I attract money like its going out of style. 

I've decided I am just going to cure Zika. Or do something good in the world. 

Whatever

I  have been through some serious stuff. I wonder if this will ever change for me? I'm sitting at a park right now, talking on my phone.   I wonder how long this will last? Sometimes I stayed of the statements. How long things will last. Speaking on my phone is really easy. Thanks iPhone! Maybe this is the best way to type for me through  Verbal ozone.  I was walking through a neighborhood and my patient care plan protocol was for me to notice all of the houses. Each house was adorable each house with the white picket fence. They're green lawns and their dogs and their people  that occupy those houses all undermine control.
 I think I quit my job today because of severe abuse. I don't know how much drama one person is supposed to handle from everybody. Where is the line of what is called fair? How do you draw this  in an inconsistent form. There's so much going to found me and around me I find it hard to believe that people could you such a evil. I suppose it's not that hard to choose this month evil when this evil surprising you with money. I said a little while ago that income is the new form of oppression.  Why do I have to be the one that is persecute it? I wonder when these things will end again or if they ever will. Right now my severe abuse is having my bowel movements and closer to renew my anus.  It's uncomfortable there's no reason for it I don't like it. How can somebody have that much control over another human being and people think that it's acceptable. I still wonder when you things are going to change.
 It's annoying being electronically raped. Sometimes it hurts. Sometimes aroused by it physically. Sometimes I wish that that wasn't true. I see the physical exhaustion in my body.  It hit on the head through this technology as if it's acceptable because for I compared human to the original form a caveman expression that we have devised as a reason for their actions or at least unconscious knowledge that is not there like a caveman I hit their self; head.
 I find myself not having much bright ideas right now. I feel a little bit Defeated.  I'm being euthanized I guess that would make me feel defeated. But not having this closer and I were to go through this much stress just to be treated fairly it's more of a disgruntled nature of my mind then something I want to deal with. I dislike a lot of thing rite now.
 This is what I am forming these are my words. I get frustrated like the caveman and sitting on my head when I don't excel further. When would I want to speak is not clear enough or it's not within dignity to be held as value. For what I have seen around me is that  it is respectable to sell your children. Respectable people slave humans.
 I guess this is not what I have been taught. It's a really hard thing to accomplish my head but I have been taught and what I've been shown where I've been lead. I've been through a lot every day it's something more than what it was. Found out two days ago That I was so unconsciously as a child to one of the worst pedophiles in the world.
 I call him number two because I still don't know his name. I know my family works with them.  I can tell you that because of what he did to me because my drama a woman is correct and is it something over us and I understanding that I have neglected to realize for a little while because they're my drama I'm literally traumatized to the point that I cannot remember things. Some things that I have his values his key sequences that navigated my daily life I've been vanishing. Christopher times in and he says you found out how to use this well referring to my iPhone. I'm glad that I purchased this phone. It does everything that I needed to and what I don't know that I need I guess I'll figure out later in regards to a phone.  The man in the dump truck that's driving by says this needs to break in regards to my phone. Because I get income for this .it's rather convenient being able to speak and type. Even more convenient if these have auto command and I can actually had in commas and periods. Now I can write an entire world of articles the touch of my voice.  So now I can say the things that I want to be heard and I don't have to worry about typing. That's a gratitude I would like to think. Or trying to make it acceptable for some to be for mongering And for some others cannot this is how the world works they tell me that I know me.  I've had a lot of influences, a lot of incomplete thoughts. I don't think people know the whole picture yet. I guess you have to be careful with the words that you speak.  For to say you know whole picture is almost impossible. But to get a broad understanding and a clear view of my point in being it's not. I just have to express myself.
Should I be paid for the damages that have been brought against me?sometimes I'm a risk taker.  I recited my life is crazy ass. I have told you some of my wells some of the things that I've seen I have wrote in time frames of things that I have gone through.  It's hard stuff you know where is my sympathy. Like the story is not as it seems because it's not being told and honesty. In honesty not an honesty.  I'm worried that my niece is in the same sex abuse ring that I have been in. So today I must go to the cops. This may cost me time and mental clinic but honestly I need  SSI appointment so I'll do that. The little bit I will walk back to my house or where I'm staying.  I'm dehydrated and I'm tired I would really like to fall sleep on this grass and soak up some rays. I would really like to relax. I got some pizza I'm down to my last $80. 

