Hi, I'm Becky With The Good Hair.

I have had just about the most stressful week, ever. ever. ever.

But, as private and embarrassing as this is, I was FINALLY DIAGNOSED with P.I.D.  

I dont really know why I believe this is an embarrassment anymore. I am/was human trafficked by our Government, and with that comes more than just the average degrading of humanity. It's a severity that one does not want to touch, like no medical treatment. No diagnosis. Like being sterilized.... and the list goes on.

Now, that I have been diagnosed, I just heard that they also treated me for Syphilis as well, but no they did not tell me, and no I am not sure if this is a lie or not, but probably true.

I hate this, that I should be forced to be controlled and submit into a image of perfection formed by evil humans.

Like when I am having major moment and need alone time but cant, but have to vent, then if I say one wrong thing I am traumatized and tapped to remind me... whatever it means at that time.
Angelina Jolie did that to me today, because I said I didn't want to work on this crap anymore, and basically in that moment I didn't care what happened to little Jesus, or Elephant Boy, or the rest of the kids. I do, I always will, and hope to see them in Heaven one day personally, and to help them be away from abuse in their life, but my God GIVE ME A BREAK. I have a whole bunch of serious disturbed people invading every aspect of my daily life. Including my mind, body, and spirit. Who I talk to, what I say, how much money I can have at any given time, when I use the restroom... Down to how I breath. OKAY. I am not myself anymore.


Why is money more important than these people?
Why do I feel it is best to stop working?

I will forever tell them, if you dont let me win, and aide me on the way up there, or like the Bible says: if you let me die. There will be little green men that will come down and rule over you, and yes, they are God Blessed too. I am sure you'd rather have me.
Because some of you will have NO FREE WILL.
And they will liberate for God.
Because we are not as advanced as them. I might be, and can understand them, but we are NOT.

So it's best to Hearken what I say.

I am mad about our Animal Kingdom, and how it's been neglected. I am MAD about how you have taken care of Mother Earth. I am Mad about all of this abuse. I am saddened about the children. I am saddened about my reality, okay. Very sad, very sad. I want my children.

I am loosing compassion and my will to fight. Even for my life some days.

Everyone in Metro Detroit, and practically in America knows about my story. Maybe not in whole, but most.

Using an infant as a thing to rape is never condoned.

Making Charlotte...
The Princess, I have not even talked about Charlotte...

Seeing as how this technology is hooked up to me, I knew personally when... went into labor.
It was a few weeks before Charlotte was said to have been BORN. She wasnt born on the date they tell us, she was born a while before. (it's been a little while, I forget the actual date) I has to sit there and watch and this baby was raped and passed around by the Obama's, The Clinton's, and the Brittian's Royal's. They all raped her. That is why when she came out to be shown to the press, she was under medication(sleeping) and you could see the stress wrinkles and signs of skin stress on her.
After I said that The Queen of England yells out "No more pictures of her."
Seeing as how The Kardashians are wrapped up in this too, that is also why Saint wasnt shown to the world, because it was on his sick and twisted Patient Care Plan to not show the signs of abuse through picture. That is also why this infant has a slightly larger forehead, because that is a sign of brain development in infancy through extreme abuse. They do the same thing to all of these kids.
Saint also had to be bathed in his dead mother's urine. Right, because Kanye forced Kim to have him removed while alive and placed into a prostitute. And while she carried him she was forced to be raped until his birth, then they killed her.
This happened the night that the Mayweather fight was going on in LasVegas and EVERYONE, I MEAN EVERYONE was there except Kim and Kanye. She, Kim got slipped Date Rape Drugs and was raped by a Catholic Priest and then had Saint forcefully removed from her body. I heard he was a twin. They did this to change his birthdate. Also, she was forced to do a lot while pregnant. That night Kanye took a sledge hammer to a blond headed woman, petite. I am guess who was a prostitute, and scalped her too. I sat there and watched the whole thing. He was under serious mind control.
"that explained why he wasnt allowed to make money, like her."
"like who?"
"North."
You can see it on him/them the next day at the Met Gala. That is why Kim put extra stress on being here with her HUSBAND.
Husband and Wife is another terminology for pimp and hoe.

So, because I think this is urgent and I realize how horrible my writing is here, I will go into in further but not full detail.

The next day was the Met GALA.
Rihanna placed the duct tape over Mayweather's mouth. (award show) I am constantly told to shut up.

I am being told to shut up all the time.

"through the looking glass." was the theme for the Met Gala.
Hence this technology and my story, because all the stars will fall in Revelations. But it's started and this technology and mind control prove prophecy.
This year it was something about Science. Because of me, of course.
People made many suggestions and hints towards my story at both Met Gala's.

This is during the time that Evil Obama went around and forced everyone to join "the Family" and choose him over Oppression because he cant handle rejection.  Like if you go back and look at video he says refers to "the Family" A LOT.
I am also the reason the Government got shut down. Because I wanted so bad to work, but The Barzaghi's are considered an Untouchable. So was my family.


So that night Kim's family tried to wake her up through this technology. Rob sat there and yelled "Kimberly, Kimberly, wake-up! Wake-up!"
He was crying and torn apart.

The next day Kim's Mom advised her to divorce Kanye, but Obama wont let her do that because it's part of Government Prostitution.
(there's a lot more to this all, i'm tryng my best to recount things.)

Saint is raped my ISIS, the ones I mention previously- so is North.


Look at the pictures of Met Gala, it's obvious Kanye killed someone the night before.


Charlotte is allowed minimal human interaction and wasnt allowed to move and walk up until the newest pictures of her were released because of the trauma she endured.
She is only allowed to be spoken to and interacted with through this technology because the Queen said she wants her to be advanced.
(will explain fully in book)


Beyonce's Elevator fight was over this.

