Well, Here today, I wonder what is happening,

not really. 

I was writing a story in my mind, going to write online. I have to leave a blogger update open because I dont always have internet connection. 

Its a strange place we live in now a days. 

So, because drug life is so involved and reclusive in my reality, with this being Detroit of all places. We start here, the time is 1:56pm, Thursday June 16, 2015. 

I am drinking a tall boy, Mickeys to be exact. 

I here a woman say "Great, now we have to start a patient care plan for the fan." 

I turned on the fan just a few moments before. 

Someone is always watching me. there is not much to say about it. 

This morning I woke up with a slap on the ass and Christopher saying "It's time to wake-up." 

I didn't know why it was time to wake-up, I would have stayed asleep for a while longer 

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They are coping what I write  so I scribble mindlessly. They repeat it back to me perfectly. 

I ask "what is that?" referring to the (:, sign )They say "semicolon"  

I really dont know right now. 

I am laughing at this now. You can tell they are just as annoyed with this unnecessary stupidity as I am. 

A woman says "they do this to Julia now, too." 

I continue to laugh and the image of me sitting in a classroom filled with P.C.'s pops up. All the kids around me, and I am hunched over in confusion and not knowing how to hide the voices following me. I still laugh and my subconscious speaks, "I hope you dont laugh at this is school... Not to draw attention." 

I realize at the moment this sudden image came up the response I have given is well fitted, but not perfect. 

I cannot tell a her how to handle this situation when everyone is against this. 

For a while I have heard them speak about my niece. 

Once it was said the Julia's Mother made her have dihharia in class, all over her self. I figure this could be true. I kinda hate Heather- for multiple reasons I might add. I was told that this is so "she would not grow up to be like you." 

Like a pooh-butt. 

You never know, well sometimes you know for sure, if these are meant for psychological subliminal submission plans, or the real thing. Most of the time they are confirmed in reality. 

How much conditioning dose one person need? 

I am worried about her, you know. Enough to say for the past month I have been avoiding the situation all together expect the few times I have spoken about this to the public. 

Every time the people around me would say "We'd do the to Julia, too." 

I am worried. 

Do I beat the shit out of everyone the opens up against her. It's usually the first thing that crosses my mind, but all I am left with is them using this technology to electronically rape her afterwards. 

And at last, to no avail, I would have went against the Bible and made a larger mess. 

I havent been able to speak with Julia for 5 years. 

On behalf of Her parents, and my family. 

I can tell you that I dont trust them with her anymore. I dont trust that they wont be slipped Ketamine, Rohypnol, GHB, or the many other intoxicants out there and are unable to protect her. 

I dont truth that they wouldn't sell her for profit, either.  

Not with how much they have been traumatizing me. 

I know that writing this can put her in state custody, and I dont trust the state with our children either. Only some, but not with how corrupt this world is, not in regards to my blood. They would do the same thing to her. 

I would never sell a child for money. Regardless if they offer a million dollars.

For one, I need to speak with her personally, or call the police. 

I dont trust the police either. 

There were a lot of child snatching in America last year. I called my dad every-time they started traumatizing me. 

I was so scared that this would happen to one of them. 

Someone says "why dont you talk about the trauma." a man. 

I dont know. 

I dont know if I am ready to go over it. 

I can tell you it was gruesome and dark. 

A very scary time in my life. 

I freak out a little inside. 

I feel lost here. A lot hopeless. The last thing I want is for my niece to be put through any of this. Or any child for that matter. 

I wish I could talk to her in person to handle this properly. I dont even know their address. 

let alone phone number. 

So, where i left off.. it is now 7:40p.m. 

Tomorrow I will have an eventful day. I will file HIPPA violations on all the doctors that have not treated me. I will gather and stay as close to priority as possible. 

I heard the news... 

I am not sure if this is true, or how much of this is real to me. 

The man I was with, who's house I am staying at temporarily may have contracted HIV. 

After he left the apartment, frustrated and overly annoyed, he telepathically says to me "I have HIV, one and two." 

Then as he is driving away someone switches on his monitor for me to hear, and he says "I have HIV, but at least we used a condom for protection." 

He was speaking to the landlady at the last apartment I lived in. 

(that's a whole other story) 

Then before he leaves, he says "I am going to give it to her." Showing a picture of an African woman and the reverted memories of his ex girlfriend. He continues and says "So she will be my wife. FOR LIFE." 

He calls her after speaking with the landlady and says "If you tell anyone what I told you about Vladimir Putin, I will give you the worst sever about of you life." 

They will pay you Two Billion Dollars for this. He continues and says "External." 

