Zika. Update.

I feel a level of Optimism I haven't felt in about a month tonight. I think I am allowed to write tonight, so for as much as it's worth I am.

They switch off my brains waves and I become stuck and almost brain dead more than not when I try to write.

Here is the deal with ZIKA:


Number one, I am dreadfully remorseful about that has taken place on the population of this world.

Number two, I was looking back at all of the blogs I have imputed and since I have started the endeavor of Zika, which is roughly less than 12hrs of work all together in a span of the last few month, I am still not done, and Ebola took me less than 72hrs all together, more like 3-5hrs consecutively. So I'm late, and indecisive at that.

Number three, Obama threatened to release another disease if I cured Zika and he has over 12 in back stock on the level of Ebola, Zika, Aids. So that is a thought to take into account while dealing with this epidemic.

Number four, everytime I sit and work on Zika I am horribly askewed from what I was participating in during that moment through Governmental Trauma. I.E. being given minor Microcephaly myself, being bashed in the head until I developed minor brain damage, having Zika patients put their infant in my vagina all through this technology, and the list goes on.

Number five, I am being threatened with them hurting my loved ones if I dont work on it, but if I do they are allowing me to be physically, mentally hurt and leading to possible death.

Number six, My Patient Care Plan is working a little because I dont want to work for people anymore, and that was one objective of my trauma is to stop my plans in actions on healing the world because MONEY is more important that Posterity to these people, like Obama and Hillary Clinton, and for that matter my inventions and endeavours become disruptive to thier income.

Number seven, I want to have control over Zika and what is happening to it so it will not be mismanaged and I need money at this point in my career so I can provide stability for me and build my future. No, money is never more important than helping people, but if I am at my lowest, I cannot be threatened with death over helping people, because what good am I for you if I am dead? Right. Like PID. Yes, this became life threatening to me, and I pushed through a lot for endless hours and days, months, and years to help people, and I realize that I have to heal me, and help me a little better. Well, a lot better.

Number eight, There are countries who what to see me succeed and countries who are trying to bring me down. Obama and Hillary want to defeat me because they never want to be caught up for all the corruption that have inflicted on the people. Like Hillary starting the first case of AIDS so she could get into the white house. Nothing like a little human sacrifice on the agenda for her. It's a daily thing. I have watched her do, I have talked to her personally about AIDS and seen her throw fits about me finding out, ect, ect. Okay, Hillary is a truly manipulative and evil person. She is the biggest hypocrite on the face of this planet as far as I have figured and needs to be brought down and come to justice, Obama too.

Number nine, Like my trauma entails I am being desensitised to emotional attachment to others. Is it working, yes... I think and I would say so. They are doing this though 24/7 conditioning and prismatic traumas that bring forth multiple reasonings and conclusions onto my personality, each leading to the next step and reaction. All things controled constructed and devised for my life at this point. Yes, I am exhausted. I keep saying this.

Number ten, I wish all of my Audio telepathy and trauma to be an example in court of what has been happening in this world for the last four years, since I have been at the center of it. I have proven Hillary as corrupt and malicious people internally time and time again that is why for some part I am still protected because I am a JUST woman and person in general. I can conclusively say that I make have good decision making skills except when I give up and feel defeated... then I turn into a raving banshee and well, at that point I tell people to not pay attention to me and heed no warning for my anger has engrossed me and I need to take a nap. Yes, naps help me a lot. During the hardest parts of my trauma, back when this was still baby learning to walk and everything about this was new and undisclosed to me, I asked a lot to be put to sleep and I literally was "sleeping all the demons away."
Here is a song that backs what I am saying up, because Like I have been saying all of this music has been written for me and this is one of my most favorite tunes: (it's beautiful)

Ella Henderson: Ghost.

