So I just made a quick breakfast, I am going to take a shower here soon, and then relax some more.
Having PID, means that I cant breath when I exert myself, I think I need to go to the hospital. The doctor at the clinic said if I dont see an improvement in two days then go to the hospital.
I need to put this because I have been told a couple of times that well... the government is basically trying to kill me off... but that maybe they put HIV in my medicine when I get a shot.
I just want to put that in case it turns out to be true.
I am sooo mad with the hospitals. So mad at our medical establishments for hurting me like this.
twice when I went to get rocephen as the hospital they purposefully hit my bone with the needle. Last time she was actually nice and didnt, but this was a different place.
I am going to try and document my whole process with pid, and everything.
The day after the visit to the doctor I had large amount of discharge. This means my infection was so bad that the antibiotic cut through the infection just to be able to start discharging.
So, because I have been unable to to get antibiotics for like 3 years prior to this (or basically since california), because it's on my Patient Care Plan to be forced to have a hysterectomy one day... and honestly I was thinking about it, if I knew all this would happen to me with my ovums being stolen, I would have gotten one 3 years after I started my menus to prevent that.
I do hope that if any of the pieces of me survive I will meet them one day, and love them.
So anyways, I sought out treatment through online resources often. I spent a good majority of my income trying to stay healthy. From Mangosteen juice by the gallons, to neem leaves, iodine therapy, online antibiotics, silver water, aloe, cloraphiyl, garlic and more garlic, turmeric daily, and basically anything that would clear my system and help me fight the infection. I bought Macuba Honey that is about $30/$40 for a small jar, Vitamins and minerals buy one get one free, I ate fruits, veggies, whole grains, good quality meats and proteins, and tried to revive my system over and over again... I am sure I have fought off septic shock a few times, I have dealt with MERSA infections from hell, again and again on my behind. Went to the doctor, and could not get antibiotics. I was basically told to put triple antibiotic ointment on it and go my way.
It's finally cleared up with in the past half year because the Pope killed the infection completely with this technology, I think. He basically hinted that if he didnt do that now, when I am old half my butt with be gone and I'll die because of this. I am sure if I didnt take so many added precautions and helped myself system could have shut down. Maybe like a kidney or something, my heart could have stopped with how high my infection was. Seriously, it was so bad that walking someday was strenuous and painful. No one would help me. That was the last thing he did for me before he was kinda forced to leave my side.
I had sunken in eyes, I was forced to urinate every time I took a drink of liquid so nothing was staying in my system, they used this technology to make me have perfuse bowl movements and smell like feses so I wasn't digesting any nutrients, the top layer of skin on my legs started to peel away because I couldnt get oxygen in my blood stream, every time I took antibiotics they wrote on my internal record that I was trying to commit suicide, the doctors acted like nothing was wrong with me even when I had green puss seeping from my vagina by the ounce full.
It was really hard to walk through this alone.
Thinking about this I am brought to tears over how much I have dealt with.
Besides the physical medical stuff I was dealing with, I has being traumatized with child pornography, raped daily through this technology, and they hired people in the area to drug me and break into my little run down studio apartment and rape me.
The reason my infection would not clear up is because they kept sticking a device in me that instigates the reciprocation of bacteria or viral entities. They put it in me nightly. I had to deal with Bacteria Vaginas, Chlamydia, Gohhneria, they infected me with HPV on my eye lid, mouth, cervix, and the vagina (still cannot receive a diagnosis). I smelled really bad for a year. Toxins were seeping out of my pores and if you have had a VD for any extended period of time, you know how bad that can be.
They took this technology and a caused skin infections in my vagina and changed the ascetics of it. Made my inner labia skin extended, larger, uneven, and turned it brown looking. The infection was so bad that the inner skin of my vagina was brownish red, and the inner labia almost turned black looking.