Then goes on to ask, "Who did you last sleep with?" 

The thing is, they will come back and say that it was one of her sex partners and not from a presidential source. All a big conspiracy. 

I sat in my car for a little bit and painted my nails gold. 

Two young woman walk by, about my age. One says Telepathically "If you have it, I have it too." 

This has been an on running dialogue between me and most of Detroit. 

She continues and says "not from him." Referring to the memory of Irvin. 

She tried to blur out as she was speaking about who she would have gotten it from, and how they encountered it from IRVIN.

She then continues and says "I would take the two billion and SHUT UP." 

Then she gave me sever abuse, by forcing my nails to run against things unnaturally. According to my Patient Care Plan I am not allowed to have anything nice. 

So, everything nice of mine is to be ruined. 

She went on to say "Yep, I got it." 

After 10 minutes of her bashing my nails into things, I took a bat and beat her over the head through this technology. 

She was reading the Patient Care Plan of hers and said "They could cut off my leg in car accident if they wanted to. (that is the sever abuse I deserve.)" 

I may have had HIV since I lived in California. When I came back from there I spent two weeks in a mental facility trying to just be normal. I pressed them to give me an HIV test. The nurse came in with the print off of the results and it was a false negative/positive, or other wise inconclusive. 

She seemed nervous and apprehensive to show me. I knew then that I had come in contact with the Virus. 

I told her to do another one and it was negative. 

For the two years I was tested every three months. All negative. 

 

In Detroit the emergency rooms always ask you if you would like a test for HIV, every time I have gone I have always said yes for this. They do a finger poke and rapid response test, quick & simple. 

I have always been told it's negative. 

The last few times I have gone to the emergency rooms, they never gave me the test. 

I went to the health clinic over my PID, and as I have said before I have been fighting a vaginal infection (full blown) for four long years. 

The government keeps using  this technology to instigate the bacterial/viral reproduction and thus the antibiotics I got offline ceased the work. 

It is on my patient care plan to have had chlamydia for 15 years, and eventually have a forced hysterectomy. 

It has been three months since I have seen my period, and at this point I realize that they sterilized me. 

I have complained about these procedures over YOUTUBE often.  I am crying in sorrow over the loss of my womanhood. 

You can feel them. The public condoned this on me, and everyone agrees for the money to cover this up. 

They sterilized right after OBAMA stole one of my Ovum. 

That is was started this on me. 

I have been lazered, Inductive sterilization, and possibly even have had one of my ovaries removed from my body, all at the hand of our Government and the covert technology. 

Hillary Clinton even went as far as to say "Sterilize her entire genetic code." 

All the way to Jerusalem. 

 

This is today's news in my life. A piece of me wants to cry, and a piece of me wants to stone evil to death. 

A piece of me hopes for the end of suffrage, a piece of me hopes the world ends and the little green men who are also God blessed to rule over who is left and defeat this technology, because what I am dealing with will be the new absolute norm. And I have not even begun to tell you the heartache I have seen, and the trail of tears we are accepting. 

I am from King David, ya know. It's his line they are sterilizing.  

Because they are literal satanist, and once again I dont not say that lightly. 

Please stay with God and Jesus. I know a lot of people shy away from these two, but money is not acceptable over our land, our Children, our bodies, our world. Revolt, March, Protest, raise your voices, send the youth to nurturing environments, pray, do not listen to THEM, revive, renew, love one another, demand our rights in AMERICA, demand our rights internationally, STAND UP! 

Be strong, be brave, be kind, be gracious- 

BY the way, three/four years ago I cured HIV. 

Around the time of the Ebola Epidemic, Obama was killing off a lot of holistic doctors, because they did not have to follow the Federal internal Patient Care Plan, and actually healed people.  

The HIV CURE method was completed by then. 

Obama would not allow the work of this cure to happen on American Soil, because he makes too much money off of this disease. 

Some very brave and with all my gratitude doctors tried to take the trip to Africa to finish the production of this method and medicine. 

Their plane was crashed and all of them lost their lives.

 

That is around the time I stopped wanting to help people., and I tried to be "normal."  

I refer to them as "My HIV WORKERS." 

It was said that most of the work was already done, then he put a stop to it. 

He used this technology to crash their plane. 

I heard they tried to sue over it. 

the families anyways. 

I dont know if I want to complete the process anymore. like I said, I am being overtook at ever corner and every straight. They are letting me die. 

I AM TRYING TO STAY BALANCED THROUGH ALL OF THIS. TRYING TO BE A HEALTHY LOVING WOMAN. I AM. 

but why must this continue? 