Number eleven, I am under stress the eye does not meet. I have and God talks about this in the Bible "to not loose the Apple of my eye." It's around the verse that says all the music is my music because the Devil cant have it, and I get one of God's favorite things because yes, I think I may be here as the second coming and here to end oppression with all my witty inventions, be the leader of the seven nations, Bride of Christ, contain the secret truth, yield the sword of David, Be the tree of life, and have all these amazingly wonderful titles that God himself has bestowed on me. Yes, when I say that the Bible was written about me, I mean it's down to my birthday, my looks, my personality, the mayan mandala, religious relics, our profits, the music, me "playing the harlot," people that I know being in the Bible... ect... you name it, I account for it. I will talk about this in my life and I will make you sit in your seats, and I will rise up and save humanity. because I literally bring proof of God and you should know that I can walk on water and stuff that is super cool, and I have the key to the universe and I want to restore the kingdom of God on Earth, I am here to bring you a New Heaven and a New Earth, and just remember that THEY are the one who Pervert me, and I will not be judged for my confoundment, and I am the direct lineage of King David, and Pocahantas, and I just found out two nights ago that I am also related to Constantine the Great! My family evaded religious persecution by Hitler, I say dont follow Hitler,  Isis follows him... I say dont do that, and then evil rears it's ugly little head and does the complete opposite. Obviously, they must be scared, as the Bible says about my footsteps that the demons coward... I will pluck the verses out for you and give them to you, but just know I bind His word on my heart, and for as long as I have known life, I swear to you I have found the comfort and love in God. 

I love him dearly and forever. 

I want you to know that is not a joke to me, I am very serious when I say that about Him. I love Him. I love God, I love Jesus, I love our Angels, I love Heaven. I mean this. If you do not know one thing about me, know I love and respect our Father in Heaven. Very much, and I think with all my heart even though I mess up, and sometimes I can be a little rebellious. I have a lot to share about the lessons I have learned in life, and my hopes from the beginning were to teach and help people learn a better way (before that was exposed to me in revelations and the Bible) (Yes, we have all agreed that Revelations have started). So you dont have to go through that I have been through, because I still think that its just horrible. 

But really, I work for the Lord only. 

That is why I take command easily and I dont put up with crap, because you are not God, and well,... I'll tell you the rest later. 

No, I am not perfect, I was meant to be perfected. But lately I feel as if I have been stunted by how much evil I have seen and heard and endured.  I too, feel as if my heart has been hardened. 

God Bless... 

Number twelve, Because some want me to do better, and some want me to be worse, I feel with Zika that I am damned if I do, and damned if I dont. 

Number thirteen, If I do not take care of this epidemic sooner than later because I do not know if allowing another one to start on our people is a good idea- I always have in the back of my mind about the viruses "what if I can't cure the next one?"  I would like to let you know that later in life, I hope to also finish my development of curing microcephaly in laten stages. I also, along the same path, because for me one thing does not always mean one thing, I wanted to grow new limbs for people who need them, and heal bodies completely. I mean completely. I can do these things. So please, be patient in persecution. I want our people healthy- yeah I know a lot about substance viral rebounds and germs. I will do it correctly. All those wonderful gives and takes. 

This technology and its handler are a main cause for most of our illnesses.  

All in due timing. 

I have a lot to think about. 

I am also going to end war. With my witty inventions. 

God willing, always and forever. 

I wrote this last year, this was about a few months of trauma, and I didnt cover everything here. It was a play as you go.

The music will behind her:   

The list and people:   

today I have set five hours of working time devoted to my letter.   

This is complicated, and as this a letter for the People of God.   

And Hillary literally said "No, because we get too much enjoyment out of it." 

The statement was: "All we could do is end pedophilia for this woman." 

Prior to this Bengazi happened. Hillary Killed him. Stating  "I did what I had to do." 
The thing was, she did it because Hillary deals big time on the black market arms, and it just so happens to be that she sold a few heavy artery equipment to ISIS, a few tons. He was about to come out in the media. 

In between that she sent an E-mail to all the powerful people on earth.. pretty much.. 
The all came to gather around and watch. 
She said "A Hoe is trying to get away. Dont let her go." 

I've been told I've only had sex with three people, you know. 
Technically its like 15. 

  

  

  

the contemplation of my realty has not been of my own. I would say that these things should have timer to change and that life could be a better time to live then to walk with the living and being the dead. The death of a sould is the tragidy of the world. I could not express the movements that breed life and well fair and take paint o captitalize on the people.   