The doctors at the woman's clinic I went to shoved a large Q-Tip on purpose in my urethra and it changed my urethra opening to be larger and now with extra pieces of skin from trauma and tearing. It was the type of Q-tip that they use to scrape the cervix with, the long ones with lots of cotton. She was going to shove it in further if I didnt make her to stop. When I said to stop and told her it was in my urethra she said it wasnt, and then took it and moved it forcefully more up and down. Then I just about cried, she tried to touch it again and did not listen with I said to stop, I had to remove her hands away from me and pull it out myself because she was going to cause more damage. I went to the hospital afterwards because I could not urinate and they gave me numbing cream. I almost want to say they shoved something up there when they did that, like a plug or something.
All vaginas that have dramatically changed in America and foreign, the government did it to us. I guess it's their way of making sure people dont sleep around too much and part of population control.
I dont think this should happen to people.
I looked online at Germany woman, and a woman had a VERY LARGE clitoris that resembled a penis, and someone says "Yup, they used this technology to to go that to her."
All of our vaginas that have that problems are basically caused by this technology.
So I studied Vaginas around the world one day, just ascetics, and you can see from area to area the personal touches of traumatizers. The differences from an American vagina after this technology, to German, Brittian, Columbia, Russian, ect. All changed because of this technology.
I was told my aunt was one of the original test subjects for this type of trauma. She was a street prostitute back in the 70's and 80's, and one of first in Metro Detroit to have her vagina changed. It used to be just used on prostitutes that make too much money illegally. Now it's used on children and regular women. Even women that have had one sex partner their entire life. I have seen them use this technology in the womb on a new born to do this to her vagina as well.
If you took a poll and watched the onset of vaginal deformity through the generations you will notice went the government started doing that to us.
They did it to me the first time when I just turned 18. I had sex with three people. I was told once or a few times that because of where I came from that was never supposed to have happened to me, but traumatizers receive money for every vagina they deform, so each patient care plan is picked up and implemented to do so.
If you have a PARENT PROTECTION PROGRAM on your internal record they will not do this to you, because it becomes illegal.
I dont have one anymore, or ever for that matter at far as I can see, and they give all new mothers one, but they would not and will not give one to me or my child. I am not allowed to have one.
Because they feel I must suffer this abuse.
Right before ... died is when I sat down and looked at the international vagina scene. We were sitting together and I asked her "does this mean this wont happen to our young anymore." Referring to my story changing how our internal government is run and stopping the abuse onto our public.
She said "Yes!"
I really like this woman, she made me feel elegant and professional. Out of all the presidents she was very classy, and still believed (in my opinion) in American freedom.
Her saying that is the reason why Hillary Clinton set her up for murder. She died a few days later. Because if Ms. Reagan came out with me in the press, then Hillary would loose her footing.
So before she was murdered we had a few conversations.
One was about the Vaginas. I was so excited to hear that this would get accomplished in this generation. Although, I think it's not my place to cross the line with other's vaginas, like children, and I still have this set back about even trying to help end this because it's a very private issue, and in my absolute being it's not my place to judge even through I know I am not judging them, my feelings can still be a little mixed up, but cognitively I know the difference. It's an effect of all the trauma I have endured. I take and hold onto a lot of blame and guilt even though it's not my fault.
I cant remember the other conversations we had because I have been mind washed. I do remember Hillary yelling over her about killing her, but I cant remember verbatim what she said.
I think she said "Kill her, she's too old anyways." Or something like that.
Someone just said "she knew she was going to be set up."
When I say I cant remember verbatim what was said, I remember aspects of the situation, just not full detail. I have a photographic memory, pretty well intact so... for me when I look back at that moment. I remember the area of where the sound was coming from. What I was doing at the time I heard this, what color or dimensional reasoning the telepathic sound was traveling on. This time it happened to be shown through a grey and black ordinance. It's almost like looking into the room with them without light, but still seeing them. If you have even been blindfolded, but can still make out large shapes and movements, it's like seeing them like that.
A few times Hillary did not know I was listening, someone just turned it on her when she was being ultimately corrupt so she can be brought down. That happened to be one of those times. I think Bill might have actually done this.
I like Bill, a little.
He's kinda messed up, but he did prevent the third world war from starting.
All the Presidents and their wives are a little messed up, honestly.
