Today's life

So, I have decided to write today, Although I wasn't really going to.

I told about everyone off today.
The people at the cell store.
People walking down the street...
People eating food...



I did hear as someone driving by say "They havent paid some of us. They only gave him $200. (a picture of someone I stayed at there house passed in my head) If they dont pay us, we are going to riot..." Then he added in extra emphasis to get payed, "In your honor!"
I didnt think it was such a bad idea, except I would do a peaceful protest instead of rioting. PEACEFUL MARCH ONLY, PLEASE!
They said a little bit after that "They are going to pay them today."
I figure once everyone is paid off it will be a systematic out pour of protesting. The idea is to pay everyone off until I eventually give up and commit suicide or am killed, but who knows if that is going to happen. I am an opponent for suicide, so that's not happening.

Christopher said "They will kill you for this- Detroit." His hand doing the money symbol with his hand.


A cop said "You're not a pedophile... You'd be doing things like them. IT'S OBVIOUS." Then 'OBVIOUS' was circled and shown.
Someone said a few minutes ago, "that cop really changed the perception for some people."

It was kinda funny, because after blowing up on the cell phone employees while I was attempting to get my camera fixed, I drove off and found a private area for a little bit and talked about the conspiracy only through this technology to the other end, no real life peoples. When I drove off, someone says "where was Grace? Where is Grace at?"
I kinda chuckled, seeing as how this is on everyone in Metro Detroit and the big men are paying EVERYONE, practically.

When I woke up after staying at DG parking lot a few conversations took place. A woman said "We all got keys to the system." I corrected her and said "You mean a password to a website."
She replies "Something like that.... Assitain.gov..."  *(Jumble, Jumble)*
Someone just said "she tried to give it to her."
I wound't really say that, but yeah. something .(dot)gov.

Effin A, "keys to the system." I hate how Obama and his team makes this sound so intriguing.
I just want to get in hi

Yesterday and today really, I was a little (I mean a lot) bent out of shape over this, but I was walking down the street and someone says "They raped you with a donkey, too... and a dog." Then he continues and says "last time, too." referring to being here in the D the first go around.
They immediately are told by Christopher "Don't tell her stuff like that."
Then it went into this whole spiel about how when I have more knowledge of what is going on to me or what I have been through it's becomes more of an honest experience for me, and I basically fight harder, and get more angry, and walk forth on an powerful mission with the strength of more dignity.

I saw him the other day, you know. I wanted to take my car and run him over. I just chose not to look.
I dont want to talk about him yet... Or ever again for that matter but, I will eventually.  Him is the person who did this to me, along with Eminem and President Obama, .. and other famous people, but it's a long and ever so exhausting story to tell.

So I have been so sad today... because after this came out they told me the rest of what happened to me, kinda. Christopher says "With a monkey, too. Because you wouldn't shave your legs." Then he turns around and says "We still have him."
He shows me a picture of this little monkey with the cuitest little face, he kinda looked scared and a nervous wreck, but adorable none the less.
The Christopher says "we are going to kill him."
Then the images came forth and the showed me being raped with a monkey. All of the monkey in my vagina. (almost)
He says "Remember those days you felt loose."
Christopher just said "His name is Alfred, actually." Referring to the coincidence that monkey Alfred is also the name of Alien Alfred. The aliens are a huge thing for us now. Tub-Tub, and Alfred. I dont remember if I wrote about them yet, but yes, I have seen Aliens or very well enhanced animatronics..
"I said how did he even fit in there?"

So... yeah, I'm messed up over this, because also, well...  I dont like animal abuse.

I dont want to talk about it.


I have a family you know, and I am scared at the thought of this for our young. Because this is what really tore me up to the point I want to forget everything and I feel so powerless... and I hate this and It's a really long story too and everything. I have been told about 20 times today that the story of my niece being raped in a mental institution happened. People also added that "we think Heather did it for the money, too."
I heard someone say "She said it wouldn't effect her cognitively later on in life."

Someone just drove by, and I have been told this before but thanks for the reminder... He was holding a mouse by the tale virtually and said "they put this is there, too."
Right.
This is the President of The United States of America doing this to people.


My niece hurts me. Very deeply.

Zika, Life, Trauma, Conspiracy, Putin, Obama, Francis, and The Queen.

Well,
I am sitting here thinking about all the thing there should be and the wonder of how to the dwindling of my life has been forced to circum to a new reasoning.  I cannot tell tonight what I want to speak on here. I can only be in awareness of what I am dealing with.
There are many questions you try to discover the answers for/to. The rights and the wrongs, and the balance that lies within.