The hiypocritical viewpoint of my own? Perection corrections. If given would this be the same?   

  

The sun came out through the clouds to bid me fairwell just now. It as the world truns and the perpetuation of God voice rings to the solomn understanding in my ear.   

Today I want to write. I want to finishe this letter and every time I shy away and hide the things that must be said. The story that is here to be told of this land.   

As I say these things the severity of this is overwhelming. Each time I reject myself to differ the ourtcome. I don’t know how, I am afraid people will not listen and heed this. I am scared of the ourcome. I an atlas with My Lord and Savior when this is said. Human to God transapalsteiont that excapes from me to him, when Him to I is what I look for.   

I wonder, and choke in this world. Many of times that srtnagel of myself to be as differwnce to where I have been placed. To not drift on my tears but to separate them and use them to nurish. To pain I pay honor, to love I understand that all is from Him. 3333333333I cry, a lot. In struck terror and fear that this is untrue that this, my reality , was odd enough to be considered a harmful nature of my own. I cant tell you the remorse I have for what has happened to me. I cant express these things to the people. I wish things would have been different for me. This is so ghard for me, to be attacked wevery day. my eye feels the pain of the victims, I feel the pain of the abuser.   

I sat daown many of times wondering how to write this to transend nations. To conclude understandings form here and far, and this is still the the things I contemplate. Is this faulse? Is it wrong to ask for understaings, when understaings may come form what I feel   

  

I want to experinece my reality but my realty has been exxplioted. self, with own self. I fear things as this, to know that this could be another, why do you choose this path to that one.   

To become in question nad hustled into the reponce without understi8ng. I can see that this is conteplation of good the wrong of the right. We are all the same, in similarites.   

to know that the attacks have changed and barged into the pronlems is not to be returned. I would say that this is the world the has been placed  onto my being, and the world that I will rearrage, and in the end I will know my peace when I am finished. To pust back the fears, to let God, and to heal the whole.   

Today I must write for the saving of this. Myself, my being, ourself our beings. The planets are protected the world is tint he motions. The life is here and I hope that living find love, and happiness, and peace, and love, and life. Live again world. Live.   

I think of the attacks, and who the attacks have ahandled the abise. who is this, why could this have been a motion for who I am, no question of asking in the momenetum, I know what I was and and who I always have been. This si the fear that they have to find and forgibveness. Heardeding of the heart, action of self. Why is the world to be as this when nothing is the same and the protected aare the hurt and pained, and the protected are the hurt and pained? unprottected gather in masses to meet the demostation that yousee as clearity and I see and a vauge impulse of the wickedness that is covered in fashions of facaades.   

My eyes weep fo the days that I hope to see the changes and to see the love of protecteion guild against the odds to evaluate the freedom of humanity. Why dpo they procure the responcibility and push to the side of power, and in power the hidden abis of their terror onto the others. To seer these as we turn aways and to know that all the fight is to separate what we can to be as not that they are. Must do as you are becausr there no other option to live, but only to hide.   

the filimant that is sopken id difference of preception and oppionon, but to precieve is not to know. There is this that is who we are and they are human as we have always seen ourself. We people cowar in power, and move in destuction, and the caulse of this movement is within conclusion of who and why they are as we are.   

I see that action produce a speaeration and contuniing through this is the only way to fulfill forgiveness. Would you forgive if your child was beyond your eyelids and with God?   

I pray earnestly that this world comes to peace. I see that the terror is not of nature, but of action. the action to see this, to be with these people, that yet, to say, is sepration and exsistance, as we all are together, yet where is the division?   

I have lost my momenum to write when I fgeel into tears for myself. I have these strage and stagarred reasoning to leave some of the most human of emotion out of my own understaing towards self like symapathy. Lord, allow me to feel my own self concern. As I say these things I realize very deeply I do. but the harness is lightly lossened each time I try to connect. As if my weight is too heavy to bare.   

Now I mus push and contiue to do as a soldier would. To fight through the conteplations of what I would like and what I have seen. To hold dear to the the promos of the love for this world.   