Bill did say to me I will be President one day. I think that's why they are keeping me around, and letting me come out with all of this. Because I am qualified for the Job, and able to handle it. I do have to finish school before I even think about that. For Obama's last term partial internal president of the United States Of America. And for two years straight, which has never happened before, I was also awarded scientist of the year award, only internally. I do a lot of work for people. I make a lot of things happen and come together. I get stuff accomplished. I do it quickly, and I am a problem solver. Plus, because I have been raised by these types of people I genuinely, for the most part, get along with them, and hate the sin not the sinner. Plus, I just wont sway when something is wrong, and I think if I can prove myself as a woman that is honest through all of this (I have), we have all agreed that I would do all that is in my power to be just and restore everything I can to be the best and healthiest it can be. Plus, I love God, and never want to leave his side. So I will stay in his good graces, because I look forward very much to Heaven with Him. And remarkably I can end all wars with my great intelligence and my witty inventions, and subsidies others incomes with my revolutionary ideas and yes, inventions, so the reasons for war from a-z will be solved. Right, because I can make stuff prosperous beyond our wildest imagination. For the whole world, really. I can make an entire New Earth and travel in a space ship to new planets. Single handed, almost. Were going space exploring very in the near future. I will get us to the speed of light and beyond. We can move to space soon if we want. Only under God. That is term and condition. I really dont want another living soul to encounter the horrors that I have seen and been through. That is why I tried for people.
Lord Rothschild once told me... I forget.
Once Obama was told, "the only thing you are better at than her is spelling."
It's true.
I am a phonetic speller. Unlike my sister who received a presidential award in school and won spelling bee after spelling bee, I had a minor speech impediment as a child and thats why I am this way. But dont worry I did a lot of research and it comes to find out spelling alone is not a measurement of intelligence. It's not that I cant spell, I just, you know, had a hard life. I need to read more, advance my vocabulary, ect.
I dont really have a problem with showing my faults because I am human and I believe in Grace. I am very secure as a person, actually. I am a very confident woman. I have a lot to live for.
I just understand stuff. I know how thing work, I know purpose and worth. I place more precedent on human life and value than superficial things. I am a woman of substance.
I actually very deep.
I just have a harder time expressing myself, because growing up I had a lot to hide and conceal. I was a trauma victim by the NWO, I was sexually, physically, emotionally abused. I fought through a lot of my pain, and learned to rely on prayer and God a lot. He was all I had sometimes to rock me to sleep and heal my broken heart. I would meditate all day sometimes. Staying in prayer in my head and each step speaking to him in ryhmatic poetry as a young woman. I love Him very deeply. I wrote letters after letters to him through my hardest days. Spoke to him, longed for him, needed him, and even knew he was walking besides me through this all. Everyday he was here with me.
Sometimes I forgot about Him, dealing with life. Sometimes I didnt listen to Him always, but he always loved me. I knew this. I see this in my life. I should be dead, I am not.
I ask him some days now if he will just take me home. Away from all this pain, away from the sights I see, away from my body, return me home. I beg Him sometimes.
Why didnt you just let me die. This technology said that I died many times, like a 300 times or so. It could not read brain waves, I've stop breathing, ect.. I dont know really who revived me, or why, but sometimes I wish, even with all I see positive in the future, that I would have left. I wish because I have been stripped of just about everything in my life. Even my own womb has become an experiment. I was told that I may have been made into a female from a male in the womb. They littlerally turned me into a girl child. I heard a lot of stuff about being traumatized in the womb. Like they raped me with my umbilical cord, and made me come out on May 10th, 1989. They moved my placenta in front of the vaginal canal so I had to be a C-section. A lot of cultures still hold this practice as a tainted reality of evil. Birthing experience is very important for a child, and even vaginal vs. cesarean changes a life.
I have been through a lot of abuse. As the Queen's family said "You're extremely abused."
Before I learned to speak up and talk about things, no one would have really known this about me. I think thats part of why my reputation go so bad.
I was told about two years ago by Pope Francis:
Well, this is the conversations:
"You knew this."
"You will grow up one day to marry Jesus Christ."