I took more pictures of my body modifications. I will post them online. This time they did it so hard to my rear that it left bruising. 

You can see where they forced an implant, like but implant, into my behind. I can feel it, the shape of my ass has changed. everything. 

They keep adding cellulite to my body. More stretchmarks, and disfiguring me. 

It looks artificial. 

SO, i guess I will post pictures soon. 

 

I dont have many nude pictures of myself before the body modifications, if any.. and if I do they are lost in the phone lines. 

I may have taken like one. 

Right now they are thinning my hair. 

It's my sever abuse for speaking what is right and true. 

it's like no one cares. 

It is now 8:34 pm... and between the few breaks and concessions, this is what I have written.  

Right, So...


I had A talk with Hillary Clinton this morning. I talk to her personally often. She put extra emphasis on how she "personally" owes me 14 Million Dollars.
I said "You owe me a lot more than that!"
She then said "Personally."  Followed with this gesture of head nod that tells of someone ashamed they made it through the days with doing so much, and yet the consequences are sever enough to bring the embarrassment of carelessness, something often found in Hillary's ultimatums.  After all I have become a muse for these people, and she is the careless pedophile. Like all pedophiles, their downfalls are much rejected by lust.
I talked about being serialized, and how I have left behind a good enough (*circled and prominent in realty*) paper trail. I have told therapist, social workers, even the police, and wrote it a few times all over the internet. I have seen myself cry at the fact every part of womanhood has been ripped away from me, and I feeling too weak to nurture relationships again. I have placed video's on youtube, begging to get this technology criminalized and come out for the truth in our lives as we fall to what I have seen in my own reality as one of the most corrupt government handlers known.


About a week or two ago Barack Obama said he owes me 36 Billion, or something like that.
Because they did so much to me.



I come here to vent, let go of my mind for a minute and tell the honest written truth to the woes I have seen, I work on my little science experiments. Talk about my trauma by the US Government.


I write incredibly graphic events. Horrendous in Nature. Somethings I wish I never looked at and saw. Somethings that I never wished I went through.


I talk about the inside workings of our Internal Government System.

I feel as if though, you should know I thinking I may have failed at this.

I didnt get the message across.

I didnt say everything.

And if I did, it was rejected and written off as punitive, or worse- taken part in against me. Only for a mere lie of momentary gain, subsequently a loss.
If you people dont think we have to pay this conspiracy off with our hands, you might want to check the balances. Nothing is free.
Obama is bankrupting this Country and it's happening in front of our faces.

I heard that America is due to fall in 200 years. That is two or three short lifetimes, and this is the start.
You better start caring more about the corruption in our Government and demand reversal of the abuse we have been put under. I still believe there is power in numbers.
We all know right from wrong regardless of the money. There are babies with their eyes being removed, raped and slaughter just for the fun of these people. If you have supported this, you should walk to hell. Right where the Devil wants you.
Do not believe the lies of these people.


Obama lost a lot of money on me.
So he hurt me.
Internal Government is allowed to bid on human beings. Each Patient Care Plan they choose gives them money. So for each person Obama gives Cancer he receives money for.
I cured a lot of diseases in my day.
You can see the problem here.

So I just made a quick breakfast, I am going to take a shower here soon, and then relax some more.
Having PID, means that I cant breath when I exert myself, I think I need to go to the hospital. The doctor at the clinic said if I dont see an improvement in two days then go to the hospital.

I need to put this because I have been told a couple of times that well... the government is basically trying to kill me off... but that maybe they put HIV in my medicine when I get a shot.

I just want to put that in case it turns out to be true.

I am sooo mad with the hospitals. So mad at our medical establishments for hurting me like this.

twice when I went to get rocephen as the hospital they purposefully hit my bone with the needle. Last time she was actually nice and didnt, but this was a different place.

I am going to try and document my whole process with pid, and everything.
The day after the visit to the doctor I had large amount of discharge. This means my infection was so bad that the antibiotic cut through the infection just to be able to start discharging.