I am called Becky because of my falatio reputation. I was a child prostitute, and learned it. Then in California I got that reputation because people viewed me through this technology and the streets talk. A LOT. I was called "Becky."
It's a long story for me.


This is why A LOT of People left their Government Job that year, and people came out in the press saying Obama was going to start the Apocolypse. He's a horrible president, and he has a lot of back handed money tied up in corruption and ISIS. 

A brand new gene system that we have never seen.
I dont believe this.

I hope I know little or less of this, because this has seemed to be a difference between I or them. Because of course I come first, last and always.

No I am kidding, but I did these things, of course, because well, they have to pay a LOT of people off, in the kindest of ways.


This is how I think.
And whoever types for me, well thanks.



I am kidding, but I am working on these things this week.

Anti-Nuclear Detonation Devices, or a Nuclear Defense Program.
Zika.
Nuclear Radiation Revolution reasoning Devices. Absorbtion, retention, energy.
Oh, A new energy system, that may or may not be complete.


Enorganic/Organic



You really can do everything simultaneously.




This still deserves sympathy.

Well, the projection on Properties are simplistic and within limits, long-term.


Do we all relieve the money for this, or do we  pay everyone off.

This woman, for God WE ALL KNOW.

Said some dumb shit, bro.

She said "I would have done did have this shit done."



So, Because this is the book of my Life.
I guess the system will receive two of them, because of course I cover myself. And Sometimes I dont remember.


I feel as I though this,

Be Just afterwards. I am the leader of the Seven Nations This week Only, and I would like to see how this goes, again.
Because well, I can do this now.

Well, My life is complicated and odd. Regardless.


But the things that I do should reorganize the public again.
I hope for a few things for all of us, that our bounties are full.

I feel as if though that the best seeds in the world needs to be cultivated correctly.
I would say that they need to be found and utilized properly. This are big things of huge importance.
I would say the Earth needs a break.
And needs a health over stall.


The Environment of the Universe need to be mapped.

What did you learn off of that experience.
 I think our Animal Population needs to be revived. 

He said We will have this if we kill you. 
*He said if we kill you we wont/will have this. 
He said in his subconscious that he spoke with this, for this reasoning.  
Upon request of object this will happen, because she is who God Loves Very Much. 
And the Universe is Ran by My Father. 

God is The Master of Creation, and is there a break, if you were wrong. 
Well, I have always told myself that I can ask God anything, like what are you to me?

I would love to bring Heaven to Earth, and bring World Happiness.


Alien beings or a single scieces, because we know they are out there. Staring down/out at us, or is this us upon us?

Perception is... <time lapse>... documented.

Today's life

So, I have decided to write today, Although I wasn't really going to.

I told about everyone off today.
The people at the cell store.
People walking down the street...
People eating food...



I did hear as someone driving by say "They havent paid some of us. They only gave him $200. (a picture of someone I stayed at there house passed in my head) If they dont pay us, we are going to riot..." Then he added in extra emphasis to get payed, "In your honor!"
I didnt think it was such a bad idea, except I would do a peaceful protest instead of rioting. PEACEFUL MARCH ONLY, PLEASE!
They said a little bit after that "They are going to pay them today."
I figure once everyone is paid off it will be a systematic out pour of protesting. The idea is to pay everyone off until I eventually give up and commit suicide or am killed, but who knows if that is going to happen. I am an opponent for suicide, so that's not happening.

Christopher said "They will kill you for this- Detroit." His hand doing the money symbol with his hand.


A cop said "You're not a pedophile... You'd be doing things like them. IT'S OBVIOUS." Then 'OBVIOUS' was circled and shown.
Someone said a few minutes ago, "that cop really changed the perception for some people."

It was kinda funny, because after blowing up on the cell phone employees while I was attempting to get my camera fixed, I drove off and found a private area for a little bit and talked about the conspiracy only through this technology to the other end, no real life peoples. When I drove off, someone says "where was Grace? Where is Grace at?"
I kinda chuckled, seeing as how this is on everyone in Metro Detroit and the big men are paying EVERYONE, practically.

When I woke up after staying at DG parking lot a few conversations took place. A woman said "We all got keys to the system." I corrected her and said "You mean a password to a website."
She replies "Something like that.... Assitain.gov..."  *(Jumble, Jumble)*
Someone just said "she tried to give it to her."
I wound't really say that, but yeah. something .(dot)gov.

Effin A, "keys to the system." I hate how Obama and his team makes this sound so intriguing.
I just want to get in hi

Yesterday and today really, I was a little (I mean a lot) bent out of shape over this, but I was walking down the street and someone says "They raped you with a donkey, too... and a dog." Then he continues and says "last time, too." referring to being here in the D the first go around.
They immediately are told by Christopher "Don't tell her stuff like that."
Then it went into this whole spiel about how when I have more knowledge of what is going on to me or what I have been through it's becomes more of an honest experience for me, and I basically fight harder, and get more angry, and walk forth on an powerful mission with the strength of more dignity.

I saw him the other day, you know. I wanted to take my car and run him over. I just chose not to look.
I dont want to talk about him yet... Or ever again for that matter but, I will eventually.  Him is the person who did this to me, along with Eminem and President Obama, .. and other famous people, but it's a long and ever so exhausting story to tell.

So I have been so sad today... because after this came out they told me the rest of what happened to me, kinda. Christopher says "With a monkey, too. Because you wouldn't shave your legs." Then he turns around and says "We still have him."
He shows me a picture of this little monkey with the cuitest little face, he kinda looked scared and a nervous wreck, but adorable none the less.
The Christopher says "we are going to kill him."
Then the images came forth and the showed me being raped with a monkey. All of the monkey in my vagina. (almost)
He says "Remember those days you felt loose."
Christopher just said "His name is Alfred, actually." Referring to the coincidence that monkey Alfred is also the name of Alien Alfred. The aliens are a huge thing for us now. Tub-Tub, and Alfred. I dont remember if I wrote about them yet, but yes, I have seen Aliens or very well enhanced animatronics..
"I said how did he even fit in there?"