The image of me as a little girl on the farm playing in the dirt. I must have been in Kindergarten at the time. It was me listening to this: "You will grow up one day to marry Jesus Christ."
At the time it was such a low tone, it only played in my subconscious. I guess it stayed with for life.
At 15, Pope Benedict caused the car wreck that knocked out my teeth. Mohammad mentions this when he says something about the devil grinding teeth. I know he saw my life. I know he was my family. I know he was a Prophet from God. I know this. Like when it's mention that the Daughter of Gods people in the Bible will have a pirate mouth. I do. It fits very well. So anyways, I was ravished and smacked around at the hands of the Devil. Okay.
I know this, that we share the same lineage.
Probably why ISIS offered me 12 trillion dollars to marry into them. I wont. To make babies and other things. He did offer me health though. It was a pretty tempting offer.
So after I wrote that He got mad, because he has been watching me for the past few days. Or Always according to him.
He admitted that he was Evil.
Well, I said maybe not if you heart wasnt like that at the beginning, but we have had this conversation few times and he says that he was an angry child too.
But anyways, he said he was raping julia, the showed me a picture of men around a young girl. And said that's Julia.
Then was said that
Today,
June 3rd, 2016.
PID is extremely hard on your system. I barely have energy today to move, and I just wan to sleep and count sheep until I wake-up.
I am going to start looking for more lawyers that will take my PID case. AND see what I can do about this. If I make enough money I am going to buy a plot of good land and move there. Build a small new house and set up a good work space. Continue and possibly take online classes for school.
But, if I can't I will see if there is anything else I can do. I wonder how bad this is. Textbook definition. I have been operated on and removed from myself.
This is the oddest of feelings when you look from the inward out.
It's like we refuse to recognize the end of the world as we know it.
Like an Alien Apocalypse.
That will happen eventually.
they said that.
So once An Alien landed on this planet.
And so in being they have recorded.
And maybe this is the ways of the heavens and the moons, For only God can do this.
The alignment and release, but to say these things, that the perfect timing of souls traveling back to earth.
Well, she knows that. So how smart is she.
According o this everything about me is man made.
Except I have free will... or something like that.
So I said that I would rewind time and move forward.
Like to meet these people in life, for all I know is that is this supposed to happen.
So my king, whom I dont believe I will find, is a Gentile.
I am Hebrew. Can I find Jesus today?
I mean can I travel back in time and be with him for a while?
I wish I could.
I am not suffering for the cause any longer.
It is Evil to think that you could change the past by in meeting the present.
That is what ISIS just told me, because they dont want to be shunned. I dont think Muhammad would actually shun you.
"What does that say to you? "
I'm Vladimir Putin's assistant.
NO, he did not say that. I filled in the blanks.
LOOK AT MY BOOBS.
Very American, Very woman.
Onward, it;s not evil to wan to hold this for a minute. Why didnt he protect that?
Jesus, why didnt you protect this infant getting fisted?
At first and int he present moment,
Yeah, I'd ask him too. Why didnt he protect that?
Here i thinking about going back in time, and for me even I think that possibly did didnt protect that.
Because it was a differnt day and age, but he did with her, protecting the woman.
Today, the protection is not at fault of being, but at fault of time... These things have been here for a LONG time.
The sight of ugly, to turn away.
an abomination to the Lord.
When did incest start?
Well, I dont believe that Adam and Eve were incestual.
Even came from Adam.
Adam came first, walking alone. How old was Abam Before Eve was born.
Actually according to Hindi, woman came first.
from the womb.
then God came back, and then they had babies.
okay.
they were both adults.
I am being traumatized with Julia, but a few weeks ago I hears that they are paying off Julia now.
So Obama I found out about the monkeys and well, it's true Obama raped me the first time around. So why my family sat there and watched and didnt say anything to me when they were told over and over again that they need to speak to me directly, Its baffling really.
I am not sure about the safety of my Family. I dont talk to them. After all of this I kinda disowned them. \
Sp where is PETA in all of this. When The white House has animal/human experiments happening. That they are raped and used to
You wrote that before your diagnosis.
All people in America deserve treatment
Obama needs to be impeached.
