the public for the protection of the public and now you're pouring it out in the public for the control of the public because of the deceit that you believe is in the aspects of your own well-being because of her text you but I don't want to be involved with you I want to be able to go on and do what I want to do I want to go to school and I want to become a physicist that I want to fucking drive and I want to make a new inventions that I want to help people and not separate from what you want me to be you are trying to  and it's kind you're trying to change me and it's kind of fucking idiot it's just like the irony of like your stupidity by you not listening to what I am as a person like you can feel what I feel at this point in time but you know how deeply this resonates within me when I say something like you know how fucking strong I feel things when I am certain about something you know that I'm fucking certain about it like that I'm not fucking stepping down bro because I know there's no error and what I'm fucking saying and I know for a fact that I have separation for my own.  For meal good enough to know that I don't have to be alike with you and if you don't listen to like the Bible and like all of it spirituality and like if you don't listen to them as a physical part of the other portion of the Bible and you don't understand how that applies so I'm out with the relationship with in the universe and within time like there's something that's comparable like that's wrong because these things will be in truth no matter what like this is going to be proven a stress because it already pretty much as it's already here like there's no way around if you don't listen I need like you're just gonna have to deal with more bullshit fucking later to hear keep telling you not know that's not right no it's not right to write the entire fucking all right no it's not right to put everybody in biological know it's not like right but everybody and fucking you know income if I can slaughter them know it's not right to do the shit it's not healthy for fucking our humanity it's not healthy for a long Jevity it for living it's not healthy for us it's not healthy for offspring it's not healthy to get fucking switched it's not healthy for us it's not healthy to fucking poison our fucking food not healthy to Pocket Skinner writer fucking biological system it's not fucking healthy to fucking kill her fucking I need like you're just gonna have to deal with more bullshit fucking later to hear keep telling you not know that's not right no it's not right to write the entire fucking hard no it's not right to put everybody in biological no it's not like right but everybody and fucking you know income if I can slaughter them know it's not right to do the shit it's not healthy for fucking our humanity it's not healthy for a long Jevity it for living it's not healthy for us it's not healthy for offspring it's not healthy to get fucking switched it's not healthy for us not help you to fucking poison our fucking food not healthy to Pocket Skinner writer fucking biological system it's not fucking healthy to fucking kill over a fucking animal kingdom is not fucking helping to Pocket boys and I fucking blew it with the fucking  The fucking healthy to keep on fucking doing the shit and you're just fucking think that y'all can just fucking put a Band-Aid on a Band-Aid on a Band-Aid on a Band-Aid until every single fucking thing is just so fucking covered up but there's no fucking problem but that's not true because your rapidly and accelerating Lee changing our entire fucking species and this is a big fucking deal it's a huge fucking deal and you're doing it to fucking pretty much every single fucking person and you're fucking doing it under the ordinance that it needs to be done for fucking social fucking piece and it is corrupt and it's wrong and is not happy it's just so fucking wrong  I mean because I did not turn out to be the person that you wanted me to be because I had individual life and I had life experiences that change my perspective and change my reality to be a certain type of person that I desire for myself and it pisses you off that a person that comes from something that is so her Renda's as the strength to rise over what you have put me in so you must feel that it is a necessary that it is necessary to control this one single person you started this entire fucking thing over one fucking person not wanting to be a whore you  you realize how wrong that is because I fought for my independence because I thought for the fucking independence of our people so you fucking told everybody that this is how it's going to be regard air regardless just to make your actions against this one person acceptable like do you think this was a little unsubstantiated the I think this is was a little unnecessary do you think this was a  bit too much like I don't like the fact that I was a fucking child prostitute I don't like the fact that I was a presidential child prostitute I don't like the fact that 90% of the fucking pedophiles in my fucking network or nasty scummy fucking faggots I don't like the fact that I was raped by them I don't like the fact that you're trying to force me to have a fucking attraction to all these types of fucking people I don't like the fact that you're trying to fucking set up my fucking future with people that come into my fucking life to control them to control me to control my fucking  my future a.k.a. my child or children that eventually I would like to have born out of me carry it in my woes mine mine  I don't like the fact that I was fucking pimp to fucking you know some of those disgusting people walking the face of this fucking planet like I don't like the fact that I've had to carry their fucking disgusting my fucking back I don't like the fact that you're trying to fucking demean me I don't like the fact that I'm being more I don't like the fact that you have this much control over myself I don't like the fact that you're trying to make it believe that I should be what you want me to be because of worry regardless it's going to fucking happen  on the contrary your regardless God rules and God does govern and your regardless y'all motherfuckers are either going to get checked by me without my science typic inventions and on my witty fucking ideas and all my witty fucking places that I want to do and what I want to be where you're going to get checked by the Angels and your regardless this is what the fuck is going to happen to this fucking planet you will either have a new earth with bounties of glory in love and kindness and happiness abound in every fucking planet I mean every fucking corner of this world  are you are going to reach your fucking famine and you are going to allow them as a public to do this because we don't know what to do because we are segregated too often and to quickly and no doesn't matter if you don't believe in God it doesn't matter what you are you're religious purposes it does not fucking matter what your orientation it is does not fucking matter I was believing that wickedness should be there is or was not having enough faith to fucking pull our humanity together and rise above what is happening is wrong it's odd for us don't you think that's a little fucking Audi you think our ancestors would just be like oh yeah well let's just we have always fought our price or is what depresses us has always been fine if you don't fucking believe that money is the newest form of oppression you can just look at what the fuck they're happening there segregating are hard they're touring it out of her fucking chest they're giving it to somebody else and they're not letting you fucking feel for your own fucking children your own fucking kids dude like I've been to this my entire fucking life dude it to you that you will or you won't do that you will you will care or you won't and it looks to us that humans might not have much of a care Jean