So... yeah, I'm messed up over this, because also, well...  I dont like animal abuse.

I dont want to talk about it.


I have a family you know, and I am scared at the thought of this for our young. Because this is what really tore me up to the point I want to forget everything and I feel so powerless... and I hate this and It's a really long story too and everything. I have been told about 20 times today that the story of my niece being raped in a mental institution happened. People also added that "we think Heather did it for the money, too."
I heard someone say "She said it wouldn't effect her cognitively later on in life."

Someone just drove by, and I have been told this before but thanks for the reminder... He was holding a mouse by the tale virtually and said "they put this is there, too."
Right.
This is the President of The United States of America doing this to people.


My niece hurts me. Very deeply.

It's been a few days since I have posted on here. I started an Instagram and now have a little documentary going on there. I will use both of these, and youtube.
It's incredibly convenient to record the 60 second video in the moment and  allow the reality of my expression to cross the visual barrier. Something I think I need work on while writing.

Last night, I guess I posted too many reliable videos and they shut down the camera on my phone. My phone is not even a month old. I haven't been able to find out how to reset the system, not power washing but configuring the programs internally. I think I have to hook it up to a computer and reload stuff.

Well, I woke-up- and every morning I am briefed on what is going on, and traumatized in the process, but really I was just told that El Chapo raped me too in Califonia. I kinda am sad at this because while talking to El Chapo during all of this I kinda/kinda-not liked him. I know he's a master manipulator and a child molester, but I have come to the conclusion that God is CORRECT and they have been hardened at the heart with the revolution of this world's present state; mind control, and just plain experiences in the land of Canaan (I call the dope game and it's people this, because by nature Canaanites were dark merchants.). Later I will try to tell you about my interaction with El Chango (what I have called him, because I like it better) and why he went to jail, who put him there, the bet, the women in his life, his trillion dollars in a bunker underground (or it was), his involvement in my story, his anger, why he came out in American Media, his underground prostitution rings, how he taught me a little more about mind control, the bet, ect. I kinda put him in jail, twice, and got him out the first time, and put him back.
I haven't talk to him in while. Possibly a little while since he went back to prison, but this morning it dealt with my Family, and well... I dont want to talk about it further.
This goes all the way back to Charleze Theron.
"I finally got mentioned." She says.

I have been told enough: The game chooses you, you dont choose the game. Once youre in the Game you can never leave.

I dont think I have given you a whole picture of why I have landed in the middle of what I have landed in, but basically I was forced into drug facilitated sexual assaults in California by people with really deep connections, and I was blessed to have the position to be spared by God, with my elders and huntsmen to rise-up and bring in the new world.

Right...

I'm serious.

I am a product of Mind Control, but more a product of lovingkindness. I basically have all the great attributes of one of the best leaders in the world because of my programs and experiences in life. I am proud of this, I just wish this was all my own, and not devised, but being spoken about before your exsistance is pretty big.
You know how now-a-days we are all wrapped up in Celberety Gossip and what going on in the underground. Well, you take the world's wealthiest families, and they talked about my life as a source of philosophical entertainment and fascination, before we even knew what I was going to look like. My life has been an religious and elite sensation for a while, like centuries. Like when the forefathers got together and fought for Independence of America they did it for God, but the The Crown allowed our independence for my possible life here. Something like that. America was established internally so prophecy would come to past here.

I was told, and great joy came to my heart, that when some people viewed me in California, I was told that they said I was peaceful. My heart smiled a little.

National Issue.

So I wake-up this morning and I really feel at loss for hope. I feel like the great civil uprising and demand to end the horrors I have been speaking about are never going to happen.
Maybe it's because a piece of me is lost and no one cares about me. I found out that they made children with my ovums. Presidents and royalty entered my children, or half of me into underground sex arenas with some of the sickest things.

No one is listening to me. I am PLEADING AND PLEADING, and begging.

I hate when I am told to join a group or that my topics are too sensitive for the public. This is a modern day holocaust and we the people are allowing these things to continue in our Country, first. Because with our Constitution and election we have the power to investigate. We can get this accomplished here and now. In 2016.  This is very much a national issue. And it needs to end now!

I am personally invested in this. I think that changes things for me and how I look at this. I have lived these things, seen these things, been with these things, feel these things, and have come to a resonating reality of what it's like to know this every single day.

This morning I wake-up and King Salmon (Saudi Arabia) flashes an image of a baby boy.

He says "we made him this way."
Then he continues and says "The Muslim world will never accept this."

He, this baby boy, for who I do not know who he belongs to, but something is pointing in the direction of me.

Right now they show me the image of his mouth again, and "yours" is pointed to and circled.

So, I will tell you what they did to him.
First, they made is mouth into a vagina.

When he was laying down wall I could see was an open circle with the marks of constructed flesh traveling down his throat.
If you have ever seen a vagina stretch out and have seen the inside of the actual vaginal canal and walls, that's what it looked like.

At that moment that I saw him. "I said I have seen this before, right?"

I was told yes.

I asked what do you do, does he have to live his entire life like this.
 I was thinking, I want to take him home.
I said "we are going to have to set up and orphanage."
That was before I realized that he was half me.

Someone says to the left of me "You get him plastic surgery."
I didn't think of that because of how startled I was by his appearance, and I just didn't know what to do.
Plastic surgery seemed to bring me to content, to think that possibly after all this little soul has been through he could live a healthy and normal life.

Saudi Arabia told me "I killed him last night."
Then a gun to the infants head was shown.