My bath water trickes while I am away. Thje waist of this is the recirulation, yet, even the tiniest of molicules find a reorddinance into the surroundings. You are as you have been placed and changed to be as what you have wanted, and moved by your experiencves.   

Oh, she's writing- let me make sence of it all.   

fractions of intelect, and for you to make your own connections. dirivetives, and hope to see the pain subdued by kindness. Eventual, and in premission.   

heardening of the heart and an action that is brought to ones own differences through motivations. Collection in agreaances and sects of peoples, that you people. at time can be as your own, not like the others that you stand in waves of repition towards, and stigmatics of movements of your own wills and motivations. Hearded of your hearts, and deaths of your souls, to creep and blight over ones who provide your filimants of life. Your fractured and pained, we all are in diffferent similar ways.   

I would say that people would indicuously reject this as soon as this is the welfair to ackknowlegement that others know the reality of what has happened.   

My heart is chasing, and my acknoledgemnt of the vergego and head pains that have caused me angst, and the motivation is destusction.   

these are not of my own, the world, and its devices the obliveration of of dismanteling my abilities are not us to the people that have attcked me.   

I fel sick, and tired, and nausiated. The rod of your excused to the depths of my mind. My eys ticghting in the space provided that isolated it, the invasion of your devises. I feel the hammer of you pain to the skull of the dead that is puntual and ordered. destruction and not of the development. I see you fears, but I feel this moreso. my teeth, the lose of the grip of my sockets. My ankes, to remove my feet from under me, the constriction of blood flow and the suffercation of my oxygen. You proceed as if there is no bounds for your hate. You contiue as if there are not consequeses for your actions. My children.   

my womb, the birth of my children, my ovum, the seperation of them from my body, and the desinigration of my fertilization. my pain is joy in your suffering.   

my heart at a rythym with caulses, and the production of attacks, the strictsness of repitions that you have developed and I have unknown. The beat of mine is a rhythm that follows no set, your is as the beats are pulled away from my body, expanded and impacted to the deceasement of your knowleged. you to the ways of your fears, not to the ways of value.   

  

"is this good, how is this good? She is trying to change our entire system", and you are trying to force your ways onto my entire being. to submit to something I would feel as if I drowned in purgetory and continue to deabilitate my life to be as your use. I am not of you, and I am not owned by you. I am not a possession, yet in possession of the possesed, and free to be as a walking stork that hord the basket of fruit to feed the waters, and you drink of my waters the we stand in together. I am free to fly and you are freed in me.   

The satement is a hard fact to conclude, to free the terror of your souls, as the attcks become greater you are only distance and here in my time. You people and people and as you come through your device the memories gathers are surfacing on the waters we drink together. You have made you mark, and to see the neediness of you strickens me because of you. you.   

I feel at times your burndeds are here to hurt of myown for the need of yourself. A need that you have not reconed with and brought to desire, as a child you are.   

I don’t think you understand your pain. yet, you want more becausse the suffering of your hearts.   

I am sorry.   

  

To know the depths of your desires apoun my life, I see your visions as you are my thoughts. I see this as a need to excape, and contuuence of your souls asking for help. Please you cry as you hurt the one in front of you, let me out of the terrors that I have sown. Lets me go from the places that have caused exagerated comforts that lock me to presents, help me, please. I cant take this your sould crys to the light, I cant handled the insight. Retention of release please you sould it cry for acknkowlgement, as if you cant ask for forgiveness yourself.   

I am sorry.   

pity.   

I feel your stuggles as your stuggles have become my own now. to bare you weight for your burdens, and to fight your battels for you life. I see you, I hear you, I acknowledge you. I am sorry.   

May everytime you ask of granting release, correction is your acceptance and forgivenss of yourself be your guide.   

To me, the tyumph I know is coming holds me dear to the help we all need.   

I know these things, you are human, I am human. I know the change that comes.   

I see that you depths of sorrow are developed to nothing, and for you, you may never let go of what hurts you, because reaching unto yourself is a obscurity that you find imposible to achieve, your motivations are porbimatic and self desprictive. If you could take your tangability and placeyour hard into the depths of your own caulse would the fightening of cowardness you follow prevent you? Each time yo have caulsed suffering onto myself, I see your suffering.  