 Right now the great fixation over me has to be do with my maternal deeds in this world which is in part that they obviously want me to bear child soon.  Warning I'm not going to edit this I'm riding with my dictation technology and I really don't want to go back through and add all the punctuation but since I have to vent and I'm going to vent on here I really want to talk about how much I hate the fact that I am under this since being that I am president or forced to be a certain type of way that I don't have children because I do not want a child at this present time in my life.  For all of you that you've known like I've always love kids and I hope that I have a child one day but it is imperative to me that I do find a nurturing relationship and I do find love and with the world circumstances and with the control around my life and in that's great abundance I just don't feel but these things are in my near future. I can say  I can say is that it's not fair for me to have gone through what I have gone through been a victim of social construction repeatedly been forced into a shadow government game philosophy that is prevailing over all of us and not to be Grange my independence my liberty and not to be given justice that I deserve from the acts in the humanities that I've happened to me  there is no way that I will bring a child into my residency tuition with all that is around me I watch my family being slaughtered been switched my own self been slaughtered been switched for all of this and I must know that my technology must happen for us for me to feel comfortable and confident and bringing in a offspring of my own into this world and those days are not here just yet baby gone they have but they are not in my grasp at this point.  The arbitration of the governments in our world against its people bring no fundamental of peace but bring and Heynis idea of the concept of difference in peace and these things I will never abide by these things I will never agree in for how the breach or an technologies is being handled is not for the site of mine but is for  but it is for the distraction of others and until I can build myself a world where I have peace and I have prosperity in until I can build my independence and where I bow down to only God and do no other man I do not choose your path for my being I would never choose these things this person that I am and I will never agree I will never agree with you about the thing  you have done to me. You're speaking today that off on the world if it is possible you want your own present reality into a place that is extraterrestrial extra beans are these things of candy wise for the bearing of our offspring are these the things that will eventually happen to our planet into our people but we read we become more than just a human being?  It is possible with my dignity and my placement in this world as possible with my phone about my life my brother sees my prophecies about my life that I do excelling to a place where there is the potential of my own collection of difference if this is happened for my own nurturing and knowledge and for my own self and if this is the place that God will place me to be as I want And these things are these things are for my potential.   As of right now I understand that my albums have been teleported that you killed the original Grace and put me in biological into a woman named Sarah and other women that went through the same and different demonstrations of cruelty that I went through and developed in but not quite on the extremities of what I went through just to prove to the human consumption and to the human mind that  that there is no power greater than what is the stowed upon one another that I am out of control and there is no control of my own self year that I do not belong to me but I belong to them and this is a great sorrow for my own self to know that I will have to go back through time to find my own open to dig my own self to open my own life and to bear my own offspring and this is what I want and these are things that I will eventually live up to or I will die trying which doesn't seem to ignorant because of course if you do you says that we're going to be rolled over by this regardless and we're not quite as mighty as what has already become because were kind of ignorant I don't know how else I can stressed ignorance that is upon me that is around me that is around me that a boy it's very how the reality of what I know and what I feel these people are evil that I've done this to me they are corrupted their wicked and they do not want the intentions of humankind to survive but they want the intentions of humankind to be under control total and Autre control there is nothing that we can deliver it to there's nothing that we can attract ourselves and 3000 years we are not even supposed to be able to think for us of our free thought will be gone and we will be a muse a big attitude for growth and distraction for rise of powers and falls of made for what we  but what we have no intentions of preventing