In my mind the image of him being decapitated payed a few times.
That's when they showed me the image of him being shot.

This is the mind control I am under.
A form of physios that I dont want to explain right now.

So, within minutes, I was told you have 44.









 

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Piano

This is me playing on the piano for a while. (keyboard) 

Vladimir Putin

Putin made this for me last time we spoke.

You can reference him in "dont believe me just watch." Where he says "make dragons want to retire. 

He also built that Billion Dollar Mansion for me to come and claim one day. 

The Children at the Water Park

Not only my own personal story and what I am dealing with but a national issue of the abuse of power our Government is inflicting onto it's citizens.

I love our government, dont get me wrong. I am very well aware that if my life occurred in a different region of this world I would have had a higher possibility of being assassinated or worse. In stead I am stuck in the middle of a virtual reality war, and right now I think I need to finish what has circume to exsistance.
I love the amount of liberty that these states hold, and the ability, even if small, to achieve things here.


I have been obliterated with obscenities day after day. With the smallest of mental thinkers doing the thinking. The vast escape from information in truth and found through control and constructed presentation has been a daily mind game for me. Who am I to say that our universe is larger than out human understanding? Whom am I to say that the mental science I am subjected to is still, even now, experimental?


This is a ferocious distortion of truth justified through deviant actions, and it's condoned and allowed to continue.
I find these things hardening even my heart.


To watch and be aware of the things that have happened to me is hard. It's hard on my body, mind, and spirit. My relationship with God is farther away today than I have ever been, and my footing is slowly slipping because I feel like giving up, over and over again.

I have watched mind control ruin people, destroy communities, change people's directive, kill innocent beings, bring war, destroy health, and practically pull me to pieces. I am a strong woman, I always have been. I am intelligent, I think with the heart, I am practical, and passionate.


On this blog I dont think I convey the authenticity of my feelings and emotional construction through it all. The grave pain sometimes does not catch up with me anymore.
The sorrow that I have seen and been through is something words cannot express for me at times. It's harsh.



I wrote a little about "The Children." I will continue this today.
I literally wanted to take all of them home with me. I pray that their souls are safe in the Kingdom of Heaven.

It has been since I last posted on here about them... Everyday I have listened to other men saying "I love them."
Or "I didn't unlove them."

For this means that these men laid with these children intimately.

Some would flash a picture of an infant along with saying "I love them". Meaning they raped them then, too.

With mind control, it's like telepathy. You know when you are around a person and you intuitively know what they are thinking or feeling.  Through this technology you speak fluent intuition. It's reads your thoughts and brain waves, so yeah.
So, in different words and ways you are told and expressed things.

You can see the manipulation of a person that refers to raping an infant as "Love."  I have been in parallel of this for a while. Manipulation from them.

These kids were told that they were going to a water park that day.
I want to say there were seven of them or so, but the image of them standing together is a fog to me now, and I can only piece together a few distinct details about them all.
I tried in the time frame that was offered for me to see them to remember a little bit personal about each one.

The nights following me viewing this all I dreamed about was murder. I murdered this time, somehow without being about the person. I ran through the woods and covered up the body so that no would see.
I tried to cross a flooded river who was half way raging and half way calm.
People I knew were there too, and florist, and old relics from my youth like a broken gate, and Lilly pads. My mom was in that dream, too.
My uncle, too.
A horse ride in the wood, and finding a dead young boy. Maybe 13/14 or so. I hid him next to an old log so no one would see him and ran back and forth through the woods to find him again.

These kids.
I dont know where to start and I guess I should give you all I know about each one.
 Well, they all had their eyes removed. Probably on the same day. They still had stitches on their eyes lids, still slightly red.

A woman says "this little one just sat down. He knew he was going to die."

They were placed in front of me, all huddled together. All of different ages raging from 2-15 years of age.

Health Issues.

So, I woke up today looking slightly more like I have microcephely. Every day just about I am under body modifications. I hate this. I have had just about everything on my body morphed at one point or another.
I am tired, and exhausted almost always.
Everyone that comes into my life or I meet accepts the money and puts me in mind control. I am a sick social experiment by our Government at this point.

Yesterday, I was told by Obama that he has two babies with my eggs.
Both boys, because they were not allowed to have girls.

 He said he was one of the most requested infants he has.
Well, He said that one is very smart. Smarter than both of us.
And "good looking."
He also said that he already knows his ABC's.

They say it make me a pedophile if I would want them back. (unless I confess my love for "him".)
In my head two images were shown one of Obama and one of a baby laying on his back very briefly. I told the baby I love him.

Then later yesterday evening, someone yells out "Obama is making the memory of him mother Grace's breath."
So every time he thinks of a "mom" he will think of my breath.

Michelle Obama shows her face and says "I'm his mommy." and the words 'I'm mommy" is shown to me visually.
They put me in mind control to feel irate.
I was kinda mad.
And then I cried a little.

While I was in Kirksville Missouri. (there's a long history and back-up there.)
I had what I thought was one egg removed from my body through secret government technology.
I sat there and watched them. I could feel this happening. Tugging and pulling and removal of an ovum.

The next week after that I was placed under sterilization.
This week, or this month, I have no cycle. Maybe I'm pregnant. I havent had one baby that my cycle has not stop with, and all have ended abruptly with a miscarriage. I have been forced to have miscarriages with this technology.

I have cervical cancer that you can visibly see. The government sat down and infected me with it. Like they did with Zika to the babies.

Each time I have gone to the doctor I am denied health care.
I feel like I am dying everyday.

Two doctors literally told me "A woman cannot see her cervix."
It's on my internal patient care plan to be forced to have a hysterectomy.
(developed by "natural causes.")