There is no "I have to" as they ask you why you do this to me. Your response is not in prevention of my coming its in prevention of your attributes to your deception. This is the reality of the world that you have convoyed into, that you and others similar have made    This is the problem that you have, beliefe beyond disbeliefe. 

So to Hilliar Clinton, I write these things:  

You have caulsed me great suffering in this world I have walked. Unjust, massivly served, and in charisteristics of misconduct and misuse of power.  

Hazard to ones self is a self deportitory concept. Saftey has been comprimised, but not due to the wons actions of person, but to the allowance and devotion to deception. If I was to have the inmformations and access to this technology as you do I would have been able to prevent many of the hard and things I have fallen suffering to. There is a afar greater purpose to the reasoning of my story. The purpose is for the world to start a healingh process that helps the children and people become healthier, happier, and freed from the grips of aoppression.  

To the people that are this in response of obsticlas. You state "tell everyone who supports her that they will be killed." How is the death apun death a nature of assurance in your position? Problimatic conclusion that you follow the robust definition of evidence and reason, that never before has the threat of riches been so close to the person that stipen the pay of the laborer to grow the finaices and worldly ambitions as yours. To here, and now, do you feel the concept of Heaven to a grasp that the ones self can see, feel, touch, and know? The fear that uslessness in behavior is your following of your own. Devil, and you do not know your own self.  

As a Human, and the nature of my rights to secure the value of my reason as a person individualized and loved by God and self, I realize that the help I provide is not of fundimental value to the causle you have given. Your caluse is in isolation and condenced abundance, my causle is in healing, learning, thought expression, prosperity, growth, love, and nurture. These things I have listed have come to the reality of nature to who you devote in deception and pences of stiffling. You use these to pass out as tokens, yet void the true value of their nessasity for humanity. They are used and manipluated by you for accepance and not in abundance of permancy. As the one who gives can also take away. These things are faulsly stood for the benefit of your own wealth. Coming to know you on a personal accord and in testomony of my own personal interaction with, I can say these things:  