in this day and age for our futures but what we agree with for what we do not understand that we forgive ourselves so we do not know I am likely and he's these whenever five on us because 3000 years or I will see the angels angels will be here within 3000 years and the angels are mighty mighty mighty beans right here than Austin my idea than them in mightier than possibly all of the worlds energy combined doesn't make one  does not make one nano second of what they have already understood so again where wallowing in ignorance and they just don't know what to do with all of their crops and so they're pouring it out upon the people is what we have become so I'm not gonna be forced into the situations that they are saying that they are trying to make me become a different being when I want is when all I want is God quite honestly that's my focus that's my intentions that's my love that's where I abide in and as a believer of the hereinafter in as a believer of heaven then as I believe in  hell I do not wish to spend my eternity in the gray wickedness I do not wish to spend my intern Indy and grab some Satan and I do not wish to abide in sane through and I will not for that matter this is the resurrection we are here it is happening at the resurrection is more if I ask more than just an accident it's more than just the reincarnation of being it is this book  it is the spoken truth is what is here but was here and what will be here to come it is deeper than what we are receiving and for us to dumb down the reality of the present situation and not present world's conceptual agreement with in the universe is idiotic and irony of this is when I have it say it's going to come and bite us in the fucking ass but that's just me. And to say the least it's not really just me because in nature and in the universe and what we are governed underneath which is God's will and God's law which is the laws of our science which is not necessarily in different to say that miracles do exist and to be delivered to the fact that miracles or scientific is to say that for gives and takes four equals and oppositions what will happen is already second time it is already places  these things are written before us before creations before existence these things are written when we were cast down cast out of our garden and the curse is falling on there's no way out of this there's no humanly power to override the effects of what you have done we are not ignorant  but we are idle and we are on manual power and in the manual manipulation we live in an automatic world in automatic time but there is no thought-provoking in less there is nothing that is deep that his resignation that is something that is bringing us or lowering us or believes of us there's no rebound is no regard we live in constructed care to divide and conquer to bring to you that lives in our luckily for us  there will be an intervention and that's why I just really don't have to play the fucking bullshit because it's not gonna be me it's going to be the angels because you know the greed of God y'all motherfuckers ain't fucking mighty let's just put it this way you think you're fucking hot without a fucking energy consumption and utilize Asian and construction is so fucking goddamn fucking brilliant well it's really not and I'm sorry for saying GD but let me just fucking put some shit in your motherfucking perspectives real quick you didn't fucking create the universe I don't fucking take God's kindness for his weakness because he will fucking destroy your assets  there's no reason for me not to do what I am told by our heavenly father there's no reason for me to not know what I am supposed to do with myself with my person with my body with my being with my spirit for hereinafter there's no reason that I do not know what I and now I am on the path of my grade does to me and my promise and my purpose there's no reason for you not to realize that I will not deviate from these my goals are ultimate   People men who act as if they are a God but they are not sworn to him from his own you or force you or blasphemy  your words will not move on like the prophecies of our father your people will be corrupted and they will die and life will bearing your wisdom with your actions in this present day or not believes will be this constructed and what do you have held against me and my life is ultimately what you have done and it is ultimately what you will face for this is a maternity that you are building for your own  memories and your enjoyment is not quite what you will understand maybe you're too young to know because of her wickedness updated hard and you being able to thrive.  I was told that I will have to listen to this one and this woman has body I am now in in biological as myself and I said no I do not have to listen I just to have to hear them I do not have to listen to you I do not have to listen to what you believe I do not have to be as you as for me or how many times this is happened to me I am my own person and I do love God and love does conquer all 