I have been denied treatment for Every Vaginal Health Issue. I have had to treat myself at home for the things that have happened to me. I'm a rape victim, you could imagine what has happened to me.
I am supposed to only receive treatment for mental health associated conditions.
Or for that to be a main treatment only for me.
Something like that.


I have been fighting off PID for two years, maybe longer.

I cannot get a lawyer to support me.
Or I havent found one that does not want to accept the income to destroy me.
Literally destroy me.

This is all government mandated to happen to me.

I'm mad. I guess Santa bought me internally.
(Rockefeller)
He said "loose weight. I'll make you look good, almost."

Nope.
Here's a song for you.

Shm, Almost. 

You are out of your mind for that. 

He also said "I like big asses because of you." 

I got really mad and told him, "You have sex with Nikki, old man. It's not going to look good on you." 

He said "you're right... I'm worried about that." 

Then I was want to blame this on mind control because... well, It's kinda wrong but I said "If you had sex with me it wouldn't have looked bad." 

This is the believing.

This actually happened.


A classroom, and speaking about the government. "This is what our Government does." Says the teacher.


This actually happened.


Once she knows what she is looking at she can pretty much get it done instantaneously.



Better learn to speak like him.
To say that this is odd.


Muhammad loved/loves God.


So, I told King Salmon to stop talking to me and to leave me alone.
...because I lost a friend and he does not see the possibilities of me working out anymore.

"Basically."  He nods and says.


Well, then you were never a friend.

Onward, also.. he does not really want to stop watching me because I'm Grace, and pretty much there is a great deal of entanglement going on with international relations right now, but I would like to take this time out to thank him for helping make the possibility of leaving horrible things behind.

Quite honestly, I love and hate people with a lot of passion.

So.. if your purpose was not have this come to the front of the world's recognition but to ruin me, I also want to say I am remorseful of the things I have witnessed.



"Believe it, then you testify."
The angels sing.

And onward, I hope that the human suffering on Earth ceases to continue.
Especially things that go bump in the night.
(Prince George has helped me spell 'ceases' with his mother.)

I understand how these things have came to exsitance, and what has been here will always be here until here is nowhere to be found.
That's just not functionally right.



Who knows. If the world of tomorrow is this decrepit, at least we talk about Aliens coming to Earth.


So he says that this will only work if Aliens come to Earth now.
He's being serious.
I am too.



So when you sit and imagine what a new world would be like, you ask about the population of reason and value. I imagine leaving Earth and visiting another planet with other life forms more than cyrptoplasma and fary dust.  

A place where you can meet the Eros intelligence of today, with shrinking and magnitudes, isolation and rebounds, circumferences and percussion, relations of exsistance.

This is what I decided to pick on youtube. 

I also laugh almost every time I look into my reflection. 

And this one. 

Well this is a public execution in the 21st century.

but... You need me. Pretty much.  

That's what my work got me, some beautiful music. 

God as my witness, stop what I finished. 

And this one. 

Because well.. I'm a marques diamond and I want my stone. 

This takes me back to a place that I love. 

This too. 

This is kind of what its like to sit in my mind sometimes. 

It's a great work. 

My name's blurry face and I care what you think. 

"not anymore." 

But yeah, because now were stressed out. 

No, seriously. He's forcing half the entertainment population to have babies to be sold into child prostitution and the works. 

That's why everyone is having babies! It's not just in to water. 

Because on the other side its a little different. This was in a time of my life that I am loosing my joy.

Yes, I got a shout out! "Grace from the Bay!" 

I graduated high school in the Bay. 

And I'm cool like that. 

You can call me O.G. 

It's my world, I does what I mean too. I mean it. Just know I mean it. 

And if I ever said I'm getting I mean it. And Oh Lord, Oh Lord know I mean it. 

If I said it, just know I mean it. 

Solo ride until I die, because I got me for life. And just as far as I can see I just need privacy.  

I just need to be alone. 

and yes, If time is money I need a loan. 

And yes, because I am a scientist I can work from home. 

And yes, Imma get you fired. 

I love to dance. Actually. 

In 70 year there will be world peace. Maybe sooner. 

I started this at 23. 

Yes, through this technology I am thinking out loud. 

all. the. time. 

What's going on in that beautiful mind?

I can barely remember myself. 

Perfect imperfections. 

This was about me being forced into human trafficking. 

You'll love me when I can be a free bird again. 

Understand why- everything you touch only dies. I hope I touch evil. 

Now, because I love the universe we can travel to new places. Literally and we can end corruption of money and other things. 

About love with God. 

And how I dont want him to leave. 

He's my strength. 

I have said this a million and one times. "Don't believe me just watch." 

And yes, Ghetto masterpieces. 

Make a dragon wanna retire. 

Dont be the silence. 

I actually love this song. 

And this is the race to greatness. 

 This was before the head wrap. 

I had some issues. 

I never made love. 

Thanks. 

I heard she keeps her promises and she aint never gonna turn on you. 

Turn on the lights. 

  Say it! 

Yesh. 

Yes, Well this is a chronicle. And when they drain you of your energy it horrible.  

And your prophet will profit. 

Imma give them heaven on Earth. 

You get what you give. 

I get along with the voices in my head. 

Yesterday.

I kinda hate this, but before I quit the whole thing (because I am having one of those days) I think I should write to you all about the horrors of what I have seen the people around me do. Not just to me, but to others.

Well, lets start off with the children.

This is not an easy story to tell, and it's true like all of my life is true.


So I wake up to someone saying "she forgot about this."
When they said forgot it means I have been mind erased, but this image was shown to me while I was an unconscious or partially conscious state of mind.

I remember a woman saying "You should see what happens while you're asleep" This was some time last year while I was going through some of the worst trauma I had.

The kids.

Honestly that's all I want to say. Is the kids.

It's one of the more horrific things I have seen in my life.