Kim kardashian is a Pedophile

I had to give YOUTUBE a litte more background about how I have interaction with KIM, but our "rasin butts" tell it all.
(Thats a part of my trauma.)

 

I have to tell the whole truth, nothing but the truth, so help us God. 

World's best cook:

I'll put that on my list of things to do.



All I can say is that I have just started, and many of times I come out as a world class chef already.

No, I do not like to be insulted.

Yes, I can cook and I cook very well.  I HAVE A FEW KNOWN  FOLLO
I guess,  JACOB ROTHSCHILD, just promised everyone that they can live like millionaires, and subsiquently give up the Earth. Because that is what is about to happen.

 God wins the way he wants, or everyone looses.

I found this online. I started listening to it after I was browsing Facebook and found it's page. I knew about this movie a  long while ago, I just forgot about it and tucked it away in the back of my mind until today.



I was going over just about every act of victimization and abuse I have endured in my short life here. It started to make me cry.
How I was molested by my grandmother and aunts, possibly my uncle, maybe my mother as well, my brother for sure. How as a child I was sold into sex slavery, and as an adult I am growing up to be the world worst rape victim; I am up there with a handful of people at least. How I remember now, pieces of events that have led to what has now been exposed to me.  How as a child I had things happen to me. Like when I kept waking up thinking my hair had been tied all night, but I didnt put in a pony tail. You know when you have a pony tail in and take it down and you hair falls weightlessly off your scalp... It happened to me a few times. How I was a virgin prostitute. How I have been pronounced dead over 300 times through this technology.  How what I have been traumatized with has been fact, and fact to find my way back to these events and tell about what it is like being from one of the leading CIA crime families in America
All these clues are leading to my reality.  How I lived below the poverty line, but I was well over a million dollar child prostitute. How I went to school with holes in my shoes and clothes. How I was forced to be sodomized through mind control as a young child. How I have had direct imagery transfers in the most perverse versions forced fed to me while I was in elementary school, middle, and high school. How I would go to school and be bullied each day for being different or poor.   How I have had been forced to have abortions, I count as miscarriages through it all. How I came in contact with the Barzaghis and having been raped while a woman was slaughtered next to me, and having her infant be birthed and him being forcefully put in my vagina and both of us raped together. How half of the drug population in Santa Rosa California was said to have had sex with me while under date rape drugs. How I have been placed on a no treatment list and am being euthanized. How I have been raped with animals. How El Champo bought me in California under rohyponl. I dont know what he did to me.  How Alfred the chimp was put in my vagina under Obama and another CIA pedophile operative, who subsequently I was involved with. How I have been raped in a pool full of feces and urine. How I have been held under water and suffocated while being demonically raped. All under date rape drugs. How people would sneak into my bedroom and feed me these drugs while I was sleeping and then all these things would happen over and over again. How I was called "ms. piggy." How my aunts raped me in my later life. How my aunt knocked me out with this technology, fed me rohynol, and walked across my uterus while I was pregnant, and caused my last miscarriage with Irvin's Child.  How my friends have literally dealt treacherously with me and raped me for money. How everyone is watching and just doing this.  How my vagina has more foreign objects in it than the ocean. How I have had my teeth knocked out by the catholic dynasty at 15. How I have been watched my the Taliban since I was young. How many times I have been forcefully raped through this technology. How much pain I have been in. How my mother and aunt raped me with a broom when I came back to Detroit. How I have been raped with dead people, frozen arms and fists. How I have been raped with dead people though this technology. How I have watched everyone choose mind control over health.   How whole populations have rised up against me and conspired to do this as well.

I guess that is why Mohammad said "everyone involved in the conspiracy is from Shatan." I believe him. I see this happening. I believe Jesus. I believe God. I see these things.

How this is all Government controlled.

This is all true, and this is just a start.

I felt so betrayed by my family when I found out. They watched all of this. They did not help me. She sold me.