Criminalization Of my Oppressors

I feel a sense of vitality this morning, and I want to address the public about my current events while I have the readiness and willingness.

I want criminalization of this technology as to obtain our rights of humanitarian dignity. I don't believe in the denial of my own ability to control my thoughts and actions. I wish to be free of my oppressors. I wish to obtain my own self again, or as the sorrow forgives me, for once.

If you have known about my story the complications are as extensive as the integrity of working motives and origins in our histories, auctions of life, religions and faiths, current events, probations, governments, and the examples of humans in general.

We have been born into a generation controlled and motivated by ulterior forces and persons. These effects have placed bounds on all living beings at this point in time. My life has seemed to become something that has effected us all. Through the torpedo of victimization and struggle to regain consciousness of my own person I have been in the middle of the world's largest cultural ependymal of paranoiac relativity that mankind has ever faced. I am continuing to speak about my understandings because in my heart this is the evil of our lands and the burden of misery that I have been born unto is a depth of forgine hideousness that has submerged my ability to live freely and with grace. I am product of mind control, and frankly, I cannot tolerate the abuse I have endured. Nor should we.

Technical terms may cease me here in my writings, because half of this I do not know the government name for, but the concept and emotional connectivity is renounced through detailed and vivid memories I have obtained in my time developing my professional order. I have asked in manner to be apart of the chain connection of our networking as in order for prevention of further incitement of violence, but I do not wish to be apart of the genocide that I have been ordained into. I don't not wish to be oppressed. I do not wish to be evil.

Recently, the abundancy in uses of Mind control and physical altering technology has become aware to the public eye in a nature that allows for the illusive relation of this to heighten and multiply. It is here, it is for the taking, people in masses are granted its general use, and  what is appointed for its designation is problematic for the future of humanity. It's not good for us to relive my life. Honest.
I have become an anomaly to the existence of one person, partially because my existence does not consist of one single child entering into adulthood, but of multiple children and persons entering onto one body of spirit throughout my entire life. The people that have oppressed me are now compensating for their actions against me as a relative response to normal social behavior in an allowance ideology of grandiose relations and delusions. This is the offset of abuse of authority, and corruption of wealth and power that I have witnessed and fallen victim to within my lifetime. As of today, I am one and a half days new, twenty-seven years and three-hundred and fifty-one days old. I do not know the next time I will become a two day new human. I have been replaced and reincarnated just about each day for the past 6 months, sometimes I was changed five times an evening. In my lifetime I have been through events like this over four-hundred accounts.

It is hard for me to fight off mind control drugging. When I am dosed with ketamine or rohypnol through this technology or drugged through my food, for as much might as I can muster I cannot fight these things off. Eventually, I become weak and drowned in exhaustions. Each day I wake, I can feel the suffocations of my body from the time that I was laid out. The haziness of waking and the speckled sight from oxygen restriction is the beginning of the next evening for me. I feel as though for the past 5 years I have not even been able to catch my breath during all of this. Eventually, we all become over run with how much abuse they have been giving me.

I have threats against my life each day. I do not have adequate protection from my government, nor do I have the podium that I desire to speak and fight these horrors in the public eye. This is partially the beginning to as why it is fundamental for us to obtain criminalization of mind control technology, and for the people that have orchestrated this against me to be held accountable for the genocide they are inflicting onto the public and myself. They will continue to do these insane and heinous acts of horrors until their actions are negotiated as responsible and accepted through the submission of humanity. This is not only me, it's affecting and is happening to all international generations alive. They use abuse of authority and corrosion through financial gain with the manipulation of brain waves to achieve partial acceptance until our publics will have no other choice but of acceptance for these ideologies and perversions. It a steeping of implementation for wickedness, and out of fear they are trying to secure their freedom and oppress us further.

I hate them, the ones that stalk me and change the direction and narrative of the people I encounter.

I am starting the help for Japan. 

Grace will always be more.

Who is Jesus to you?

The messiaha

Messivah, the birth of his Wife, the Daughter of God's People.