I wrote this last year, this was about a few months of trauma, and I didnt cover everything here. It was a play as you go.

The music will behind her:   

The list and people:   

today I have set five hours of working time devoted to my letter.   

This is complicated, and as this a letter for the People of God.   

And Hillary literally said "No, because we get too much enjoyment out of it." 

The statement was: "All we could do is end pedophilia for this woman." 

Prior to this Bengazi happened. Hillary Killed him. Stating  "I did what I had to do." 
The thing was, she did it because Hillary deals big time on the black market arms, and it just so happens to be that she sold a few heavy artery equipment to ISIS, a few tons. He was about to come out in the media. 

In between that she sent an E-mail to all the powerful people on earth.. pretty much.. 
The all came to gather around and watch. 
She said "A Hoe is trying to get away. Dont let her go." 

I've been told I've only had sex with three people, you know. 
Technically its like 15. 

  

  

  

the contemplation of my realty has not been of my own. I would say that these things should have timer to change and that life could be a better time to live then to walk with the living and being the dead. The death of a sould is the tragidy of the world. I could not express the movements that breed life and well fair and take paint o captitalize on the people.   

The hiypocritical viewpoint of my own? Perection corrections. If given would this be the same?   

  

The sun came out through the clouds to bid me fairwell just now. It as the world truns and the perpetuation of God voice rings to the solomn understanding in my ear.   

Today I want to write. I want to finishe this letter and every time I shy away and hide the things that must be said. The story that is here to be told of this land.   

As I say these things the severity of this is overwhelming. Each time I reject myself to differ the ourtcome. I don’t know how, I am afraid people will not listen and heed this. I am scared of the ourcome. I an atlas with My Lord and Savior when this is said. Human to God transapalsteiont that excapes from me to him, when Him to I is what I look for.   

I wonder, and choke in this world. Many of times that srtnagel of myself to be as differwnce to where I have been placed. To not drift on my tears but to separate them and use them to nurish. To pain I pay honor, to love I understand that all is from Him. 3333333333I cry, a lot. In struck terror and fear that this is untrue that this, my reality , was odd enough to be considered a harmful nature of my own. I cant tell you the remorse I have for what has happened to me. I cant express these things to the people. I wish things would have been different for me. This is so ghard for me, to be attacked wevery day. my eye feels the pain of the victims, I feel the pain of the abuser.   

I sat daown many of times wondering how to write this to transend nations. To conclude understandings form here and far, and this is still the the things I contemplate. Is this faulse? Is it wrong to ask for understaings, when understaings may come form what I feel   

  

I want to experinece my reality but my realty has been exxplioted. self, with own self. I fear things as this, to know that this could be another, why do you choose this path to that one.   

To become in question nad hustled into the reponce without understi8ng. I can see that this is conteplation of good the wrong of the right. We are all the same, in similarites.   

to know that the attacks have changed and barged into the pronlems is not to be returned. I would say that this is the world the has been placed  onto my being, and the world that I will rearrage, and in the end I will know my peace when I am finished. To pust back the fears, to let God, and to heal the whole.   

Today I must write for the saving of this. Myself, my being, ourself our beings. The planets are protected the world is tint he motions. The life is here and I hope that living find love, and happiness, and peace, and love, and life. Live again world. Live.   

I think of the attacks, and who the attacks have ahandled the abise. who is this, why could this have been a motion for who I am, no question of asking in the momenetum, I know what I was and and who I always have been. This si the fear that they have to find and forgibveness. Heardeding of the heart, action of self. Why is the world to be as this when nothing is the same and the protected aare the hurt and pained, and the protected are the hurt and pained? unprottected gather in masses to meet the demostation that yousee as clearity and I see and a vauge impulse of the wickedness that is covered in fashions of facaades.   

My eyes weep fo the days that I hope to see the changes and to see the love of protecteion guild against the odds to evaluate the freedom of humanity. Why dpo they procure the responcibility and push to the side of power, and in power the hidden abis of their terror onto the others. To seer these as we turn aways and to know that all the fight is to separate what we can to be as not that they are. Must do as you are becausr there no other option to live, but only to hide.   

the filimant that is sopken id difference of preception and oppionon, but to precieve is not to know. There is this that is who we are and they are human as we have always seen ourself. We people cowar in power, and move in destuction, and the caulse of this movement is within conclusion of who and why they are as we are.   

I see that action produce a speaeration and contuniing through this is the only way to fulfill forgiveness. Would you forgive if your child was beyond your eyelids and with God?   

I pray earnestly that this world comes to peace. I see that the terror is not of nature, but of action. the action to see this, to be with these people, that yet, to say, is sepration and exsistance, as we all are together, yet where is the division?   

I have lost my momenum to write when I fgeel into tears for myself. I have these strage and stagarred reasoning to leave some of the most human of emotion out of my own understaing towards self like symapathy. Lord, allow me to feel my own self concern. As I say these things I realize very deeply I do. but the harness is lightly lossened each time I try to connect. As if my weight is too heavy to bare.   

Now I mus push and contiue to do as a soldier would. To fight through the conteplations of what I would like and what I have seen. To hold dear to the the promos of the love for this world.   

My bath water trickes while I am away. Thje waist of this is the recirulation, yet, even the tiniest of molicules find a reorddinance into the surroundings. You are as you have been placed and changed to be as what you have wanted, and moved by your experiencves.   

Oh, she's writing- let me make sence of it all.   

fractions of intelect, and for you to make your own connections. dirivetives, and hope to see the pain subdued by kindness. Eventual, and in premission.   

heardening of the heart and an action that is brought to ones own differences through motivations. Collection in agreaances and sects of peoples, that you people. at time can be as your own, not like the others that you stand in waves of repition towards, and stigmatics of movements of your own wills and motivations. Hearded of your hearts, and deaths of your souls, to creep and blight over ones who provide your filimants of life. Your fractured and pained, we all are in diffferent similar ways.   