No deserves the abuse that I have gone through. The contunace of this is a control harness that is not in the bounds of my own discovery because I am not the orginator of these instances with in our physical lifetime walk, or if the severity of what you would like to say falls into the prior concpet of my birth, I am not reponcible for your actions against my being and against other human baings that you have brought into destuctive harms way. The people that have raped me have been serial rapstist. I am not a lone victim by the orchstaded parties. Yet, to conclude that if in fact I am under Hillary R. Clintons docet, I am in fact placing liability of ill neglect to protect the inocent party, myself. Furthermore, my protection was voided, and destruction apoun my reputation, physical body, mental space, emotional well being have been comprimised, devalued, defamed, surrilized, rendered unfunctional, and/or debilitated. The orchastration against myself have been attampted murder, violent malis rapes, mental distortion,  inductive sterilization, lazer sterlization treatments, (both sterilization procedures resulting in possible full serilization forced abortions using device technology, drugged abortions, rape while prgnant by persons elected under criminal conduct code, viewed raped via remote viewing, manipulation of subconsions, manipulation of physical attributes, sleep depression, sleep isolation, forced drugging, mental imagry manipulation, deprivation of normal bodily fuctions, forced bodily fuctions, forced isolation of heart and artilary movement leading to possible cardiac arrest or heart attack, illegal use of reduction of oxygen levels while under nonirrerigation standards, assumed respocibility of criminal activity, microchiping over 20 times, forced vertigo, forced head aches, multiple accounts of eyesight reduction proceduces, use of terrorist neglective reponcses to natural born american citizen, forced phycological placement and 94 hour holds, voice to skull telepathy, image programing, forced coughing, forced sneezing, forced urination, forced bowl releases, forced stomach disruption, inability to receive proper medical treatment due to implications formated into my personal care plan (medical), progressed irritability, harrassment; via computer comunication, hiring of person in area, electronic survaliance, voice to skull telepathy, music productions under government regulations, ectt.,  forced electronic rape; sodomy, forced used of blunt objects, forced use of sharp objects (knives), forced use  rapes with body parts (i.e. a foot, fists, penis), forced electronic gang rapes that lasted over eight days consecutivly, porlonged sexual abuse, watchin personal time after known hygene affidadum in good standure was processed; ie bathing, use of toilet, dressing,   , Show live imagry of exsicutions with flaugs or stars of davids leading to consumption by lion, devaulgence to ISIS, infiltration by ISIS, sexualy tramatizing indivualsperson including minors around m; via eye sight diversion, emotional manipulations, ect.,) unjust accusations and predeterimed labeling from nonspecialized sources; ie. specifically telling people in governemnt positions I (G.Y) am a child molester, or I (G.Y) am schitzophrenic, placing me on the noninvolvment with American Bureua of Bissniess and Comerce in order for me not be abconduct bussiness in America, Voice to Skull Harassment in education envirnonment, having recorded video of childhood sexual assults  sold on black market internationally, production of unresponcive victime pornography live, production of unresponcive victim malace pornography live, live gang rapes while unconsious,  informing me of criminal protection code while not being elected into the criminal protection code for use of ability for harrassment, turing on audio of child/infant rapes, stages audio of suicedes inof producing mental imagry of weaponry to illude antaganistic responces of actions occuring, mocking namesake in media, allowance of harrassment in media, forces sexual stimulation, forced electronic injection of antifreeze with allowance to building up of cavital deplorarion resuting in envitable death of cells over time, threats of death and murder, murder of inocent parties involved due to noncompliance, forced involvement in secret survailance courts without notice, forced hypersensitivity contructed throughts of parasexual conduct, forced acceptance of devaluged information that I had not use or need to know; I.e. listed above, criminal protection code, criminal conduct code, consealed and confidential informantion exposure, confidential CIA and FBI exposure, stole, misused, and/or mishandeing of my (G.Y) intellectual properties and inventions, misuse and handeling of personal information, stollen personal information, devaulgence of personal wearabouts to unneeded sources, forced uncounsuous selling physicl persons, forced electronic rape administered by governement officials, adimatation of titleing government recognized prostitute, blaphemy, over 300 counts of attempted murder, unassurance of protection, inadiquite protection, unjust placement in governemnt watch programs, accusartions of terrorim while known counter terrorism reports filed, accusations of sexual abuse, accusations of involvement of sexualmisconduct, inconclusive and faulse accusations of voyageism, onclusive and faulse accusations of phychological disorderes, faulse accusations of preditorizations, exposure to forigne diplomats, unneeded  forien exposure,  showing nude nuclear thermodynamic understnding/imagry of bodies including minor in mental capasity, repeat traumas, repeat drugging, nonallowance of my case to be reported in media thus far, government cover-ups,  Obamsexual deviancy via electronic ra 

How I see the motivation behind my stance is for the assurancve that this world deserves a better future that People of God are not scared of being victimised of people who abuse authority and power, or used for the benefit of their purposes. 

These are my thoughts on this tonight. may 10, 2016

First of all Get out of my head. You told people only a sex offender would lfeel this way, and other poeple who are not sex offenders feel the same way. Plus, it's because I was molested- by you pretty much. You allowed my program to run and to enlist me in things that I do not agree with. I dont care that Jauques Barzaghi  is a board member on the internal government and a "untouchable." You raped the crap out of me, and had videos of his ex-wife and his children incestuously and demonically raping me. I am not sure if this is true or not but someone said they cut off an infants head and put it in my vagina, okay. I dont know if it was that bad, but some horrible mind controlling, brain washing, rape shit happened to me. okay. I didnt enjoy it, okay.  okay. 
I heard Obama had sex with me back then, too. I saw the video with two full fists in me and a cathider as long as a rope coming out of me. 
You told ISIS to watch me, and because of that there have been fucking episodes like France- You put people in mind control and manual manipulation to shoot churches. You have a hand in Zika! 

Youre a horrible hypercritical deceitful person, Hillary.