So, because I have been unable to to get antibiotics for like 3 years prior to this (or basically since california), because it's on my Patient Care Plan to be forced to have a hysterectomy one day... and honestly I was thinking about it, if I knew all this would happen to me with my ovums being stolen, I would have gotten one 3 years after I started my menus to prevent that.
I do hope that if any of the pieces of me survive I will meet them one day, and love them.
So anyways, I sought out treatment through online resources often. I spent a good majority of my income trying to stay healthy. From Mangosteen juice by the gallons, to neem leaves, iodine therapy, online antibiotics, silver water, aloe, cloraphiyl, garlic and more garlic, turmeric daily, and basically anything that would clear my system and help me fight the infection. I bought Macuba Honey that is about $30/$40 for a small jar, Vitamins and minerals buy one get one free, I ate fruits, veggies, whole grains, good quality meats and proteins, and tried to revive my system over and over again... I am sure I have fought off septic shock a few times, I have dealt with MERSA infections from hell, again and again on my behind. Went to the doctor, and could not get antibiotics. I was basically told to put triple antibiotic ointment on it and go my way.
It's finally cleared up with in the past half year because the Pope killed the infection completely with this technology, I think. He basically hinted that if he didnt do that now, when I am old half my butt with be gone and I'll die because of this. I am sure if I didnt take so many added precautions and helped myself system could have shut down. Maybe like a kidney or something, my heart could have stopped with how high my infection was. Seriously, it was so bad that walking someday was strenuous and painful. No one would help me. That was the last thing he did for me before he was kinda forced to leave my side.
I had sunken in eyes, I was forced to urinate every time I took a drink of liquid so nothing was staying in my system, they used this technology to make me have perfuse bowl movements and smell like feses so I wasn't digesting any nutrients, the top layer of skin on my legs started to peel away because I couldnt get oxygen in my blood stream, every time I took antibiotics they wrote on my internal record that I was trying to commit suicide, the doctors acted like nothing was wrong with me even when I had green puss seeping from my vagina by the ounce full.
It was really hard to walk through this alone.

Thinking about this I am brought to tears over how much I have dealt with.
Besides the physical medical stuff I was dealing with, I has being traumatized with child pornography, raped daily through this technology, and they hired people in the area to drug me and break into my little run down studio apartment and rape me.

The reason my infection would not clear up is because they kept sticking a device in me that instigates the reciprocation of bacteria or viral entities. They put it in me nightly. I had to deal with Bacteria Vaginas, Chlamydia, Gohhneria, they infected me with HPV on my eye lid, mouth, cervix, and the vagina (still cannot receive a diagnosis). I smelled really bad for a year. Toxins were seeping out of my pores and if you have had a VD for any extended period of time, you know how bad that can be.
They took this technology and a caused skin infections in my vagina and changed the ascetics of it. Made my inner labia skin extended, larger, uneven, and turned it brown looking. The infection was so bad that the inner skin of my vagina was brownish red, and the inner labia almost turned black looking.
The doctors at the woman's clinic I went to shoved a large Q-Tip on purpose in my urethra and it changed my urethra opening to be larger and now with extra pieces of skin from trauma and tearing. It was the type of Q-tip that they use to scrape the cervix with, the long ones with lots of cotton. She was going to shove it in further if I didnt make her to stop. When I said to stop and told her it was in my urethra she said it wasnt, and then took it and moved it forcefully more up and down. Then I just about cried, she tried to touch it again and did not listen with I said to stop, I had to remove her hands away from me and pull it out myself because she was going to cause more damage. I went to the hospital afterwards because I could not urinate and they gave me numbing cream. I almost want to say they shoved something up there when they did that, like a plug or something.

All vaginas that have dramatically changed in America and foreign, the government did it to us. I guess it's their way of making sure people dont sleep around too much and part of population control.
I dont think this should happen to people.
I looked online at Germany woman, and a woman had a VERY LARGE clitoris that resembled a penis, and someone says "Yup, they used this technology to to go that to her."
All of our vaginas that have that problems are basically caused by this technology.  

So I studied Vaginas around the world one day, just ascetics, and you can see from area to area the personal touches of traumatizers. The differences from an American vagina after this technology, to German, Brittian, Columbia, Russian, ect. All changed because of this technology.

I was told my aunt was one of the original test subjects for this type of trauma. She was a street prostitute back in the 70's and 80's, and one of first in Metro Detroit to have her vagina changed. It used to be just used on prostitutes that make too much money illegally. Now it's used on children and regular women. Even women that have had one sex partner their entire life. I have seen them use this technology in the womb on a new born to do this to her vagina as well.

If you took a poll and watched the onset of vaginal deformity through the generations you will notice went the government started doing that to us.


They did it to me the first time when I just turned 18. I had sex with three people. I was told once or a few times that because of where I came from that was never supposed to have happened to me, but traumatizers receive money for every vagina they deform, so each patient care plan is picked up and implemented to do so.

If you have a PARENT PROTECTION PROGRAM on your internal record they will not do this to you, because it becomes illegal.
I dont have one anymore, or ever for that matter at far as I can see, and they give all new mothers one, but they would not and will not give one to me or my child. I am not allowed to have one.
Because they feel I must suffer this abuse.