I would say that people would indicuously reject this as soon as this is the welfair to ackknowlegement that others know the reality of what has happened.   

My heart is chasing, and my acknoledgemnt of the vergego and head pains that have caused me angst, and the motivation is destusction.   

these are not of my own, the world, and its devices the obliveration of of dismanteling my abilities are not us to the people that have attcked me.   

I fel sick, and tired, and nausiated. The rod of your excused to the depths of my mind. My eys ticghting in the space provided that isolated it, the invasion of your devises. I feel the hammer of you pain to the skull of the dead that is puntual and ordered. destruction and not of the development. I see you fears, but I feel this moreso. my teeth, the lose of the grip of my sockets. My ankes, to remove my feet from under me, the constriction of blood flow and the suffercation of my oxygen. You proceed as if there is no bounds for your hate. You contiue as if there are not consequeses for your actions. My children.   

my womb, the birth of my children, my ovum, the seperation of them from my body, and the desinigration of my fertilization. my pain is joy in your suffering.   

my heart at a rythym with caulses, and the production of attacks, the strictsness of repitions that you have developed and I have unknown. The beat of mine is a rhythm that follows no set, your is as the beats are pulled away from my body, expanded and impacted to the deceasement of your knowleged. you to the ways of your fears, not to the ways of value.   

  

"is this good, how is this good? She is trying to change our entire system", and you are trying to force your ways onto my entire being. to submit to something I would feel as if I drowned in purgetory and continue to deabilitate my life to be as your use. I am not of you, and I am not owned by you. I am not a possession, yet in possession of the possesed, and free to be as a walking stork that hord the basket of fruit to feed the waters, and you drink of my waters the we stand in together. I am free to fly and you are freed in me.   

The satement is a hard fact to conclude, to free the terror of your souls, as the attcks become greater you are only distance and here in my time. You people and people and as you come through your device the memories gathers are surfacing on the waters we drink together. You have made you mark, and to see the neediness of you strickens me because of you. you.   

I feel at times your burndeds are here to hurt of myown for the need of yourself. A need that you have not reconed with and brought to desire, as a child you are.   

I don’t think you understand your pain. yet, you want more becausse the suffering of your hearts.   

I am sorry.   

  

To know the depths of your desires apoun my life, I see your visions as you are my thoughts. I see this as a need to excape, and contuuence of your souls asking for help. Please you cry as you hurt the one in front of you, let me out of the terrors that I have sown. Lets me go from the places that have caused exagerated comforts that lock me to presents, help me, please. I cant take this your sould crys to the light, I cant handled the insight. Retention of release please you sould it cry for acknkowlgement, as if you cant ask for forgiveness yourself.   

I am sorry.   

pity.   

I feel your stuggles as your stuggles have become my own now. to bare you weight for your burdens, and to fight your battels for you life. I see you, I hear you, I acknowledge you. I am sorry.   

May everytime you ask of granting release, correction is your acceptance and forgivenss of yourself be your guide.   

To me, the tyumph I know is coming holds me dear to the help we all need.   

I know these things, you are human, I am human. I know the change that comes.   

I see that you depths of sorrow are developed to nothing, and for you, you may never let go of what hurts you, because reaching unto yourself is a obscurity that you find imposible to achieve, your motivations are porbimatic and self desprictive. If you could take your tangability and placeyour hard into the depths of your own caulse would the fightening of cowardness you follow prevent you? Each time yo have caulsed suffering onto myself, I see your suffering.  

There is no "I have to" as they ask you why you do this to me. Your response is not in prevention of my coming its in prevention of your attributes to your deception. This is the reality of the world that you have convoyed into, that you and others similar have made    This is the problem that you have, beliefe beyond disbeliefe. 

So to Hilliar Clinton, I write these things:  

You have caulsed me great suffering in this world I have walked. Unjust, massivly served, and in charisteristics of misconduct and misuse of power.  

Hazard to ones self is a self deportitory concept. Saftey has been comprimised, but not due to the wons actions of person, but to the allowance and devotion to deception. If I was to have the inmformations and access to this technology as you do I would have been able to prevent many of the hard and things I have fallen suffering to. There is a afar greater purpose to the reasoning of my story. The purpose is for the world to start a healingh process that helps the children and people become healthier, happier, and freed from the grips of aoppression.  

To the people that are this in response of obsticlas. You state "tell everyone who supports her that they will be killed." How is the death apun death a nature of assurance in your position? Problimatic conclusion that you follow the robust definition of evidence and reason, that never before has the threat of riches been so close to the person that stipen the pay of the laborer to grow the finaices and worldly ambitions as yours. To here, and now, do you feel the concept of Heaven to a grasp that the ones self can see, feel, touch, and know? The fear that uslessness in behavior is your following of your own. Devil, and you do not know your own self.  