Zika- I have started my endevour on this subject and with hope of forgiving my discouragement I will soon have the key to a solution that is valued for mankind, as well as the in hopes sparking a new reasoning and deliberation into the medicine of health for invitro diseases and deformities. This is how my discoveries usually occur, simultaneously and with an opening of one to the next.
What lies here will be here because of what has been here.
Or just something plane ol' new of it's own fashion, value and weight.

I use a method I have made up: I have not named this but Probably the 'Grace Conclusion.'

Retention/ Relation
Revolution/ Reduction
Restriction/ Replacement

These questions applied to each individual variable provides correspondence  into chain reality and paths of a conduct for int variables. Thus, with the correct questions in sequence of situations of (i.e. viral entity (or other reasoning in values of time and placement)) you have a correspondence time line and diagnosis of the retention of a relationship and reasoning to the reduction of these conducts. Providing you with the restriction and the replacement, and back again in duplication of each pattern and process.

It's much easier for my mind to achieve this through visual thought experimentation than in an articulate form. One day I will sit down and write this out in a precise manner, but the above explanation is fairly accredited as a trust for my work(s). I will write the method I used for Ebola, Cancers, efficiency, and other measurements within this statement that I conclude, but for right now I still need time to grow in my own interpretation of my innate understanding and the articulation that follows.
I know this method will be used one day in schools and universities alike. Pretty much helped me find solutions to well,.. everything.

 I didn't want to work on the major catastrophes that have happened since Ebola. I was taken for granted and as my wishes for what I think of as sparkles in my eye and almost like my children were disregarded. i didnt want my understandings to be turned in a vaccine for Ebola, but thats what it turned into being. (Remember I have direct communication to Bill Gates, Putin, Obama, Clinton, Saudi, Al-Asad, Queen Elizabeth, Poppal, ect.) (I would also like to add that my heart is heavy with the corruption/conspiracy that is around/following me, and mind control needs to end for the rest of humanity.)

You see a lot of the research going into Zika having to do with the protein placements. If you look back in my earlier blog about Ebola, you see that I narrowed the interaction between the virus and human cell to the protein enzymes that are produced in the second relation of the actual virus. This was only due to the interaction with in the body. Retention/ Relation/ Revolution/ Restriction/ Reduction. (Some things are incomplete and some this are interchangeable.)
That was a mental image and I just elaborated on this slightly, but I need to go back and recover my work, so dont quote me on the second placement. (you dont know what the second placement is, I dont want to work out the words to describe this right now, so maybe later.) (Plus, I would have reread the Ebola entry and figure this out again.)


AL-Asad: "Why am I on there?"
Me: I was talking about the peace treaty that is going to take place on Friday, RIGHT!
Glad to know who you are after all of this.

Melinda Gates: "We are supposed to rape her every time she mentions 'mind control.'"

(They are raping me anally right now, but I have been raped pretty much all day today off and on through this technology... another reason for my discouragement.. rape, yep that'll do it.)


Melinda Gates: The word 'Cancer' pops into my visual thought. Along with her saying it as a reminder.

Thats what it feels like you know, having cancerous cell instigated on your body as they radiate you. It feels like a humming and atrocity of movement in small particular/targeted forms and placement.
Talk about stress. I think so now.

Another reason why I tried to throw in the towel to this whole ordeal. I kinda just wanted a normal exsistance and to be left alone again. To know my own voice in my head and to feel the emotions of my own being and person. I cant and didn't remember from the minute this started what it was like to be alone in your mind. It's constant for me here, I call this all the congregation. They made a song about that.
Now I have a head ache. Thats the oppressors way of telling me "you said too much tonight."

I am sure in a few minutes I will be under another rohiplol therapy and fall into an unconscious state of mind, not even to see your own dreams.

Every night just about its like this for me. Some are worse than others, but I tried to write a sincere blog with much bright thought. Its gets hard for me now-a-days to keep my chin up.
I have been subjected to far too much abuse.


I am going to stop for a few minutes, I might not return tonight.

I will leave on a positive note.

"why didnt she write this down?"
The mental image of him saying "She really smart."  Al-Asad

Thank-You, I'm flattered.

You know when I say "mental image as a reminder."  Humans learn and interpret in so many different ways. This is literally communication of the mind and all that follows.
I hope one day that I have access to this technology just to speak to myself.

He showed me his face today, and the Bible says not to be scared.

But that is a whole other story, and false hope, and blind hope.

I'm really depressed.