Right before ... died is when I sat down and looked at the international vagina scene. We were sitting together and I asked her "does this mean this wont happen to our young anymore." Referring to my story changing how our internal government is run and stopping the abuse onto our public.
She said "Yes!"
I really like this woman, she made me feel elegant and professional. Out of all the presidents she was very classy, and still believed (in my opinion) in American freedom.
Her saying that is the reason why Hillary Clinton set her up for murder. She died a few days later. Because if Ms. Reagan came out with me in the press, then Hillary would loose her footing.
So before she was murdered we had a few conversations.
One was about the Vaginas. I was so excited to hear that this would get accomplished in this generation. Although, I think it's not my place to cross the line with other's vaginas, like children, and I still have this set back about even trying to help end this because it's a very private issue, and in my absolute being it's not my place to judge even through I know I am not judging them, my feelings can still be a little mixed up, but cognitively I know the difference. It's an effect of all the trauma I have endured. I take and hold onto a lot of blame and guilt even though it's not my fault.

I cant remember the other conversations we had because I have been mind washed. I do remember Hillary yelling over her about killing her, but I cant remember verbatim what she said.
I think she said "Kill her, she's too old anyways." Or something like that.
Someone just said "she knew she was going to be set up."

When I say I cant remember verbatim what was said, I remember aspects of the situation, just not full detail. I have a photographic memory, pretty well intact so... for me when I look back at that moment. I remember the area of where the sound was coming from. What I was doing at the time I heard this, what color or dimensional reasoning the telepathic sound was traveling on.  This time it happened to be shown through a grey and black ordinance. It's almost like looking into the room with them without light, but still seeing them. If you have even been blindfolded, but can still make out large shapes and movements, it's like seeing them like that.

A few times Hillary did not know I was listening, someone just turned it on her when she was being ultimately corrupt so she can be brought down. That happened to be one of those times. I think Bill might have actually done this.
I like Bill, a little.
He's kinda messed up, but he did prevent the third world war from starting.
All the Presidents and their wives are a little messed up, honestly.

Bill did say to me I will be President one day. I think that's why they are keeping me around, and letting me come out with all of this. Because I am qualified for the Job, and able to handle it. I do have to finish school before I even think about that.  For Obama's last term partial internal president of the United States Of America. And for two years straight, which has never happened before, I was also awarded scientist of the year award, only internally. I do a lot of work for people. I make a lot of things happen and come together. I get stuff accomplished. I do it quickly, and I am a problem solver. Plus, because I have been raised by these types of people I genuinely, for the most part, get along with them, and hate the sin not the sinner. Plus, I just wont sway when something is wrong, and I think if I can prove myself as a woman that is honest through all of this (I have), we have all agreed that I would do all that is in my power to be just and restore everything I can to be the best and healthiest it can be. Plus, I love God, and never want to leave his side. So I will stay in his good graces, because I look forward very much to Heaven with Him. And remarkably I can end all wars with my great intelligence and my witty inventions, and subsidies others incomes with my revolutionary ideas and yes, inventions, so the reasons for war from a-z will be solved. Right, because I can make stuff prosperous beyond our wildest imagination.  For the whole world, really. I can make an entire New Earth and travel in a space ship to new planets. Single handed, almost. Were going space exploring very in the near future. I will get us to the speed of light and beyond. We can move to space soon if we want. Only under God. That is term and condition.  I really dont want another living soul to encounter the horrors that I have seen and been through. That is why I tried for people.
Lord Rothschild once told me... I forget.  

Once Obama was told, "the only thing you are better at than her is spelling."
It's true.

I am a phonetic speller. Unlike my sister who received a presidential award in school and won spelling bee after spelling bee, I had a minor speech impediment as a child and thats why I am this way. But dont worry I did a lot of research and it comes to find out spelling alone is not a measurement of intelligence. It's not that I cant spell, I just, you know, had a hard life. I need to read more, advance my vocabulary, ect.
I dont really have a problem with showing my faults because I am human and I believe in Grace. I am very secure as a person, actually. I am a very confident woman. I have a lot to live for.
I just understand stuff. I know how thing work, I know purpose and worth. I place more precedent on human life and value than superficial things. I am a woman of substance.
I actually very deep.