Its been talked about.
Having PID, means that I cant breath when I exert myself, I think I need to go to the hospital. The doctor at the clinic said if I dont see an improvement in two days then go to the hospital.
I need to put this because I have been told a couple of times that well... the government is basically trying to kill me off... but that maybe they put HIV in my medicine when I get a shot.
I just want to put that in case it turns out to be true.
I am sooo mad with the hospitals. So mad at our medical establishments for hurting me like this.
twice when I went to get rocephen as the hospital they purposefully hit my bone with the needle. Last time she was actually nice and didnt, but this was a different place.
I am going to try and document my whole process with pid, and everything.
The day after the visit to the doctor I had large amount of discharge. This means my infection was so bad that the antibiotic cut through the infection just to be able to start discharging.
So, because I have been unable to to get antibiotics for like 3 years prior to this (or basically since california), because it's on my Patient Care Plan to be forced to have a hysterectomy one day... and honestly I was thinking about it, if I knew all this would happen to me with my ovums being stolen, I would have gotten one 3 years after I started my menus to prevent that.
I do hope that if any of the pieces of me survive I will meet them one day, and love them.
So anyways, I sought out treatment through online resources often. I spent a good majority of my income trying to stay healthy. From Mangosteen juice by the gallons, to neem leaves, iodine therapy, online antibiotics, silver water, aloe, cloraphiyl, garlic and more garlic, turmeric daily, and basically anything that would clear my system and help me fight the infection. I bought Macuba Honey that is about $30/$40 for a small jar, Vitamins and minerals buy one get one free, I ate fruits, veggies, whole grains, good quality meats and proteins, and tried to revive my system over and over again... I am sure I have fought off septic shock a few times, I have dealt with MERSA infections from hell, again and again on my behind. Went to the doctor, and could not get antibiotics. I was basically told to put triple antibiotic ointment on it and go my way.
It's finally cleared up with in the past half year because the Pope killed the infection completely with this technology, I think. He basically hinted that if he didnt do that now, when I am old half my butt with be gone and I'll die because of this. I am sure if I didnt take so many added precautions and helped myself system could have shut down. Maybe like a kidney or something, my heart could have stopped with how high my infection was. Seriously, it was so bad that walking someday was strenuous and painful. No one would help me. That was the last thing he did for me before he was kinda forced to leave my side.
I had sunken in eyes, I was forced to urinate every time I took a drink of liquid so nothing was staying in my system, they used this technology to make me have perfuse bowl movements and smell like feses so I wasn't digesting any nutrients, the top layer of skin on my legs started to peel away because I couldnt get oxygen in my blood stream, every time I took antibiotics they wrote on my internal record that I was trying to commit suicide, the doctors acted like nothing was wrong with me even when I had green puss seeping from my vagina by the ounce full.
It was really hard to walk through this alone.
Thinking about this I am brought to tears over how much I have dealt with.
Besides the physical medical stuff I was dealing with, I has being traumatized with child pornography, raped daily through this technology, and they hired people in the area to drug me and break into my little run down studio apartment and rape me.
The reason my infection would not clear up is because they kept sticking a device in me that instigates the reciprocation of bacteria or viral entities. They put it in me nightly. I had to deal with Bacteria Vaginas, Chlamydia, Gohhneria, they infected me with HPV on my eye lid, mouth, cervix, and the vagina (still cannot receive a diagnosis). I smelled really bad for a year. Toxins were seeping out of my pores and if you have had a VD for any extended period of time, you know how bad that can be.
They took this technology and a caused skin infections in my vagina and changed the ascetics of it. Made my inner labia skin extended, larger, uneven, and turned it brown looking. The infection was so bad that the inner skin of my vagina was brownish red, and the inner labia almost turned black looking.