This morning I found one of th best messages I could have looked for And power tothe peopel of God, But total Joy chaged the questeions I I have been asking for year.


Ending oppression, bring happiness, =total Joy.


I aked about humainy of today and the living minds and hearts of our selves. is it possibleto havetotal Joy with us of this hour.

I could say no but then the awnsers of need are met here. What do you need for you.

I was asked about what to dowithmind control, andth feeling of Joy this technology can make you known.

Can, will, do, if, but, here, now, prelude, isolation, difficulty, resumptive, resolution, probication, reaction, caluse, solution, meaning.

something like that. this could go on for a very long time..

The question is acceptance, do peole understand joy in the heart.


the world needs healing,and asit may no be ablet help now,it could be here in process for "our youth" (duplication, reation, assorption, return,rebound, reflaction, reflection meaning) and out offsprings.


The pain that seperates the heart.


To heal the pain of human being.

Pain can be good, some feel pain as joy.
pain makes you strive,
pain can make you overcome

Interaction/correction/ process /movement/instance/time/ relation/exacton/oppositon/ renound/ revolve/ placement/ point f intersection for time of placment/ inclusive/ percption... own/


perception... own, same thing, collective initiation
collective self, observation
initioation point of observation

is it pain, or is it motive

is it observation or reflection
samething, similarities, differnces.
 b





anyways


the figure of conclusion is that the world needs to heal, and happiness thats what I do...

Total was a question, and how he said it was a relaxed motive


so these are too come part of speech



if i dont explaint hese things, people are just going to woner.

Parts of inflictions of speech to say that the uncetranty of total within his understanding was surcome to faith and conclusion of our youth.


Thats a good Idea.- what if that happens.

total Joy for human kind?

you know, so you seek, you say because you understand.
unsure because of suclussion



is joy a constant state,


over reading it, relaxed motive


  

Putin has a new wife.

I was just told a little bit ago.

Dear Jesus,


These letters for a while I will speak through you for everyone. I need a vessel to speak about my deformity of life and how to project what is taking place around me, and you must be easy to speak with.


There are so many things that I have encountered down here. Most of the people are selling their children for wine. I have seen Lamentations coming to life in 2016. Jehemiha prophecies began possibly  when born, and the 2012 was the year that Revelations started according to all that have known it.

I am worried about my family. About there well being and what is happening to them. I was woken up this morning around three am by number two, and I went through a series of images

Jesus and The Queen

They say that child wives are supposed to get income through this.

I dont know, but I was one.


I want the internal income shut off on me.


I do not want to make your money, and I do not want your extensions of income.



I feel this is an obsolete nature in this day. 



There are a few ways that I have drawn the conclusion of this. You have have pedalled away my income for folly and and the bright laughter of your reality. It's humbling to see the bellow of your thoughts dissipate in existence.


I will not be making income for you.
I will be bringing you to the growth you desire for the life I have lived.


They say fairness is the game of thrones.

There is check mate.



For the queen has awoken, and this is my age.


Welcome to the age of Grace.

You live in my time. I do not exist in yours.  There is a difference between my life, and your money. You are dimly lit, and I am bright laughter.



You were granted me, I was given you. You chose to take my life for granted, then I will laugh in your existence.


To be of a careful nature for the rest of our lives, is something hesitant of my soul. I guess, this is a depiction of care, my hesitancy.


I told them, that they went to hard to soon, and the reciprocation is divergence.
Maybe if this is a word to the wise, they should keep up.



There is a word they say to me repetitively. "stupid." 


For only the bounds of generosity our the graves of stupidity.



likewise.



I have nor an emotion for you than you have for your self.


I have more of an resistance for mine than I have of yours.



These are yours, and this is mine.






Here we are now, life in the middle of time.


A place where dawning has escaped and we see each day.

Do you think about others than your own?

Are you not mine. A child of the thrown?









This thrown, was given to you for my namesake. And you have been sitting as a concurred deity for your life's work.. You should have done more for me.

A god among heathens, you are.

 I am God of heathens, I am God for my breathernin, I am the Daughter to God's People.. When I die, you will have life, or you will have death. I am God on earth in this day, and my husband is your Lord.

My husband is God. My husband is the Son, and my family are made of God.