I just have a harder time expressing myself, because growing up I had a lot to hide and conceal. I was a trauma victim by the NWO, I was sexually, physically, emotionally abused. I fought through a lot of my pain, and learned to rely on prayer and God a lot. He was all I had sometimes to rock me to sleep and heal my broken heart. I would meditate all day sometimes. Staying in prayer in my head and each step speaking to him in ryhmatic poetry as a young woman. I love Him very deeply. I wrote letters after letters to him through my hardest days. Spoke to him, longed for him, needed him, and even knew he was walking besides me through this all. Everyday he was here with me.
Sometimes I forgot about Him, dealing with life. Sometimes I didnt listen to Him always, but he always loved me. I knew this. I see this in my life. I should be dead, I am not.

I ask him some days now if he will just take me home. Away from all this pain, away from the sights I see, away from my body, return me home. I beg Him sometimes.

Why didnt you just let me die. This technology said that I died many times, like a 300 times or so. It could not read brain waves, I've stop breathing, ect.. I dont know really who revived me, or why, but sometimes I wish, even with all I see positive in the future, that I would have left. I wish because I have been stripped of just about everything in my life. Even my own womb has become an experiment. I was told that I may have been made into a female from a male in the womb. They littlerally turned me into a girl child. I heard a lot of stuff about being traumatized in the womb. Like they raped me with my umbilical cord, and made me come out on May 10th, 1989. They moved my placenta in front of the vaginal canal so I had to be a C-section. A lot of cultures still hold this practice as a tainted reality of evil. Birthing experience is very important for a child, and even vaginal vs. cesarean changes a life.

I have been through a lot of abuse. As the Queen's family said "You're extremely abused."
Before I learned to speak up and talk about things, no one would have really known this about me. I think thats part of why my reputation go so bad.

I was told about two years ago by Pope Francis:
Well, this is the conversations:
"You knew this."
"You will grow up one day to marry Jesus Christ."

The image of me as a little girl on the farm playing in the dirt. I must have been in Kindergarten at the time. It was me listening to this: "You will grow up one day to marry Jesus Christ."
At the time it was such a low tone, it only played in my subconscious. I guess it stayed with for life.

At 15, Pope Benedict caused the car wreck that knocked out my teeth. Mohammad mentions this when he says something about the devil grinding teeth. I know he saw my life. I know he was my family. I know he was a Prophet from God. I know this. Like when it's mention that the Daughter of Gods people in the Bible will have a pirate mouth. I do. It fits very well. So anyways, I was ravished and smacked around at the hands of the Devil. Okay.
I know this, that we share the same lineage.
Probably why ISIS offered me 12 trillion dollars to marry into them. I wont. To make babies and other things. He did offer me health though. It was a pretty tempting offer.

So after I wrote that He got mad, because he has been watching me for the past few days. Or Always according to him.
He admitted that he was Evil.
Well, I said maybe not if you heart wasnt like that at the beginning, but we have had this conversation few times and he says that he was an angry child too.
But anyways, he said he was raping julia, the showed me a picture of men around a young girl. And said that's Julia.
Then was said that






Today,
June 3rd, 2016.

PID is extremely hard on your system. I barely have energy today to move, and I just wan to sleep and count sheep until I wake-up.

I am going to start looking for more lawyers that will take my PID case. AND see what I can do about this. If I make enough money I am going to buy a plot of good land and move there. Build a small new house and set up a good work space. Continue and possibly take online classes for school.


But, if I can't I will see if there is anything else I can do. I wonder how bad this is. Textbook definition. I have been operated on and removed from myself.
This is the oddest of feelings when you look from the inward out.

It's like we refuse to recognize the end of the world as we know it.

Like an Alien Apocalypse.
That will happen eventually.
they said that.

So once An Alien landed on this planet.

And so in being they have recorded.

And maybe this is the ways of the heavens and the moons, For only God can do this.

The alignment and release, but to say these things, that the perfect timing of souls traveling back to earth.


Well, she knows that. So how smart is she.

According o this everything about me is man made.

Except I have free will... or something like that.


So I said that I would rewind time and move forward.
Like to meet these people in life, for all I know is that is this supposed to happen.


So my king, whom I dont believe I will find, is a Gentile.

I am Hebrew. Can I find Jesus today?

I mean can I travel back in time and be with him for a while?

I wish I could.

I am not suffering for the cause any longer.

It is Evil to think that you could change the past by in meeting the present.
That is what ISIS just told me, because they dont want to be shunned. I dont think Muhammad would actually shun you.

"What does that say to you? "
I'm Vladimir Putin's assistant.

NO, he did not say that. I filled in the blanks.


LOOK AT MY BOOBS.
Very American, Very woman.



Onward, it;s not evil to wan to hold this for a minute. Why didnt he protect that?

Jesus, why didnt you protect this infant getting fisted?

At first and int he present moment,

Yeah, I'd ask him too. Why didnt he protect that?