The doctors at the woman's clinic I went to shoved a large Q-Tip on purpose in my urethra and it changed my urethra opening to be larger and now with extra pieces of skin from trauma and tearing. It was the type of Q-tip that they use to scrape the cervix with, the long ones with lots of cotton. She was going to shove it in further if I didnt make her to stop. When I said to stop and told her it was in my urethra she said it wasnt, and then took it and moved it forcefully more up and down. Then I just about cried, she tried to touch it again and did not listen with I said to stop, I had to remove her hands away from me and pull it out myself because she was going to cause more damage. I went to the hospital afterwards because I could not urinate and they gave me numbing cream. I almost want to say they shoved something up there when they did that, like a plug or something.
All vaginas that have dramatically changed in America and foreign, the government did it to us. I guess it's their way of making sure people dont sleep around too much and part of population control.
I dont think this should happen to people.
I looked online at Germany woman, and a woman had a VERY LARGE clitoris that resembled a penis, and someone says "Yup, they used this technology to to go that to her."
All of our vaginas that have that problems are basically caused by this technology.
So I studied Vaginas around the world one day, just ascetics, and you can see from area to area the personal touches of traumatizers. The differences from an American vagina after this technology, to German, Brittian, Columbia, Russian, ect. All changed because of this technology.
I was told my aunt was one of the original test subjects for this type of trauma. She was a street prostitute back in the 70's and 80's, and one of first in Metro Detroit to have her vagina changed. It used to be just used on prostitutes that make too much money illegally. Now it's used on children and regular women. Even women that have had one sex partner their entire life. I have seen them use this technology in the womb on a new born to do this to her vagina as well.
If you took a poll and watched the onset of vaginal deformity through the generations you will notice went the government started doing that to us.
They did it to me the first time when I just turned 18. I had sex with three people. I was told once or a few times that because of where I came from that was never supposed to have happened to me, but traumatizers receive money for every vagina they deform, so each patient care plan is picked up and implemented to do so.
If you have a PARENT PROTECTION PROGRAM on your internal record they will not do this to you, because it becomes illegal.
I dont have one anymore, or ever for that matter at far as I can see, and they give all new mothers one, but they would not and will not give one to me or my child. I am not allowed to have one.
Because they feel I must suffer this abuse.
Right before ... died is when I sat down and looked at the international vagina scene. We were sitting together and I asked her "does this mean this wont happen to our young anymore." Referring to my story changing how our internal government is run and stopping the abuse onto our public.
She said "Yes!"
I really like this woman, she made me feel elegant and professional. Out of all the presidents she was very classy, and still believed (in my opinion) in American freedom.
Her saying that is the reason why Hillary Clinton set her up for murder. She died a few days later. Because if Ms. Reagan came out with me in the press, then Hillary would loose her footing.
So before she was murdered we had a few conversations.
One was about the Vaginas. I was so excited to hear that this would get accomplished in this generation. Although, I think it's not my place to cross the line with other's vaginas, like children, and I still have this set back about even trying to help end this because it's a very private issue, and in my absolute being it's not my place to judge even through I know I am not judging them, my feelings can still be a little mixed up, but cognitively I know the difference. It's an effect of all the trauma I have endured. I take and hold onto a lot of blame and guilt even though it's not my fault.
I cant remember the other conversations we had because I have been mind washed. I do remember Hillary yelling over her about killing her, but I cant remember verbatim what she said.
I think she said "Kill her, she's too old anyways." Or something like that.
Someone just said "she knew she was going to be set up."
When I say I cant remember verbatim what was said, I remember aspects of the situation, just not full detail. I have a photographic memory, pretty well intact so... for me when I look back at that moment. I remember the area of where the sound was coming from. What I was doing at the time I heard this, what color or dimensional reasoning the telepathic sound was traveling on. This time it happened to be shown through a grey and black ordinance. It's almost like looking into the room with them without light, but still seeing them. If you have even been blindfolded, but can still make out large shapes and movements, it's like seeing them like that.
A few times Hillary did not know I was listening, someone just turned it on her when she was being ultimately corrupt so she can be brought down. That happened to be one of those times. I think Bill might have actually done this.
I like Bill, a little.
He's kinda messed up, but he did prevent the third world war from starting.
All the Presidents and their wives are a little messed up, honestly.
