Zika, Life, Trauma, Conspiracy, Putin, Obama, Francis, and The Queen.

Well,
I am sitting here thinking about all the thing there should be and the wonder of how to the dwindling of my life has been forced to circum to a new reasoning.  I cannot tell tonight what I want to speak on here. I can only be in awareness of what I am dealing with.
There are many questions you try to discover the answers for/to. The rights and the wrongs, and the balance that lies within.

Zika- I have started my endevour on this subject and with hope of forgiving my discouragement I will soon have the key to a solution that is valued for mankind, as well as the in hopes sparking a new reasoning and deliberation into the medicine of health for invitro diseases and deformities. This is how my discoveries usually occur, simultaneously and with an opening of one to the next.
What lies here will be here because of what has been here.
Or just something plane ol' new of it's own fashion, value and weight.

I use a method I have made up: I have not named this but Probably the 'Grace Conclusion.'

Retention/ Relation
Revolution/ Reduction
Restriction/ Replacement

These questions applied to each individual variable provides correspondence  into chain reality and paths of a conduct for int variables. Thus, with the correct questions in sequence of situations of (i.e. viral entity (or other reasoning in values of time and placement)) you have a correspondence time line and diagnosis of the retention of a relationship and reasoning to the reduction of these conducts. Providing you with the restriction and the replacement, and back again in duplication of each pattern and process.

It's much easier for my mind to achieve this through visual thought experimentation than in an articulate form. One day I will sit down and write this out in a precise manner, but the above explanation is fairly accredited as a trust for my work(s). I will write the method I used for Ebola, Cancers, efficiency, and other measurements within this statement that I conclude, but for right now I still need time to grow in my own interpretation of my innate understanding and the articulation that follows.
I know this method will be used one day in schools and universities alike. Pretty much helped me find solutions to well,.. everything.

 I didn't want to work on the major catastrophes that have happened since Ebola. I was taken for granted and as my wishes for what I think of as sparkles in my eye and almost like my children were disregarded. i didnt want my understandings to be turned in a vaccine for Ebola, but thats what it turned into being. (Remember I have direct communication to Bill Gates, Putin, Obama, Clinton, Saudi, Al-Asad, Queen Elizabeth, Poppal, ect.) (I would also like to add that my heart is heavy with the corruption/conspiracy that is around/following me, and mind control needs to end for the rest of humanity.)

You see a lot of the research going into Zika having to do with the protein placements. If you look back in my earlier blog about Ebola, you see that I narrowed the interaction between the virus and human cell to the protein enzymes that are produced in the second relation of the actual virus. This was only due to the interaction with in the body. Retention/ Relation/ Revolution/ Restriction/ Reduction. (Some things are incomplete and some this are interchangeable.)
That was a mental image and I just elaborated on this slightly, but I need to go back and recover my work, so dont quote me on the second placement. (you dont know what the second placement is, I dont want to work out the words to describe this right now, so maybe later.) (Plus, I would have reread the Ebola entry and figure this out again.)


AL-Asad: "Why am I on there?"
Me: I was talking about the peace treaty that is going to take place on Friday, RIGHT!
Glad to know who you are after all of this.

Melinda Gates: "We are supposed to rape her every time she mentions 'mind control.'"

(They are raping me anally right now, but I have been raped pretty much all day today off and on through this technology... another reason for my discouragement.. rape, yep that'll do it.)


Melinda Gates: The word 'Cancer' pops into my visual thought. Along with her saying it as a reminder.

Thats what it feels like you know, having cancerous cell instigated on your body as they radiate you. It feels like a humming and atrocity of movement in small particular/targeted forms and placement.
Talk about stress. I think so now.

Another reason why I tried to throw in the towel to this whole ordeal. I kinda just wanted a normal exsistance and to be left alone again. To know my own voice in my head and to feel the emotions of my own being and person. I cant and didn't remember from the minute this started what it was like to be alone in your mind. It's constant for me here, I call this all the congregation. They made a song about that.
Now I have a head ache. Thats the oppressors way of telling me "you said too much tonight."

I am sure in a few minutes I will be under another rohiplol therapy and fall into an unconscious state of mind, not even to see your own dreams.

Every night just about its like this for me. Some are worse than others, but I tried to write a sincere blog with much bright thought. Its gets hard for me now-a-days to keep my chin up.
I have been subjected to far too much abuse.


I am going to stop for a few minutes, I might not return tonight.

I will leave on a positive note.

"why didnt she write this down?"
The mental image of him saying "She really smart."  Al-Asad

Thank-You, I'm flattered.

You know when I say "mental image as a reminder."  Humans learn and interpret in so many different ways. This is literally communication of the mind and all that follows.
I hope one day that I have access to this technology just to speak to myself.

He showed me his face today, and the Bible says not to be scared.

But that is a whole other story, and false hope, and blind hope.

I'm really depressed.