Here i thinking about going back in time, and for me even I think that possibly did didnt protect that.

Because it was a differnt day and age, but he did with her, protecting the woman.

Today, the protection is not at fault of being, but at fault of time... These things have been here for a LONG time.

The sight of ugly, to turn away.
an abomination to the Lord.

When  did incest start?
Well, I dont believe that Adam and Eve were incestual.

Even came from Adam.
Adam came first, walking alone. How old was Abam Before Eve was born.
 Actually according to Hindi, woman came first.

from the womb.


then God came back, and then they had babies.

okay.

they were both adults.


I am being traumatized with Julia, but a few weeks ago I hears that they are paying off Julia now.

So Obama I found out about the monkeys and well, it's true Obama raped me the first time around. So why my family sat there and watched and didnt say anything to me when they were told over and over again that they need to speak to me directly, Its baffling really.

I am not sure about the safety of my Family. I dont talk to them. After all of this I kinda disowned them. \


Sp where is PETA in all of this. When The white House has animal/human experiments happening. That they are raped and used to


You wrote that before your diagnosis.

All people in America deserve treatment

Obama needs to be impeached.
Its been talked about. 

Family.

Maybe I should write about my family and everything...


So I am being traumatized with my niece, and I just want to tell you all, that I have pretty much disowned my family after all of this.

They traumatize me a lot.

I dont know where to start, except the reason why I was a child prostitute was because my grandmother enlisted me into the program. I head once that ever child within a 100 mile radius that was molested was viewed and controlled by her through this technology.
I dont know, but I was told that I was raped by men, and sold physically. I dont remember really, sometimes they give me flash backs, but then again they could be made-up. Although, you live in the Godsey household. They can reclose a vagina with this technology, they can basically do everything with this technology. Like turn off pain, deform vaginas, basically anything that can act organically can be technologically enhanced.

Sorry to all the kids.
I guess you will receive compensation on my namesake for this, and like all great stories, I am left int he dust dealing with the abuse without anything except more misery.

So Julia is my niece. Her father molested me for 10 years of my childhood while both of us were sold into child prostitution and placed into programs for mind control and such. I dont have any relationship with him besided when I am spoken to through this by them, or traumatized by him.

Our Aunt Christine set up my first sexual assault at 3 or 4.  Through mind control... and I have been traumatized ever since. Like with Government sex crimes, and Bill Clinton's mistress giving falicio and such, before Monica, I was like 4 or 5. I dont think I was traumatized with her. My program was to make Mistress to the State or grow up and be a presidential candidate... basically you have two sides. I unwittetly completed both in my life.
She also had Eminem rape his own daughter Haliey, and made sure he did not wear a condom. Eminem works for my family, my family works for the top drug dealer in America. So they run things.
That is why all of this is happening. I witness these things.

My grandfather was a pretty bad man, he could have been President once upon a time. I come from a family of incest. okay. They manage to keep things together. We are long term generational abuse.
My grandmother has murdered many people in her day, I am sure including family. Yes, this is scary, but you should know about me.
Yes, I can be knocked off any day, but I have a lot of worth, so I am kept around.
I really want to tell, and please take my word for it, because I dont want to go into a college type seminar on Generational Sexual Abuse and CIA government involvement mind control, but they are NOT the worst people in the world, and they are the worst people, too.
They work for the CIA and help very much to control the drug game. My family makes more money then Eminem, Beyonce and Jay, and fall someplace under the level of Putin. They run stuff.

My grandmother has a lot of power in the drug game, and basically threw me under the bus... like always.
Like not being honest with me in adulthood, but mostly because I dont like the horrors that come with this.

I was never supposed to grow up and know this, but I found out, because I became America's Rape Victim.

My mom said the last time we spoke telepathically "would you have rather been like a Beyonce, or like Grace?"
I said myself of course, because Beyonce does some of the worst things.

Basically as a child I had my body altered to not be as beautiful, like with stretch marks, and skin discolorations to retire me, and I wouldnt grow up to be a "star," and find out about what happened, and live a normal life. Basically so I wouldnt have access to this technology and look into my subconscious. I was placed on a no treatment list before 15, probably my whole life to cover all of this up. I've heard that a few times. So if I contracted a Venereal Disease they could kill the infection with this technology, or treat me while I was knocked out.

Madonna was one of my original traumatizes.

My grandmother traumatized and was a handler to Marilyn Monroe and a lot of other big name stars, my grandfather who got our family into this, too.