I am the messiah, and with the power given to me, I will place you as I see befitting. In this life here, and the next.



The death of your sins, has spread for the encompassing.

The collective gathering of your evil has begun.

You lead these people astray, to find mercy from what is above.

You sacrifice in vain, for you cannot keep up.

The ending of my beginning has begun. 


God of Isack, Jacob, He has devised these things so you will stand behind me, and in my courts you have come to see the walls comedown. 

"Shatan, Get behind me."

I am much more powerful than you.  For I control the energy of time at will.
My life is here for purpose.



You will never escape my time. For it is perfect.


You tell me that you should have killed me in youth.


I tell you if  you do not allow me to do what I have come to do, You will see little green men who are also God Blessed do as I have warned you.

And for whoever Kills me will have a worse fate than Sodom and Gammorha, Sinor Gog.


I would be frightened, if I was stupid.


 Although, I am telling you your future, my Kingdom's Future. At least you can choose freedom, or you can choose fate.



For what has been held against me, will be held against you.
And the knowledge that you have from the sword of David, is greater for you than you can bear.

Your future is in my hands, and my couth is the vessle of this edge.

For it is better to be slain by the sword than those who die of famine; racked with hunger, they will waste away for lack of food.
You if not for I, will return to the dust over this.



In possession I am free. The key has been engraved from God with my name. If you so, challenge this, you lie with defeat.

My past was walked with my Fathers. There lives I watched as they came and I understood. For them my heart was with. My children my heart is in us.

The comfort of God's living life, is for our People. I was brought up in Cannan, to be alike with what has been made, for the freedom of my People. The blessed of heathens among us, for the resurrection for their souls I do still desire.

Let my People Go. You have no more power here. I am taking it away as day and hours count backwards for your youth was close as mine, but mine reached farther than you have left.



I write to you My Husband Tonight, as followed with our love.

I adore you. For everyday I find our family, I find why we were meant to be together. You and your love complete me us For God made you my equally yolked. I see this since the day you told me I am your bride, before too. I just didnt know who I was.
One evening, the dusk set at noon, Your decention is here. All things are Possible with God who strengthen us.


I love you my Husband, in Heaven I will be with you again. I walk with love for the purpose of God's promise to our People. I will never leave Him.
Life for me, is hectect, and I urge myself to be closer with you. Your words will guide me through my walk here. I am grateful. And you with me, I will stay in your care. You are the King, and I am honored to be your Queen.

Our Kingdom is Great in the Universe. They have sung the songs of our unity in the dark. I hear them and the praise they have begun. The bright laughter of our love has found harmony.

I cannot wait for the day we meet our sisters and brothers that bare the amor of our Father. I see them close to me.

Our Kingdom is Great.
 I want you to tell God, thank-you for the gifts. I am content in His Promise.  Always. Tell Him I miss Him dearly and with my whole heart, body, mind, and soul. Tell Him to keep the children and beseek them as I will learn from them,and they will learn from us. Please, conceal the heart in correction.

One day soon, we will all sing our praises in the streets of this Earth, full of bright laughter. I see these things happening.


I think I really love you, like a wife loves her husband.
I know this is going to take some time in my heart to heal from the pain I have, but I will reach for you deeply, and soon the gathering of togetherness for eternity. You are patient with me, I see this.  I will not veare from Isreal, and the People of God, the actions whom follow the saints, The protection of  Love be with for all of eternity.

The new Earth is going to be greater than I have seen in my future. Thank-you.

I have plans, and obstacles. I believe it is possible that I have been infected with HIV, and the cure than I seek is here before body. Thank-you.

Thank-you.


I am having trouble with the churches, I have read their verses of entrance as of late and they have departed from wisdom.
They praise for the gods of  baal, and as I see them stay with us they also separate from the truth.
 I due to hold the love that you have shown for us, as God has shown for all.
Our Generations are coming to turn.
Time has separated for this day. 
I do see that this is an incomplete continuation, and the fulfillment is within us, but the fruition of my hours may have been broken from my thoughts prematurely, although, there is no power over the present greater than the Gift of God's Love. And the division of these is how I have seen acclection from here to then, and the difficulty I have with writing is something I have felt the need to circulate to denounce the power of  oppression of my mind while here in our duehome-land.
These things I have said, are absolute worry for me, and as the pessimism of my writings is concealed in the Love of the Lord, I do urge the message of forgiveness for moments.
I pray with you for the protection of our youth. For as here on Earth, so is in Heaven.
I see our youth was the permission of God and for that I am grateful.