Why am I saved? Why didnt He just take me home?


Why?


I just want to tell you, I hate you people now.

Started With America The Beautiful

I am working on Zika

I woke up this evening from being slipped too much mind control.

Yes, I am using this term and expression in exchange for rohypnol, ketamine.. ect...

It's mind control all the way around the board.




I just want to say, that through this all and with all I have been through and seen I still want to see world peace and love abide in all.

I have been under desensitization and it does affect me.



On a side note, I really want to start sewing and making my own clothes with beautiful fabrics. I am going to start doing that and I am sure I will put pictures up.



I woke up and said to myself that I need to start utilizing the police more. Someone said that they would get paid off as well.

I dont know how this can happen to me? Why would people choose this type of life and behavior over freedom?
I know the added income and mind control are factors, but these things are terror.


They say I live in a real life horror movie, I think it's pretty close.

Right now I am listening to 'The Idiot by Dostoyevsky' on audiobook through youtube.

They told the people, who I am going to save the name for later as to protect them, that next time I pass out "You better rape her regardless."

Seeing as it was right after work that I just clonked and woke up about two hours ago, you can see why they said "regardless."

These people are really bad. 

The thought that I fell asleep with is how scary it is to go back into time and look at who may have raped me. More so in the manner that this has happened. I have seen this man slaughter children who the Rothschild's gouged out thier eyes when they went under investigation internal. No eyeballs to see, no evidence to bring. I am mortified with this. 

Number two. That's what I call him. 

Justin Timberlake said "I knew about that back then. Why dont you think you didnt get as severe abuse as her." 

He was referring to an old friend I hung out with, and how her severe abuse may have been more intense than mind at that age. Although, that is a mixed review. I got pretty severe abuse. 

It eventually came down to them raping me with a newborn after killing his mother and forcing his birth. Granted that was not through this technology, and severe abuse is a little more different than forced rape. 

When I say that I am up against some of the worst pedophiles in the world. It's not an exaggeration. 

I still am having vaginal problems.  

Still no disclosure, still no corrective treatment. 

The time before last when I went to the clinic, after giving him a description of my discharge, the doctor said "You have gonorrhea." 

The next time, I brought it up to him because my test results came back 'non-reactive' for all STDs. 

He said "then you dont." 

You know he is lying, you know this is a government cover-up. 

I have a huge lawsuit over my medical history. I can sue every hospital and doctor facility over my patient care plan. 

I think my story also proves patient care plans for the public. 

I prove a lot of things. Some people say all things. Prove all things. 

I was going to talk about something... ah yes, delusional, or the state thereof. 

Hillary Clinton said me following the bible makes me delusional. Or "that is what we were going to hold against her." 

I want to write more later. Now I am receiving severe abuse and being him in the cranium. The head ache is setting in. 

Good night. 

I want criminalization for this technology. 

It sounds like I am depressed.

Maybe I am..


I really want to tell you that I pray for your life and forgiveness. I pray to have you home in heaven, and one day meet you in peace. I think we will meet again.

My heart just smiled.

You have had such a life... in general and I am pleased to have met you.
This is for a friend that I will always hold in my heart.
Both of you.


I wished I had met you in person. I wish that we had dinner together and found sparks of life from one another outside the walls of our abuse.
I really did enjoy speaking to you. I really did like you guys.

Maybe in heaven we will.

I hope so.


They told me that when you passed your soul ascended. Which means that it went up, and this technology calculated that you went to heaven. A place where peace reigns and your sorrows are gone.

I really do love you. Or for what I can feel right now I think I do.

You're an amazing, kind, careful, considerate, peaceful, handsome, thoughtful person.

I am sorry that you were born into a life that confined you. That for what it is worth, now in the universe I hope to see Allah let you soar free and in health. I think you deserve that, and for the whole time I met you that is what saw in you. A person, a kid, a young man that came in from the inside and should have known the depths you have affected our lives. You were here for this, to be a beautiful human. You should have had the opportunity to be on the outside with others to share your heart in the way that God made you.




Happiness to you,
Peace be with you,
God Bless You, My Brothers.


Grace.