Bill did say to me I will be President one day. I think that's why they are keeping me around, and letting me come out with all of this. Because I am qualified for the Job, and able to handle it. I do have to finish school before I even think about that. For Obama's last term partial internal president of the United States Of America. And for two years straight, which has never happened before, I was also awarded scientist of the year award, only internally. I do a lot of work for people. I make a lot of things happen and come together. I get stuff accomplished. I do it quickly, and I am a problem solver. Plus, because I have been raised by these types of people I genuinely, for the most part, get along with them, and hate the sin not the sinner. Plus, I just wont sway when something is wrong, and I think if I can prove myself as a woman that is honest through all of this (I have), we have all agreed that I would do all that is in my power to be just and restore everything I can to be the best and healthiest it can be. Plus, I love God, and never want to leave his side. So I will stay in his good graces, because I look forward very much to Heaven with Him. And remarkably I can end all wars with my great intelligence and my witty inventions, and subsidies others incomes with my revolutionary ideas and yes, inventions, so the reasons for war from a-z will be solved. Right, because I can make stuff prosperous beyond our wildest imagination. For the whole world, really. I can make an entire New Earth and travel in a space ship to new planets. Single handed, almost. Were going space exploring very in the near future. I will get us to the speed of light and beyond. We can move to space soon if we want. Only under God. That is term and condition. I really dont want another living soul to encounter the horrors that I have seen and been through. That is why I tried for people.
Lord Rothschild once told me... I forget.
Once Obama was told, "the only thing you are better at than her is spelling."
It's true.
I am a phonetic speller. Unlike my sister who received a presidential award in school and won spelling bee after spelling bee, I had a minor speech impediment as a child and thats why I am this way. But dont worry I did a lot of research and it comes to find out spelling alone is not a measurement of intelligence. It's not that I cant spell, I just, you know, had a hard life. I need to read more, advance my vocabulary, ect.
I dont really have a problem with showing my faults because I am human and I believe in Grace. I am very secure as a person, actually. I am a very confident woman. I have a lot to live for.
I just understand stuff. I know how thing work, I know purpose and worth. I place more precedent on human life and value than superficial things. I am a woman of substance.
I actually very deep.
I just have a harder time expressing myself, because growing up I had a lot to hide and conceal. I was a trauma victim by the NWO, I was sexually, physically, emotionally abused. I fought through a lot of my pain, and learned to rely on prayer and God a lot. He was all I had sometimes to rock me to sleep and heal my broken heart. I would meditate all day sometimes. Staying in prayer in my head and each step speaking to him in ryhmatic poetry as a young woman. I love Him very deeply. I wrote letters after letters to him through my hardest days. Spoke to him, longed for him, needed him, and even knew he was walking besides me through this all. Everyday he was here with me.
Sometimes I forgot about Him, dealing with life. Sometimes I didnt listen to Him always, but he always loved me. I knew this. I see this in my life. I should be dead, I am not.
I ask him some days now if he will just take me home. Away from all this pain, away from the sights I see, away from my body, return me home. I beg Him sometimes.
Why didnt you just let me die. This technology said that I died many times, like a 300 times or so. It could not read brain waves, I've stop breathing, ect.. I dont know really who revived me, or why, but sometimes I wish, even with all I see positive in the future, that I would have left. I wish because I have been stripped of just about everything in my life. Even my own womb has become an experiment. I was told that I may have been made into a female from a male in the womb. They littlerally turned me into a girl child. I heard a lot of stuff about being traumatized in the womb. Like they raped me with my umbilical cord, and made me come out on May 10th, 1989. They moved my placenta in front of the vaginal canal so I had to be a C-section. A lot of cultures still hold this practice as a tainted reality of evil. Birthing experience is very important for a child, and even vaginal vs. cesarean changes a life.
I have been through a lot of abuse. As the Queen's family said "You're extremely abused."
Before I learned to speak up and talk about things, no one would have really known this about me. I think thats part of why my reputation go so bad.
I was told about two years ago by Pope Francis:
Well, this is the conversations:
"You knew this."
"You will grow up one day to marry Jesus Christ."
The image of me as a little girl on the farm playing in the dirt. I must have been in Kindergarten at the time. It was me listening to this: "You will grow up one day to marry Jesus Christ."