As a Human, and the nature of my rights to secure the value of my reason as a person individualized and loved by God and self, I realize that the help I provide is not of fundimental value to the causle you have given. Your caluse is in isolation and condenced abundance, my causle is in healing, learning, thought expression, prosperity, growth, love, and nurture. These things I have listed have come to the reality of nature to who you devote in deception and pences of stiffling. You use these to pass out as tokens, yet void the true value of their nessasity for humanity. They are used and manipluated by you for accepance and not in abundance of permancy. As the one who gives can also take away. These things are faulsly stood for the benefit of your own wealth. Coming to know you on a personal accord and in testomony of my own personal interaction with, I can say these things:  

No deserves the abuse that I have gone through. The contunace of this is a control harness that is not in the bounds of my own discovery because I am not the orginator of these instances with in our physical lifetime walk, or if the severity of what you would like to say falls into the prior concpet of my birth, I am not reponcible for your actions against my being and against other human baings that you have brought into destuctive harms way. The people that have raped me have been serial rapstist. I am not a lone victim by the orchstaded parties. Yet, to conclude that if in fact I am under Hillary R. Clintons docet, I am in fact placing liability of ill neglect to protect the inocent party, myself. Furthermore, my protection was voided, and destruction apoun my reputation, physical body, mental space, emotional well being have been comprimised, devalued, defamed, surrilized, rendered unfunctional, and/or debilitated. The orchastration against myself have been attampted murder, violent malis rapes, mental distortion,  inductive sterilization, lazer sterlization treatments, (both sterilization procedures resulting in possible full serilization forced abortions using device technology, drugged abortions, rape while prgnant by persons elected under criminal conduct code, viewed raped via remote viewing, manipulation of subconsions, manipulation of physical attributes, sleep depression, sleep isolation, forced drugging, mental imagry manipulation, deprivation of normal bodily fuctions, forced bodily fuctions, forced isolation of heart and artilary movement leading to possible cardiac arrest or heart attack, illegal use of reduction of oxygen levels while under nonirrerigation standards, assumed respocibility of criminal activity, microchiping over 20 times, forced vertigo, forced head aches, multiple accounts of eyesight reduction proceduces, use of terrorist neglective reponcses to natural born american citizen, forced phycological placement and 94 hour holds, voice to skull telepathy, image programing, forced coughing, forced sneezing, forced urination, forced bowl releases, forced stomach disruption, inability to receive proper medical treatment due to implications formated into my personal care plan (medical), progressed irritability, harrassment; via computer comunication, hiring of person in area, electronic survaliance, voice to skull telepathy, music productions under government regulations, ectt.,  forced electronic rape; sodomy, forced used of blunt objects, forced use of sharp objects (knives), forced use  rapes with body parts (i.e. a foot, fists, penis), forced electronic gang rapes that lasted over eight days consecutivly, porlonged sexual abuse, watchin personal time after known hygene affidadum in good standure was processed; ie bathing, use of toilet, dressing,   , Show live imagry of exsicutions with flaugs or stars of davids leading to consumption by lion, devaulgence to ISIS, infiltration by ISIS, sexualy tramatizing indivualsperson including minors around m; via eye sight diversion, emotional manipulations, ect.,) unjust accusations and predeterimed labeling from nonspecialized sources; ie. specifically telling people in governemnt positions I (G.Y) am a child molester, or I (G.Y) am schitzophrenic, placing me on the noninvolvment with American Bureua of Bissniess and Comerce in order for me not be abconduct bussiness in America, Voice to Skull Harassment in education envirnonment, having recorded video of childhood sexual assults  sold on black market internationally, production of unresponcive victime pornography live, production of unresponcive victim malace pornography live, live gang rapes while unconsious,  informing me of criminal protection code while not being elected into the criminal protection code for use of ability for harrassment, turing on audio of child/infant rapes, stages audio of suicedes inof producing mental imagry of weaponry to illude antaganistic responces of actions occuring, mocking namesake in media, allowance of harrassment in media, forces sexual stimulation, forced electronic injection of antifreeze with allowance to building up of cavital deplorarion resuting in envitable death of cells over time, threats of death and murder, murder of inocent parties involved due to noncompliance, forced involvement in secret survailance courts without notice, forced hypersensitivity contructed throughts of parasexual conduct, forced acceptance of devaluged information that I had not use or need to know; I.e. listed above, criminal protection code, criminal conduct code, consealed and confidential informantion exposure, confidential CIA and FBI exposure, stole, misused, and/or mishandeing of my (G.Y) intellectual properties and inventions, misuse and handeling of personal information, stollen personal information, devaulgence of personal wearabouts to unneeded sources, forced uncounsuous selling physicl persons, forced electronic rape administered by governement officials, adimatation of titleing government recognized prostitute, blaphemy, over 300 counts of attempted murder, unassurance of protection, inadiquite protection, unjust placement in governemnt watch programs, accusartions of terrorim while known counter terrorism reports filed, accusations of sexual abuse, accusations of involvement of sexualmisconduct, inconclusive and faulse accusations of voyageism, onclusive and faulse accusations of phychological disorderes, faulse accusations of preditorizations, exposure to forigne diplomats, unneeded  forien exposure,  showing nude nuclear thermodynamic understnding/imagry of bodies including minor in mental capasity, repeat traumas, repeat drugging, nonallowance of my case to be reported in media thus far, government cover-ups,  Obamsexual deviancy via electronic ra 

How I see the motivation behind my stance is for the assurancve that this world deserves a better future that People of God are not scared of being victimised of people who abuse authority and power, or used for the benefit of their purposes. 

These are my thoughts on this tonight. may 10, 2016

First of all Get out of my head. You told people only a sex offender would lfeel this way, and other poeple who are not sex offenders feel the same way. Plus, it's because I was molested- by you pretty much. You allowed my program to run and to enlist me in things that I do not agree with. I dont care that Jauques Barzaghi  is a board member on the internal government and a "untouchable." You raped the crap out of me, and had videos of his ex-wife and his children incestuously and demonically raping me. I am not sure if this is true or not but someone said they cut off an infants head and put it in my vagina, okay. I dont know if it was that bad, but some horrible mind controlling, brain washing, rape shit happened to me. okay. I didnt enjoy it, okay.  okay. 
I heard Obama had sex with me back then, too. I saw the video with two full fists in me and a cathider as long as a rope coming out of me. 
You told ISIS to watch me, and because of that there have been fucking episodes like France- You put people in mind control and manual manipulation to shoot churches. You have a hand in Zika! 

Youre a horrible hypercritical deceitful person, Hillary.