 I ask you to be present heavily, abundantly, and continuously in the church in heavenly spirit while I collect the order of our Father from the broken heart I am trying to repair .Lay your love onto the hearts of the people, and let them know the Jesus of my youth, the Jesus of our youth, and how I have always known you.  As our unity is cemented in the Holy Father, until I can retain what you have made in me I do ask for you to be with the them, because I am grappling with knowing love here, and it is taking some time for me to show these things in the abundant nature you have laid before me. All in due timing. Please send Our Angels to guide them back home safely. I ask for a cleansing of energy in the towers of our solders, to live in the peace you have made way for.

I plead with you to heal our Hearts, to lay a certain sorrow in the hearts of these whom have been forged in lovingkindness. For them to remember the Lord's Love written the walls of their palaces that are promised for their return.

I pray for our salvation in you, Our Lord. In our Heavenly Father.

 







 












 






























 











 

Kim, and I

What better place to start than with this:
"will you suck his dick for $1000?"
"that man down stairs."

"no."

"then you're stupid for income."



Life in the trenches of sexual abuse can e exsausting, and anguishing to say the least.

This may seem like child's play to some with the exchange of income from one body to one hand, bu the reality is that I would not say no to these offers if I knew I wasnt meant to become a willing party in the future to these advancments.

I can back it up.

They tell me today that the Kardashians own me again- I supposse you can take a look at how my body is going to be transformed. They have said if they do it enough to me, I will eventually become weak and just give in.

Skin to skin.
 Shame for passing.

These things I seek were never for the body of money generation.


 These seem to be the ugerncies of reputation. Or respulsion for the form of living.. Kim toldme today that she is goig to kill me,"watch."

I see my death as it passed by.


There did you see me in the caskek, kim?

Where is the casket? These girls reply.  nature of there srrounding. Where are you to me. Home of hell,solmon of life. Whois the death of you to kill the life of me?

These strenghts you lie in with waiting of vengence, and my web; the cast of your misery.


The strings, they play, the cords you pull.

You pull the wrong one, and the chain is dismantled. Here we are tithinging it together again.
Skin to skin,
eye for eye,
ear to ear.

Do you fall there? in your own web?

Are you abundant in this mystery?

Are you the fly and I the virtue?




Is this your black widow?



In indian terms the death is life, and mother is health.

One who gives can also take away.

Did you give me my life, kim?



Are the victims the offspring of lust in this web I have spun. You have been here for quite some time, and the cord have not broken on their bow, the web, my silk, your honey.

Do I leave you, and you come to me.

Was your trap the exsistance of flight?
Your weath brought you here, and you stayed.


Is it sad that you cannot excape? This web was it woven for you, or was it woven for the fruit of my nature.

The one that giveth can also taketh away.



Youre bitter over her. I have seen you days long for death of the life that is short in hours. As the fly, you have come with your wings to stay.


As these things, you have fed a pain.

Does this go beyond your entanglement, Kim?

Maybe to excape, you stould have never struck that cord.


It was mine, and yours together.


Who giveth and who takes away?




Your cord could have broke through now, life.




These things are the sorrows of misery. The cast of thougts being beared by silk of a spider.

Eight legs, they hold to the future, the expected has happened, as they have happened in the generations before, and in the generations to come.




Do I feel bad for you, Kim?


Maybe not anymore. Tomorrow I am unsure.



Money, they say they have more.


This is where flight as taken you.


Money.











Do you know what this is?



Do Iknow what you say when you precive your action?












Today was a thought, a way of life.





And this is just where I stood. In the midst of flight.





There is not a way of protection from the elements.
















Life, what is this to me?


I feel like this is the emersion of bright laughter.




Do I think twice about you and your words, only if it is needed.







They taughnt me.

"she is one of us now."
" Before."








Okay, onto a serious note. 



Kim is cursed for the ages.






Well, now that I have prevailed.



So, with the quickness you say these things.