So... now I am unsure about my niece's safety. I heard that Her mother sold her for money, and placed her in a Mental clinic almost a year ago and she was sold to the Barak Obama, and Irvin Posey Jr. They took turns raping her.
I cant speak to her. I dont have their phone number, and even if I did, her mother is a fucking nut and sat there for the first year and.... welll... I'll go into that one day, but I am not allowed to speak to her. MY dad Brother and sister traumatized me to the point I flipped over and and gave up. I tried a lot to make sure they were safe.

They sat there for two years traumatizing me with violence. I called every night to make sure they didn't get a hit on them. I was scared out of my wits. This is why I disowned them, because they did the majority of the trauma, and played games with me.

THIS NEED TO STOP, PLEASE HELP THIS END.


I am writing to say to Julia, I am so sorry if you were hurt. I cant hold an unhealthy relationship with the people who abuse me anymore. I love you, but because of your parents I cant help you. I am not allowed right now. I dont want to go against you Patient Care Plan right now because I went against mine, and you can see how that has come to be in my life.

Your mother sat there for the first year of this and watched me be violated and raped, then called me a pedophile over and over again. I asked a lot for Grandpa to help me get out of the situation, but Irvin killed people over me, and would break into my house while I was sleeping and set me up for rapes. Our family watched this and didnt help me out of it.

If this has affected you, I am sorry.

I would never do that to you.
I cant help you, and I cant deal with the fact that no one loves me, either.

Heather once said
"Yes, I would sell my kid for $170,00." I didnt believe it at the time, but I dont know what trauma and what's fact when I cant speak and see you in person. A LOT went on in my life during the past four years.

I'll explain later.

WHERE IS MY SUPPORT?

WHERE IS MY MONEY? 

Long and exhausting...

So, my life is being broadcast all over the world without my permission under the expression that I am a serious sex offend and I quote Hillary Clinton "need to be controlled."

Why didn't you just bring this to court, then?

It was over mind control and a tissue. Guess what she said. "She'll win."
Yeah, because I didn't sexually assault anyone, nor have I.  Smart one.

In the beginning of this whole issue, Obama shut down the Government and is now illegally paying off just about everyone, and placing us in major debt and in my opinion causing bankruptcy for America in the future. I am not sure that is going to work, but for all the people that have knowledge of what has not only happened to me, but to all the other victims I mention on here and what they have witnessed through this technology and the horrors of these event, and chooses to protect them, need to be held accountable.
They need to be brought to court and placed onto a sex offender's docket. Obama Administration should not be able to get away with this. Hillary Clinton should not be able to continue these horrors.

America's privacy is being violated and we are being spied on constantly because Obama decided to change a few internal laws.

The people that have raped or aided and abided my rapes need to be prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law.
Especially if I am not the only one.

This technology needs to be criminalized. People need to be able to think freely with out subliminal processing.


I cant tell you how much my heart is in pain. I dont think I can relay this to the public through typing.


I sit here and every day have all of my personal and private thoughts broadcast to everyone I come in contact with. Nothing is sacred anymore, especially for me.

I am traumatized, raped, prostituted, violated, annoyed, irritated, changed everyday. Nothing I do or dont do, past or present, will or would have changed this.

I have been forced into situations because the government thinks its a great idea to control the situation by violating peoples physic with abuse and cooarsing them with a source of income. Most of the time the income involved raping me, or at the very least speaking poorly on me.
It's EVERYONE.

I should sue. Honestly, but because of this technology and the threat of the government towards it's people I cant find a lawyer to take me case.

I yelled today at a few people... Because part of my trauma is that everyone around me is allowed to forcefully control my actions and thoughts through mind control.

I am threatened with violent acts of rape constantly. I live in Detroit. Murder Capitol of the world. I am threatened with violent acts of rape every time I voice my opinion. Like being choked, or fisted. A few days ago it was a dead caucus roadkill of a rabbit. I am sure that happened to me.

They knock me out, and deny oxygen to my brain until I pass out. I cant fight it off. I've tried a lot. I cant seek help like a normal person.

Everyone around me, pretty much forced date rape drugs onto me. From them putting it in food at the grocery store, or stalking me and poisoning my food when I leave it in my car. Seriously. I am put on a no treatment list so no date rape drug are able to show up on external results, or they change the results with this technology, to the police having to listen to the president, and I have no protection.
I mean they are paying people $100,000+ each dependent on their part in the operation to destroy me, violate me, rape me, humiliate me, hurt me... the list goes on.

That is our TAX PAYERS MONEY!
Besides the fact that this technology costs $8,000 a minute with some programs to run. It has a VERY high amount of energy consumption.

They paid off all my friends. My family.

I dont have anyone.

No one is allowed to talk to me like a normal person.  Not that they ever did.