At the time it was such a low tone, it only played in my subconscious. I guess it stayed with for life.
At 15, Pope Benedict caused the car wreck that knocked out my teeth. Mohammad mentions this when he says something about the devil grinding teeth. I know he saw my life. I know he was my family. I know he was a Prophet from God. I know this. Like when it's mention that the Daughter of Gods people in the Bible will have a pirate mouth. I do. It fits very well. So anyways, I was ravished and smacked around at the hands of the Devil. Okay.
I know this, that we share the same lineage.
Probably why ISIS offered me 12 trillion dollars to marry into them. I wont. To make babies and other things. He did offer me health though. It was a pretty tempting offer.
So after I wrote that He got mad, because he has been watching me for the past few days. Or Always according to him.
He admitted that he was Evil.
Well, I said maybe not if you heart wasnt like that at the beginning, but we have had this conversation few times and he says that he was an angry child too.
But anyways, he said he was raping julia, the showed me a picture of men around a young girl. And said that's Julia.
Then was said that
Today,
June 3rd, 2016.
PID is extremely hard on your system. I barely have energy today to move, and I just wan to sleep and count sheep until I wake-up.
I am going to start looking for more lawyers that will take my PID case. AND see what I can do about this. If I make enough money I am going to buy a plot of good land and move there. Build a small new house and set up a good work space. Continue and possibly take online classes for school.
But, if I can't I will see if there is anything else I can do. I wonder how bad this is. Textbook definition. I have been operated on and removed from myself.
This is the oddest of feelings when you look from the inward out.
It's like we refuse to recognize the end of the world as we know it.
Like an Alien Apocalypse.
That will happen eventually.
they said that.
So once An Alien landed on this planet.
And so in being they have recorded.
And maybe this is the ways of the heavens and the moons, For only God can do this.
The alignment and release, but to say these things, that the perfect timing of souls traveling back to earth.
Well, she knows that. So how smart is she.
According o this everything about me is man made.
Except I have free will... or something like that.
So I said that I would rewind time and move forward.
Like to meet these people in life, for all I know is that is this supposed to happen.
So my king, whom I dont believe I will find, is a Gentile.
I am Hebrew. Can I find Jesus today?
I mean can I travel back in time and be with him for a while?
I wish I could.
I am not suffering for the cause any longer.
It is Evil to think that you could change the past by in meeting the present.
That is what ISIS just told me, because they dont want to be shunned. I dont think Muhammad would actually shun you.
"What does that say to you? "
I'm Vladimir Putin's assistant.
NO, he did not say that. I filled in the blanks.
LOOK AT MY BOOBS.
Very American, Very woman.
Onward, it;s not evil to wan to hold this for a minute. Why didnt he protect that?
Jesus, why didnt you protect this infant getting fisted?
At first and int he present moment,
Yeah, I'd ask him too. Why didnt he protect that?
Here i thinking about going back in time, and for me even I think that possibly did didnt protect that.
Because it was a differnt day and age, but he did with her, protecting the woman.
Today, the protection is not at fault of being, but at fault of time... These things have been here for a LONG time.
The sight of ugly, to turn away.
an abomination to the Lord.
When did incest start?
Well, I dont believe that Adam and Eve were incestual.
Even came from Adam.
Adam came first, walking alone. How old was Abam Before Eve was born.
Actually according to Hindi, woman came first.
from the womb.
then God came back, and then they had babies.
okay.
they were both adults.
I am being traumatized with Julia, but a few weeks ago I hears that they are paying off Julia now.
So Obama I found out about the monkeys and well, it's true Obama raped me the first time around. So why my family sat there and watched and didnt say anything to me when they were told over and over again that they need to speak to me directly, Its baffling really.
I am not sure about the safety of my Family. I dont talk to them. After all of this I kinda disowned them. \
Sp where is PETA in all of this. When The white House has animal/human experiments happening. That they are raped and used to
You wrote that before your diagnosis.
All people in America deserve treatment
Obama needs to be impeached.
Its been talked about.
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